Okay so the eighth grader that I talk to on the bus actually got me a gift. He literally got me two shark teeth. One was little and the other was like really big (My mind went to a dark place...) and I guess he was trying to be symbolic or whatever because he aid that the little tooth represented my "dark past" (I tell him about my parents fighting and I told him how I was bullied three years ago) and the big tooth represented my future, which is great and bright. 

If you think it ends there, it doesn't. 

He then proceeded to tell me that he LOVES me after he told me he was nervous to tell me something and I told him to just come out and say what he wanted to say.

I feel bad because his "love" is unrequited. Love is in quotations because I don't think that he truly loves me. I just think that he's super desperate. 

Now, don't get me wrong because he's actually a really nice kid but Jesus, why when I've been hoping for someone to have feelings for me and for me to have feelings for them have to be this whole shit happening?

I'm just going to hope that he doesn't ask me out because I'm going to feel so bad turning him down. But I can't say yes. I can't allow myself to get into that kind of relationship. It would be beyond awkward. 

Okay, on a much brighter note, my birthday's three days away! ^~^

||Sky||