Dean's POV 

A few days had gone by since Alexa told me she still loved me but does she mean it or is she trying to get in to my head, I felt the bed dip as Sasha kneeled next to me I want to tell her the truth but I don't want to break her heart "Hey are you ok?" placing her hand on my chest giving me a small smile she knows something is wrong but I can't tell her not now anyway "yeah I'm just not in the mood"  she climbed on top of me straddling my waist "how about I put you in the mood then?" leaning down she nuzzled my neck before trailing up to my lips, I attempted to kiss her back but I couldn't I sat up pushing her off me "what part of I'm not in the mood did you not understand"  "I'm sorry I was just trying to cheer you up"  "maybe right now I don't want to be cheered up"  "what is wrong with you Dean? you have been off with me for days I just want to know what's wrong"  she placed her hand on my shoulder but I shrugged her off, getting off the bed I needed to get out and clear my head "Dean where are you going?"  "Out" I slammed the front door behind me I've never spoke to her like that before, this is the effect Alexa as on me I need her out of my life once and for all.

I sat alone at the bar my 4th beer in front of me it was quite busy for a Thursday "what can I get you Miss?" the bartender spoke in my direction I looked to my right o see her sitting next to me "I'll have a bottle of beer he's paying" I just glared at her "what do you want Alexa?"  "I told you a few days a go what I want"  "you only said it to get in to my head so just sign the damn divorce papers"  No"  "why the hell not Alexa? "  "I've told you why I still love you Dean, Sasha is not the one you want"  "she's everything I want, you don't even compare to her"  "ok so tell me this then Dean why are you sitting in a bar on a Thursday night instead of being at home with Sasha?"  "it's none of your business"   "well I'm going to have a little guess anyway either you told her the truth and she's kicked you out or..." she placed her hand on my leg giving it a tight squeeze "I'm in your head Dean and you know you want me to"  she started sliding her hand further up my leg "don't flatter yourself Alexa"  "well either that's your phone in your pocket or you want me" I pushed her hand off earning a small giggle from her "now if you excuse me I need to use the little girls room"  once she was out of sight I paid the bartender and quickly got out of there.

I quietly shut the door behind me and locked it all the lights were off except for the light coming out of our bedroom, I walked in Sasha was asleep a book in hand it must be a habit because she always does it, I sat at the end of the bed what the hell am I going to do "Dean?"  "yeah"  "where have you been?"  "I just want to a bar" I felt a draft as she tossed the covers to the side "I'm sorry" "you don't have to be sorry" "yeah I do I shouldn't of spoke to you like that" my head down as guilt was running through my mind, she was soon standing in front of me placing her hands on my face lifting my head so I was looking straight into her eyes "I just want to know what's bothering you, what's going inside your head"  "I want to tell you Sash I really do but right now I can't"  "you don't have to tell me right now just when you feel ready"  

She pulled away but I grabbed her hand pulling her in to me my hands wrapped round her back as my face was placed against her stomach, her fingers brushing through my hair "I love you"  I mumbled against her stomach "I love you to" my hands lifted her t shirt up showing the bare skin of her stomach, my lips trailing her smooth skin as a small gasp escaped her lips possibly at the coldness of my hands, I leaned back looking straight at her and soon our lips connected the heat rising between us I grabbed her and threw her on the bed, removing my jacket closely followed by my shirt I climbed on top of her my mouth instantly attaching to her neck I needed to get Alexa out of my head and I needed to do it now.

Finally Updated 

Is Alexa getting in to Dean's head?

Will he cheat on Sasha?

Will he tell Sasha the truth?

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