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Third person's P.O.V

             Jimin was driving over the speed limit to nowhere. Tears were continuously beaming down from his eyes but he didn't cared to wipe it for once. He thought it was his fault to expect such things that's impossible. His phone was blowing up with text messages and continuous phone calls, every single of them was from Jungkook. But Jimin didn't pick up... Most likely he couldn't... He knew he'll say something stupid if he talks with Jungkook now.

Jimin suddenly stopped his car out of nowhere and it was an empty highway. Jimin excited the car and lit up a cigarette still crying. He stood with his back resting on the car with closed eyes and head facing the night sky.

The scenes of earlier made its way back to Jimin's mind and he clutched his eyes shut more tightly not being able to tolerate it. He took fast long drags of his cigarette and it made him cough badly. He threw away the cigarette and fell on the ground coughing, crying and clutching his hairs.

" Ahhhhhhhh!!! ",Jimin screamed out crying loudly and curling his legs to his chest.

"WHY WHY JUST WHY!!!! ",He screamed as he clutched onto his shirt.

" IS IT TOO WRONG THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM! "

" IS IT TOO WRONG THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY OWN BEST FRIEND!!",
Jimin screamed and laid on the cold concrete floor sobbing loudly.

" I-is it too much too as-ask for his love..? Am I that worthless... ?",Jimin asked himself.

" I'm worthless! You are worthless Park Jimin... WORTH LESS!! YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH TO GET HIS LOVE!! ",
Jimin screamed again.

" How could you think that he loves you as his lover... NEVER!! You are a disgrace Park Jimin! Just like your father said!!! ",
Jimin was mocking himself while crying like a sick person.

"Bu-but I love him... More than everything in this fucking world... ",Jimin said hiccuping between his sobs.

Jimin was a crying mess. He was devastated. His heart broke, hopes crashed which he cherished for years. Today was his breaking point.

Park Jimin's breaking point.

The feared Mafia leader was vulnerable, broken, laying on  the ground in the middle of a road, crying, screaming, mourning about the death of his most cherished feelings.

Jimin slammed his fists on the ground numerous times that it scrached his palms but he didn't stop. He had to do something to forget about the heart wrenching pain he's feeling now. He got off from the floor and took out the whiskey bottles he had in his car. He opened the bottle and threw away the cap somewhere before sitting on the ground again chugging down the liquor in one sip. It made him cough again but he didn't stop.

Tears were falling like a waterfall from his eyes which were bloodshot by now . He drank and drank but he was still not able to forget anything. He wanted to feel pain, physical pain to divert his mind from the pain inside.
He crushed the whiskey bottle before slamming his palms on the broken glass. Blood gushed out of his hands but did he care...... Not at all.

It was looking like the nature is hurt with him too. It started to rain cats and dogs with ear piercing thunders. Jimin was always scared of thunders. He always needed Jungkook beside him but now........ He is alone.
Jimin didn't cared to get up from the ground and laid there beside his car looking at the crying sky.
Rain poured onto him continuously drenching him while he was expressionless. He wasn't crying anymore.... Just laying with a pare of dead eyes.
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" DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA ABOUT THE FUCK YOU DID? ",
Jungkook screamed grabbing Lisa's hair and throwing her on the floor.

" I-i a-am so-ahhhhhh ",Lisa screamed as Jungkook knelt beside her before harshly grabbing her hair again .

" YOU ARE FUCKING SORRY? OH REALLY? ",Jungkook yelled and slammed her head on the marble floor making her bleed and unconscious.

Jungkook already Broke everything in the living and dinning room.. So everything was a complete mess there. Jungkook got up and walked over Lisa's body before breaking the only one flower vase that was alive.

Jungkook sat on the stairs clutching his hairs tightly. He knew he Fucked up really bad this time. As he remembered Jimin's face, his hurt eyes ....the way his voice quivered when he called him... It made Jungkook want to slap himself.

" I hurt him...again... ",Jungkook mumbled to himself as tears rolled down from his eyes unknowingly.

" He brought ice creams... He --",Jungkook's mumbling stopped by his own sobs as he remembered their childhood memories how Jimin always tried to sacrifice everything for him.

" I - I need to fi-find him..yes.. I have to apologize... ",Jungkook said before pulling out his phone. He called Jimin numerous times, texted him.. But there was no answer from his beloved hyung. Jungkook quickly dialed Taehyung's number expecting him to know where is Jimin. Taehyung picked up after few rings.

" Is Jimin hyung with you? ",Jungkook asked .

" Whoaa?  Why will he be with me? Isn't he having a dat-ahhmmm... dinner with you...? ",
Tae asked with a sleepy voice.

" No... I fucked everything up. "

" What?.. What did you do? Where is he? "

" That's the same question I asked you! He left! "

" Ohh god! He was really excited about today and.... What happened? "

" He came back while....... I was making out with date I arranged for him. "

There was a moment of silence after Jungkook said that. Taehyung didn't say anything.

