Pauls POV
I walked down stairs
"Who wants to see my HOH" room I screamed everyone got up and walked towards my room this is not the first time I've won HOH so I was hopping I would get something with (Y/N) on it, I walked into the room and walked towards the photos to see me and (Y/N) at one of her concerts "Hey everyone want to see my girlfriend" I smiled I haven't talked much about her. The girls began to squeal and say yes.
    " This is me and (Y/N) at one of her concerts" I smiled.
     " oh my god no way your girlfriend is (Y/N) (L/N)" Alana squealed "I such a huge fan of her" I smiled and nodded grabbing the letter I cleared out my throat to see (Y/N)'s hand writing
     "Get ready for the waterworks" I laughed and began reading "Dear Paul,
If you didn't know it's (Y/N) I miss you so much I miss your smile,your kisses,you good morning and night text,are horror movie marathons, the funny faces we make through store windows," I wiped away a few tears "Lee misses his dad"I paused "are dog" i laughed "I miss you next to me wail were sleeping it's almost impossible. But Paul I miss you you are my everything we made it through last season of big brother we can make it through this season I love you my king- love your Queen" I choked out I held the letter to my chest as I cried some other sniffles filling to the room.
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