I laid in the back yard trying to find time to hang out with Paul in a romantic way but I couldn't ever find the time people are all ways hanging on Paul flirting and playing with his hair a part of my gets jealous because me and Paul has a showmance going that no one knows about and were not planning to tell anyone because it will but a huge target on our back.
I lay back on the hammock and close my eyes. Exhaustion fills my bones I'm so sore from yesterday's comp.
I look over to see Paul walk out with no one following ,thank god, he walks to me and lays next to me wrapping his arms around my waist.
"I'm sorry that I haven't been able to be with you all day," he sighs.
"It's okay Paul," I smile "at least your here now," I lay on his chest and smile when I hear.
"Paul we need to talk to you," I shut my eyes as Paul pulls back.
"Okay Elana," he yells and looks back at me with sad eyes And leaves.
I get into the shower when Paul enters.
"Fuck why is it that every time I'm free your doing something," he sighs.
"I know and I'm sorry Paul," I shift washing out all of my shampoo then adding conditioner.
"It just really fucking sucks I wish we aren't a secret right now," he frowns.
"Come on Paul that not a good idea," I sigh.
"I know it isn't and it sucks tonight go up into the HOH room I'll lock the door and we can cuddle," he smiles
"Okay I'll be there," and with that he leaves.
It's about 12 people are laughing and talking when I see Paul walk upstairs by himself I wait a bit then come up also.
"Hey Paul," I smile walking in he is laying in the bed.
"Hey babe lock the door please," he smiles.
"Okay," I shut and lock the door and lay next to Paul. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead. We lay there in silence I slowly drift off.
"Good night Paul," I whisper.
"Night Y/N," he smiles and kisses me.
This is for @csugar30 I hope you enjoyed if not I can redo it