" Tae? Where the fuck are you? ",Jungkook asked as Tae was silent.

" You don't have any idea what you did today Jungkook...."

" I know I know! I Fucked up really bad no need to lecture me! Try to find him, check everywhere I'm leaving too.",
Jungkook said and cut the call.
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Jungkook was completely worn out after searching  Jimin everywhere for 6 hours continuously. He was worried, very much worried for Jimin. Jungkook came to know the incident happened with Jimin while coming to the mansion and it scared Jungkook more.

It was 3:30 am of night and he was still driving here to there trying to find Jimin.

" Anything new ? " ,Jungkook asked in his ear peace.

And again 4 No 's in unison.

"Aghhhhhhh ",Jungkook growled in irritation before throwing the ear peace out of the car. Jungkook's eyes were all red from the endless cries he did.
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Tae was completely aware of the pain Jimin felt. He knew how much Jimin loves Jungkook. How much Jimin craved for Jungkook's love. The later was avoiding Jungkook few days ago hoping to hide his feelings but again Jungkook gave him hopes up and Jimin ran to catch the lights like a lost child hoping for his love.......... But again Jimin got a heart break.

Taehyung, Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon, Jin and the entire Mafia group was worried about their Boss and tried their best to find him..... But failed miserably.

In this 6 hours Jungkook killed numerous peoples mercilessly without thinking twice...mostly out of anger. He was ruthless but he didn't care....... But hurt the certain one person whom he actually cared about.

After the rainy night ...the sun appeared on the sky and shone brightly. It was 8:00 am of the morning. Jungkook was sitting with eyes closed and palms covering over it. He was in his office after all the searching he did.
Jimin never called back nor texted anyone.

" May I come in Jungkook? ",Namjoon asked after knocking the office door.

" Yes. ",Jungkook replied shortly.

Namjoon entered the office with a tired face.

" I'm sorry.. But we couldn't find him."
Namjoon said and Jungkook sighed.
He moved his hands and instructed Namjoon to leave without even looking at him. Namjoon nodded before exiting the room.

" Where are you Jiminshi.... I'm sorry.. Please come back... ",Jungkook's mumbling stopped by another knock on the door.

" May I come in? ",it was Yoongi.

" Yes.. ",Jungkook replied hoping to hear something hopeful from Yoongi.

But he said the same thing as Namjoon breaking Jungkook's hopes again.. Taehyung and Hoseok was still trying to find Jimin. Jin was out of Seoul for a Medical tour for few days and doesn't know anything about the things going on here.

Time skip to few hours

" TELL ME WHERE IS HE? WHERE IS MY JIMIN HYUNG?!!! ",
Jungkook screamed before slicing the neck of the a vulnerable tied man in front of him.

" Ohhh fuck! You died too? Why why why?.... Useless fuck! ",Jungkook said like a maniac before stabbing the dead man straight in his forehead. Jungkook turned his attention to another tied boy who was completely pale and shivering in fear.. He wanted to scream wanted to beg for mercy but nothing came out of his mouth upon seeing Jeon Jungkook in front of him smirking with a custom made knife in his hand.

" Do you like the scene? ",Jungkook asked the boy while smirking before touching the tip of the knife in his hand.

The scared and crying boy shook his head continuously while trying to break free from the ropes tied around his hand.

" Is it a new knife Yoongi hyung ? ",Jungkook asked looking at Yoongi who was watching the whole scene silently. Yoongi nodded.

" Ohh then why can't I feel the sharpness duhhh? ",Jungkook asked trailing his index finger from the tip to the blade of the knife.

" Let's test it on him. ",Jungkook said and suddenly looked at the boy with a sinister smile on his face.

" would you like to tell me where is my Jimin hyung? ",Jungkook asked trailing down his knife from the boy's head to his forehead.

" N-no si-sir.. I don't kno-know.. ",his lips quivered as Jungkook's knife trailed down through his eyes..

" Bad news. ",Jungkook said with a poker face.

" Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! ",The boy screamed for the last time in his life before Jungkook stabbed him in his mouth.

" Another useless shit. ",
Jungkook said frowning.
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" The 67th one of the day. ",Hoseok mumbled beside Taehyung as they watched the boy died in front of them.
" wait till the 100 th one in few hours."
Taehyung said looking down at his feet.

" I'm really worried about Jimin now. ",Yoongi said.

" It's so unlike Jimin, he never ...",Namjoon didn't complete his sentence but everyone understood what he wanted to say.

" Something like this never happened to him too.. ",Tae said sadly.

" can you tell us exactly what happened? ",Namjoon asked looking at Taehyung.

" WHY THE FUCK YOU ALL ARE STANDING THERE LOOKING ALL RELAXED!! ",
Jungkook screamed stopping Tae to explain anything.

" GO FIND HIM EITHER DON'T SHOW YOUR FACES! ",Jungkook yelled again throwing the knife somewhere before stomping over to the couch.

