Imagine #96: Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (Part 2)

Y/N's P.O.V.

I've been searching the whole day for anything...just anything that can prove that my memory with Patrick is just not a sweet dream. I've searched over the internet, search all over my house for his things or the things he gave me...but I. Found. Nothing. It's really like with just one snap of a finger, everything was gone, everything vanished...except my memory.

Can you imagine how frustrating this is? It's like life teased you with the best thing you can never have! It's so confusing and it makes me angry and sad at the same time. I feel like someone has robbed me and took an important part of me...that sadly, I have no idea of getting back.

Sarah went to me almost immediately after I called her and I told her everything. I narrated the story of how Patrick and I met and how 'we' came to be. From start to finish she was listening to me and I swear I've put all my feeling while telling the story like I'm reliving it all, I swear I even shed some tear remembering some part. I was lucky that Sarah was an understanding friend and it seems like she believes me. That's really what I need right now, someone to believe that I wasn't just hallucinating or something.

"Y/N, I know you don't lie. I mean, you don't have a habit of lying most especially to me or anyone you love and your story. It's so detailed, it sounded so real and true for it to be made up or just a lie. I believe you...everything you say, but the only problem is what happened?" she asked me and all I gave her was a frustrated sigh.

"I don't...I don't know to Sarah, it's...I really don't know." I said, I can't even think straight now.

We're both in front of my laptop and when silence fell between us she went searching on the internet again and I just told her I did all those...and then suddenly, she searched for another thing; Patrick's wife.

My heart suddenly became heavy, it's like I'm feeling that someone had been cheating on me. I know Sarah searched this to tell me what's really happening now, not because she wants to hurt me. She looked at me with sorry in her eyes and I just tried to smile and nod at her.

"This...This is Patrick's wife, they were married last year, her name is Elisa Yao." She plainly said and I just stared at their pictures. Patrick looks so happy in there, just like in my memory. I hate the fact that I was seeing this now and it just makes me want to cry.

Suddenly, Sarah closed the laptop and hugged me.

"I'm sorry for making you look at that. I'm so insensitive." She said with guilt and all I did was whimper.

"I hate this feeling, it's like someone took something from me that in the first place was never mine." I said between my whimpers and she just rubbed my hair.

"Something happened, Y/N. I believe you and I'm here to help you figure out what it is....you just have to be strong now and don't let it show. Most especially to the people we are close to, remember you're engaged now and not all people will believe what you say." She said calmly and I do understand her too.

Suddenly, what she said struck me...I'm engaged to someone I don't even remember. Who could that person be? And how am I going to live with this if I feel like I just woke up in this realm with no other memory than being with Patrick?

"You don't know who he is, am I right?" she asked me and I simply nodded at her. "He's your high school friend, Martin, you know...the guy you used to hate because he's a bully." She explained and I looked at her blankly.

Yeah, I remember that guy. That arrogant freak who always picks up on girls and other kids in school. I hated that guy with a passion and there was a time that I was his victim and he humiliated me in front of all my classmates...and then now I'm finding out that I'm engaged to him.

"M-maybe her changed...why did I. Sarah, I really don't remember." I told her and she looked at me sadly.

"That's the bad thing, he didn't even change at all...worse he even making a lot worse. We really had no idea what you saw in him, we were all shocked and then one day you announced that you're engaged. You really don't remember anything else?" she asked me.

"I'm telling you, Sarah, I can remember everything from my childhood up to the point where I met Patrick. And it's like from then on, I just woke up with no other memory than the things I narrated to you earlier." I explained and she nodded.

"You and Martin met again in your reunion and that's where it all started. We thought the guy was blackmailing you at first but it seems like you're happy with him, or so you want us to think that way. Eventually, you got engaged and that's when you opened up to me...you said you felt that this should just how it go...even if he's hurting you sometimes. I really wanted to wake you up from your delusion back then and now it seems like you really woke up...but I think you're from a different realm with a different perfect situation." She explained and I think my mind had been blown away right now.

Is this even scientifically possible? Maybe someone put me under a spell or jinxed me or I don't know, just something supernatural! Maybe Sarah is right, maybe I came from another realm and just woke up on the wrong body of myself...maybe I can still go back to that perfect memory I had...

What am I thinking, I guess I've gone insane because of all this.

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