Imagine #111: You need him, I could be him

It's been almost six months since that moment you and your ex boyfriend finished the things between the both of you. It was a mutual decision, but that doesn't mean that that made it easy. It was still hard for you, your relationship also lasted for a year. It wasn't just going so well so you both decided to stop it. You actually thought you can move on...and you did actually, you just hate the fact that you're feeling something right now.

Your ex boyfriend have a new girlfriend now and being still friends, you can always see him posting pictures and messages on Facebook or Twitter about his new girlfriend. How she was way prettier, way smarter and way caring. It hurt you, of course, made you secretly insecure. You never really saw him being this sweet with you, being this proud. You really tried not to be like this, but everytime you see it, you can't help yourself but to feel those emotions.

"Y/N? I know that look. Please, stop it." Patrick said, he was your closest friend now and maybe something more than that, you can't just get into commitment now for you're still thinking about your feelings. You really hated yourself for being like this.

"What? It was on my news feed. I just read about it and it's not that ---

"I know, Y/N. I just really don't like you being like that." He said while sadly smiling at you. He sat beside you after that and took your phone away.

"I just don't understand why I'm feeling like this." You honestly said. "I hate ot, I hate that I'm being like this and showing this to you. I feel like I'm so insensitive, but I can't help it. I-I just feel like I gave my full effort on us and nothing, he just..." You suddenly felt hot tears on your cheeks and immediately wipe them away. "Fuck, I'm sorry I'm so insensitive. Out of all people, I'm talking about this with you." You continued.

"Y/N, you knew I'd always be beside you and listen to you no matter what it is. And don't think you're insensitive. It wasn't you, you don't chose to feel these things. I understand you, the anxiety and insecurity. We all have that, but please don't let it get the whole of you." Patrick said, brightly smiling while staring at you. He slowly wiped your tears away.

You honestly love him, you just can't get into commitment while you're still on this state. It wasn't that you still love your ex, you're just afraid that maybe you are not doing great as a girlfriend as to what had happened in your past love life. You think that maybe you weren't enough and you don't want Patrick to feel that.

"I'm sorry." You lowly said and Patrick playfully chuckled at you.

"Don't be." He said and hugged you and you felt relieved almost immediately. "Hmmm. How about we go out now? Maybe just drive around town and get some fresh air?" He excitedly asked and you smiled at the idea.

"Sounds great! I'm up for it." You excitedly replied and with that, you left the apartment almost immediately.

You and Patrick started to drive the whole town with the radio blasting your favorite music. You've been joking around and laughing all night inside the car. You got take outs from your favorite fast food chains and enjoyed the breeze of the night while eating. After hours of driving, Patrick stopped the car.

"Come here, I'll show you something." He excitedly said as you climbed out of the car.

You realized that you're at the highest point of the town and soon enough you were able to see the whole view of the town as night lights illuminated the area. The night skies with lit up by the beautiful moon and skies there too.

"Why didn't I know this place!" You said in disbelief, still in awe with the view.

"Y/N, I-I think this place is just like you..." Patrick started to say shyly and he was cutely stuttering. You looked at him and gave him a curious look. "I-I mean...look, people doesn't know this place. Even it is beautiful...even if it is worth the long drive. This place is like you, Y/N. Not much people knew how beautiful and amazing you are. That even you yourself forget that fact." He continued and you stared at him with you feel tears filling your eyes.

"Yes...there might be other part of the town in here that is more popular than this, that is maybe more beautiful than where we are. I don't blame those people choosing over those more beautiful place, more popular areas, it's their choice. But that doesn't the one that was left behind is already not worth it." He continued to say looking directly at your eyes sincerely.

"P-Patrick. T-thank you, I...I really don't know what to do without you." You told him as you felt happy tears escape your eyes.

"I really hope you understand what I'm saying. That maybe he's really not the right person to make you feel like you're a princess. That you're worth everything...maybe, just maybe that's my job, Y/N." Patrick murmured and it melted your heart and you knew that moment that he was the one.

This guy made you feel the luckiest girl in the world, the most fortunate and beautiful one. He did that just by saying those things and making you feel this way.

"And don't you ever tell me you're not enough, princess. Because since the moment I met you...you were the one that made me whole again...that made me finally feel completed." He said with a sweet smile and with that you just hugged him tightly.

"God! I love you so much, Patrick." You murmured.

"I know, princess. And I love you so much too." He replied with a kiss on your head. And right that moment you knew that all was well.

{Aaaawww. Now, where can I get a Patrick? Hahaha. Thanks for reading lovelies!}