Everyone left the room silently after nodding.

The entire day went like this. Jimin never came back. Jungkook was going insane. He ran here to there, murdered countless peoples, cried his eyes out, screamed........ But failed to find Jimin. Everyone was restless.

It was 11:45 pm of night and Jungkook was still trying to contact Jimin.

" please pick up the call.. I will die if..",Jungkook said as he called Jimin for the millionth time.

Again no response.

They couldn't track Jimin's number cause Jimin's phone can't be tracked due to the private systems he provides.

Fear, worry, guilt was stabbing Jungkook in his heart like sharp daggers. He was feeling like he lost the most important part of his life... Of course he did.

" You should eat something Jungkook",
Namjoon said again. Jungkook didn't ate a single thing for the entire day.

" Yes, please eat something, you're going to get sick if you don't.. ",Taehyung said .

" I agree with them. ",Hoseok said .

" Can y'all just shut up? ",Jungkook asked.

" Go fuck off from here! Hold a party, enjoy yourselves, Drink, eat ,dance, fuck, go on a trip DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT! YOU CAN DIE TOO, THATS A GOOD OPTION! ",
Jungkook screamed kicking the glass made table in front of him smashing it on the ground with a ear piercing sound.
Everyone flinched. Jungkook sat on the couch holding his head due to the killing headache he was having.

Everyone was standing silent here and there . No one dared to say or ask anything or even make a sound in front of Jungkook being well aware of the heated atmosphere. They were in Jungkook and Jimin's mansion, their house.. The place they called their lovely home.

Suddenly a member ran into the living room panting making everyone surprised.

" BOSS CAME BACK ! ", The man nearly yelled.

" What? When? Where? ",Jungkook asked excitedly getting off from the couch. Everyone's face lit up upon hearing the news.

" He's he--",
Before the man could answer Jimin entered the room while doing something on his phone.

Jungkook's P.O.V

     He entered the room and I breathed again. A smile made its way to my face as relief washed over my soul. He's alright. My Jiminshi is alright.

Again I'm having that weird feeling on my stomach looking at him... He's so breathtaking...

( Jimin's outfit, minus the cap and glasses... He's hot afffff 😬 )

He walked straight to the middle of the room busy looking at his phone. My mouth got sealed... Nothing is coming out despite the millions of things I wanna say. He suddenly stopped and looked around.

" Why are you all standing here like statue? ",He asked with a cold voice.

" We.. We were finding you.. ",Namjoon said.

" Why?  Did I tell anyone to find me? ",he asked with a scary voice.

" You were --",Tae tried to say something but Jimin hyung stopped him.

" I were what ? Stop with the stupid shits and leave.. EVERYONE!...NOW!! ",
After that no one dared to stand here and started to leave.

" Hyung.... ",I called out with a little voice.

" Oh Jungkook? You're here too? Sorry I didn't see you. ",
He said and it hurt me. It really hurts.

" I'm sorry... ",I said looking down trying to hold back my tears.

" Sorry for what? ",He asked and I shot up my head getting surprised.

" I know you're mad at me hyung.. Please forgive me.. I'm sorry.. ",I said walking towards him.

" Why will I be mad at you? And I should apologize to you for acting that weirdly yesterday... Hahahaha ",he said laughing at the last making me more worried.

" you.. ",I wanted to say something but couldn't.

" I what Jungkook? Did you think I'll be hurt to see you like that...? ",he said laughing. It is really hurting inside. I don't know the reason but it's really painful.

" Was it the first time I saw you like that Kook?  I am surprised too why I reacted like that lol.. ",He said chuckling.

" Where were you hyung? ",I asked trying not to break down in front of him.

" Do I owe you a explanation? ",
He asked raising his eyebrow and smirked breaking my heart into pieces. How could he say that to me..

" I'm an adult Jungkook, I may have my personal matters.. No need to worry about me, I know how to be alive ", he said with a smile which is 100% fake.

" Okay.. Enough for today. I'm really tired Kook. Good night. ",he said before patting my shoulder and walking away leaving me speechless.

Who the hell is he?

Where's my Jiminshi?

He can't be my hyung!

I know he's angry, I need to talk to him, I need to stop him now.

" Hyung!! ",I called and he looked back.

" what do you want now ?",
He asked and I looked down biting my lip trying hard to hold the tears and looked up.

" I'm hungry, let's have the dinner first? ",I asked processing a smile hardly.

" ohh Kook!  I already had mine, I'm sorry. Can't eat more. ",He replied and what should I say.... Someone stabbed me? Is it describes how I'm feeling?

" Ohhhh... ",I couldn't say more.

" Go have your dinner if you are hungry, I am sure there are enough food... Good night again. ",
He said before taking the stairs.

I was looking at him till he disappeared behind the walls. I didn't notice I am crying until a teardrop touched my lips.

I am loosing him.

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