my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 16:40

This is Yoongi
I just want to say that you're a fucking asshole for breaking up with Tae this way
You left him hanging on the phone, said something bad, blamed him for something he totally didn't intend to do, and now you're breaking up with him?
How cruel can you get, Jeon?

This is none of your business.
Make sure taehyung reads my message.

Well I'm afraid he can't because he turned little because of YOU
I dare you to say all of this bullshit once he's back to normal
I fucking dare you, Jeon

Do you think I care?
I fucking don't.
Give him the phone and tell him that we're over. I don't want him anymore.

What the fuck?
ARE YOU THIS FUCKING HEARTLESS?
THE FUCKING AUDACITY
I gave you a fucking chance just because Taehyung never failed to assure me how good you've been treating him these past few months
But now you're proving him wrong

Shut up

No
YOU shut up
TAEHYUNG DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG
Why the fuck are you blaming it on him?!

Because he was the only one whom I entrusted Storm with!
He just have to fuck things up!

Wow... you're a fucking asshole
I hope karma bites you hard
Fucking rot in hell!

My son is more important than anything.
If I don't find him, then life is not worth living anymore.

You should've made that one clear before you made Taehyung fall in love with you.
If you can't fucking keep your promise and protect his heart, then I'll fucking do it on my own. You will never see him again. I'll make sure of that.
Once you walk out of his life, you will never have the chance to come back again.

Whatever.

[Delivered.]

1 week later

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 10:05

Kookie
Are you still mad at me?
I'm sorry
I'm so so sorry
I didn't mean for any of this to happen
Please talk to me

[Delivered.]

2 weeks later

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 15:25

I know I've been nothing but annoying these past few days
But I just want to tell you that I've put up flyers all over the streets near the daycare center
Just in case someone saw where she took Storm
Kookie...
Say something
Anything...
How long will you ignore me?

[Delivered.]

3 weeks later

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 3:35

I'll be waiting
I promise
I'll be right here
I love you

[Delivered.]

Christmas

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 16:12

So I got bored and lonely
And our house kinda felt empty so I was confused as to what was missing
Turns out it's missing christmas decorations! I can't believe I forgot to decorate our house, kookie. I'm sorry
If you were here you'd probably laugh at me for being forgetful
But then you'd still help me set everything up

I'll hang Christmas stockings
outside Storm's door just in case...
I'll hang one outside our bedroom too
Maybe Santa will consider giving the two of you to me as a Christmas present since I've been a good boy
I miss you... even in this cold winter day, all I could ever think of is your warmth.
Come back soon, okay?

[Delivered.]

December 30th

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 21:10

Koo?
It's my birthday today! I hope you didn't forget or else I will really get angry at you
Kidding. I don't have the heart to get angry at you. Never.

The hyungs surprised me. I didn't really have a plan for today, you know?
In the morning as I finished doing my routine, I made strawberry pancakes and a mug of hot chocolate

I dressed up and decided to visit all the places we've been to last time
The amusement park, the beach,
even the grocery store.
Every place that reminded me of you and Storm. I was there and it felt like the two of you were there with me, too

I didn't want to celebrate my birthday because you're not here. You're not here to kiss me silly on my lips once I wake up.
Storm's not here to sing me a happy birthday song and call me Papa.

The hyungs asked me what I wanted as a gift
I told them to bring the two of you back.
They said they can't.
Why did they even ask in the first place?
I miss you. I miss you so much it hurts.

[Delivered.]

New Year's Eve

my koo ☺️💓

iMessage

Today at 00:09

I was supposed to celebrate New Year's eve with the hyungs but i changed plans
I feel bad for declining their offers to have dinner these past few days but I guess I'm just really not feeling it

So what I did was I strolled around the city again and waited for the fireworks display to take place
I celebrated my New Year outside our home, kookie. I'm sorry I wasn't able to prepare food.

I always thought we'd be able to welcome the new year together. Just the three of us. I thought we'd celebrate it as a family, but I thought wrong, huh?
I know, kookie... you didn't mean for any of this things to happen and I understand

I just wish you also thought of another plan, you know? I sometimes wish you didn't give in to Jieun's threat.
That way, the three of us would probably still be together by now.

But I guess everything happens for a reason and I know you're doing this for a reason.
Just... please find your way back home when you already fulfilled that reason, okay?
I love you and Storm so much.

[Delivered.]

It continued to be like that every single day: Taehyung messaging Jeongguk despite not getting any replies from the younger. He endured it, even though he always hoped that one day, maybe Jeongguk's name will pop up on his notifications again. Maybe he will remember Taehyung just like how Taehyung never fails to remember him. Maybe, just maybe, he still loves Taehyung like how Taehyung is still completely head over heels for him.

The hyungs, on the other hand, could only watch as the light in Taehyung's eyes go dim day by day. Watch as the glow on his face withers, watch as his smile becomes visibly forced- becomes fake.

They tried reaching out, not just to Taehyung but also to Jeongguk. They tried messaging him to come back, telling him how it hurts to see Taehyung crumble and fall every passing day.

Seeing him cry and slip in to little space almost thrice a week was pure torture for the hyungs. But Taehyung never mentioned that one to Jeongguk, because he didn't want the other to worry about him. He wanted to let him know that he's okay, and that he's capable of waiting... waiting for someone who didn't even give him the assurance of ever coming back.

Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. Taehyung still finds himself trapped inside the cage of a broken love- of a broken vow.

"If only it were that easy to forget you, Gukkie," Taehyung whispers, fingers tracing the screen of his phone wherein he had set Jeongguk and Storm as his homescreen. It's almost a year already.