I feel like I'm floating I don't know this feeling well, I'm standing in front of the living room making up my mind about who I will take to the final with me, tears fill my eyes as I began to speak "I am so sorry I love both of you and it's so hard for me to get rid of one of you two, you guys will always be my boys but Josh I have decided to evict you," I choke out Josh smilies and gives me a bear hug and whispers.
   "You will always be apart of my familia," I just smile.
   Josh leaves and I start to break I don't know what's wrong with me but I do I feel bad but I'm also so happy about it.
    "Y/N it's going to be okay," Paul says as he wraps his arms around me "look at me," he whispers.
  I do as he says and look up into his deep almost black eyes "we've made it we've made it to the finally," I just nod at his words.
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I sat next to Paul and grabbed his hand just waiting for the impact of the jurors questions the screen turned on to show them I just held my breath waiting for the questions to flow
TIME SKIP (cuz I'm lazy)

I held his hand tighter I closed my eyes shut taking deep breaths waiting for Julie to tell us the winners
"Christmas voted for Paul
     Kevin has cast his vote for Paul
     Alex has cast her vote for Y/N
     Ravens cast her vote for Paul
     Jason has cast his vote for Y/N
     Matt has cast his vote for Paul
     Mark has cast his vote for Y/N
     Elena has cast her vote for Y/N
      Cody has cast his vote for congratulations Y/N you are the winner of big brother come on out guys," I still sat there I began to sob
   "Congratulations Y/N your amazing," Paul whispered pulling me up and giving me a bear hug then doing something so unexpected he planted a kiss on my lips.
    We both ran outside hand in hand confetti feel from the ceiling he picked me up and spun me around
  "If I lost I'm so glad I lost to you," he whispered in my ear and once again I'm floating.  

Here you go CrankThatRoss i hope you enjoy if not I can rewrite it.