My parents has the worst fight yet tonight.

I didn't really listen to half of it since I was in the shower and I tried to drown it out but I couldn't help but listen and I literally broke down crying when my mom said, "You don't love me."

I went on a bike ride (Which is something that I love doing and I try to do on a daily basis now because it's a form of exercise that I actually enjoy) to try and clear my head but my mind kept reverting back and forth to the fight. Then, to make matters worse, I came home and my step-dad was telling my sister and I that he was sorry for missing Easter morning with us and he literally started crying when he talked about how he handles his emotions and expresses them differently than how my mom does. I didn't really say anything that entire time. I just stood by and listened.

But I honestly feel like I'm being pulled by the both of them and that I'm stuck in the middle of this huge mess and just ugh. I don't want to deal with it anymore.

I'll be totally honest when I say that I didn't care if I car ran me over or not while I was on a bike ride. I'm too much of a coward to self-harm or attempt suicide anyway so don't worry about me trying any of that stuff.

Also, I haven't really told anyone about my parents fighting except for maybe like two people so I'm hopefully going to talk with them tomorrow and maybe I'll feel a bit better. Or maybe I won't. I don't know.

Anyway, I hope that you had a much nicer day than me and if you didn't, remember that things always get better.

||Sky||