The more that I fight the longer the night

The more that I cried, the more that I hide

The knowledge of you is turning me blue

I'm without any cause so point of my flaws

I don't even know how to reap what I sow The more that I...

The names that I'm called they won't make me fall

I continue to rise I see through the lie

Don't call me a snitch it was all on yourself

I'm stuck in a ditch while you still on the shelf

Enough of this thing, I'll never go sit

I'm having a fit

I'm starting to pop off

I used to be soft

But now when I cough

It made my heart hard,I don't want your card

You at the bottome while I'm at the top

So why don't you stop

You can't stay with me, I'm on a whole 'nother level, whoo!

I kinda feel like

I'm cryin on the inside

I kinda feel like

Everyone around me lied

Since the first day that I could rap

Nobody seemed to care about that

Or maybe I'm trippin

And my Anxiety's got me slippin

And it feels like omission, yeah

I feel like I'm

Cryin inside

I know they think I'm insane

I know I'll die

By then I'll fly

So I won't go complain

I know that I'm acting paranoid

Lost my voice in a void

They say that I ain't got a voice

But I know that they all lyin,

They don't like I have a choice, yeah.

Purge just started, death is now my fate

Dance then began, still don't have a date

Listen to me, I'm not that deranged

I don't know what I am thinking, or if I'm sayin

Something that can help me out

And treat all my wrongs

Still looking for all of the clout

But no one made a song

I simply just can't see

What's inside their fantasy

I kinda feel like

I'm cryin on the inside

I kinda feel like

Everyone around me lied

Since the first day that I could rap

Nobody seemed to care about that

Or maybe I'm trippin

And my Anxiety's got me slippin

And it feels like omission, yeah

I feel like I'm

Cryin inside

I know they think I'm insane

I know I'll die

By then I'll fly

So I won't go complain

I kinda feel like

I'm cryin on the inside

I kinda feel like

Everyone around me lied

I'm losin my mind, yeah

Losing my mind

All the fakes told me 'you don't have the grind'

I'll expose the lies, then I'll go to rise

I'm calling out all the lies, after that, I'll take the skies

Everyone wanna go say

What they thinkin is best for me at the end of the day

Everybody say that they understand me

In reality

Only rap gets me

I kinda feel like

I'm cryin on the inside

I kinda feel like

Everyone around me lied

Since the first day that I could rap

Nobody seemed to care about that

Or maybe I'm trippin

And my Anxiety's got me slippin

And it feels like omission, yeah

I feel like I'm

Cryin inside

I know they think I'm insane

I know I'll die

By then I'll fly

So I won't go complain

I kinda feel like

I'm dyin on the inside,

I finally know why.

It was my Anxiety