✅Revised

Alex play shuffle because I'm indecisive today.

Also I must say I LOVE this chapter.

Changbin had cried for about half an hour, letting his feelings out like there was nothing else he could do at the moment.

Then, he decided that drinking was the only way, he headed downstairs again, not daring to cover or try to erase his tear stains, all of his friends worried as hell as he moved to the fifth bottle, already drunk.

"It's about time this stops, Changbin, what the hell happened?", Chan tried to snatch the bottle from his hands but the shorter was faster.

"Nooo...", he leaned against the wall, a lazy smile on his face. "I want mooreee."

"Oh my god, I need help.", the older looked around, looking for someone, but Seungmin had left them a while ago to take Hyunjin home and Minho and Jisung had disappeared again, those horny teenagers.

"Chan! Changbin!", Jeongin ran to them, a small smile plastered on Chan's face as soon as he saw the younger. "Damn, what's with him?"

Chan sighed, looking back as the shorter finnished the bottle.

"I don't know, he suddenly started drinking like crazy."

"You need help?"

Chan bit his lip and smiled, trying not to be annoyed at the fact that he was wasting his time with Jeongin with Changbin's drunk ass

"You know what...", he trailed off as he spotted Felix over the younger's shoulder. "Could you stay with him here for a bit? I think I got the solution."

The younger didn't even have time to agree before Chan ran to the freckled boy, grabbing his arms and pulling him away from the group he was talking too.

"Mate, I need help, can you do me a favor or is there someone you have your eyes on?"

"He's with me, why?", Jala smiled next to him, the whole group they were in before staring at them.

"I'm not. I already told you.", Felix groaned. "But I am to see someone this night, why?"

The girl backed away, her mouth dropping.

"I needed help with Changbin, forget it."

"Changbin? What happened?"

Chan furrowed his eyebrows at the sudden change of expression.

"He... is basically drunk as hell. I don't know he was fine one moment then he started running and disappeared only to come back and drink his life away."

Felix nodded and started walking.

"I'll help him."

"Felix!", Jala faked a smile. "Why are you wasting your party on a drunk guy? I can be much more fun."

Chan made a disgusted expression as Felix rolled his eyes.

"Stop trying to get in my pants, girl, there's no way that's going to happen."

He turned away and almost dragged Chan away, walking too fast for the older's half drunken self.

"Why did you change your mind? What about that girl you're waiting for?"

The taller shrugged.

"Bros before hoes, I guess."

Chan giggled as they reached the other two, throwing himself at Jeongin and smiled as the younger held him tight by his waist.

"I guess I need to take care of you for the night, now that the alcohol hit."

Changbin laughed, almost falling from the wall.

Felix stared at him wide eyed, his hands slightly shaking as he realized the state the shorter was in.

"Changbin...", he whispered as the shorter shot his head up, their eyes meeting. He immediately put a pout on, which Felix found adorable. He crossed his arms like a child when Felix stood in front of him.

"What?"

"Why did you drink this much, baby?", he kept his voice low, Chan might have been drunk as well but Jeongin could hear him. "Why?"

Changbin scoffed and turned his face away.

"Go back to Jana, you seemed pretty happy back there."

Felix's heart speed up.

What did he mean?

"What? Changbin I-"

"Go."

The taller sighed and reached for his hand, ignoring Jeongin, now closer to him. He knew everything he said now would be heard by the younger, but if the shorter was talking about what he thought he was, he couldn't care less, to be honest.

"Changbin, I'm not with her."

"You seemed to be with her while you were kissing her, earlier."

Felix sighed and tuned back to stare at Jeongin, the younger with an eyebrow raised at the scene. He cursed the younger's curiosity and turned back to Changbin, biting his lip.

"I wasn't kissing her, Bin, she kissed me and I backed away, I don't like her."

The older pouted again.

"Doesn't matter if you do, you can like whoever you want, it's not like-"

"Changbin.", the taller squeezed his hand, going closer. "I don't like her. At all. Please stop being like this."

Changbin's eyes widened and some tears found their way down his face.

"Like this, what? A brat? Is that what you mean?", Felix stood there, chin dropped, as the shorter ranted. "A brat, a slut, what more? Tell me, Felix, what more-"

"Baby, stop.", he cupped a side of Changbin's face as the guy broke down, catching him by his waist. "Why are you doing this to yourself?", Felix could hear the pain in his own voice, but the way Changbin was making himself hurt right there bothered him even more.

All his fault.

He had caused this on the older.

"I-I'm sorry, f-fuck..."

Felix hugged him tightly.

"Calm down, please.", he leaned on the wall, switching them to be able to look at Jeongin. The guy had a a half asleep Chan on his arms and a small smile on his face.

"F-Felix...", the taller pulled away, looking him in the eyes.

"Yes, baby?"

Changbin pouted again as he talked.

"Am I not good enough? Why do you kiss her and not me?"

Felix's heart jumped immediately, the taller not knowing what to say.

"I-i, we h-have a deal, B-bin."

The shorter tugged on his shirt and whined.

"But I want a kiss."

And with that, Felix's heart skipped a beat.

Shit.

Here we go againnnn, I feel the chemicals kicking innnnnn