Sooooo- few reasons why I'm not continuing this or even starting it-

1. I have zero motivation whatsoever to write anymore- the only reason I have wattpad really is cause there's so friends that don't have other social media's so I may post drawings here but I doubt I'll be continuing any of my other books either

2. The roleplay I am basing the book off kinda hit me that it would a) be very hard to actually write and b) has some mental illnesses that are being misrepresented (no hate to the other person involved in the rp btw) and it would be disrespectful of me to post something like that (nothing is horribly mis-done but there are spots I think that could be better shown)

3. I am not really in sanders sides anymore- i watch the episodes but I don't read fanfics or anything anymore really it doesn't interest me whatsoever. I am not saying the fandom is bad or toxic (some parts are but so do all fandoms) I am just not really into it anymore

And finally. Role-playing in it of itself just doesn't bring me as much joy to do anymore. Its not nearly as fun for me at least the way I've done it

So yeah, so TLDR; I apologize if you were genuinely looking forward to this but sadly I will not be continuing this story for lack of motivation, slight mis-representation of mental illness and falling out of the fandom

I appreciate the support. I will still be available if anybody needs me :)