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Third Person's POV

" Jiminah.. Please tell us what is going on between you two... Please? We can't see you like this. Look at you dongsaeng. You're not okay!" Jin said with a worried voice as Jimin was looking at his plate with a distressed face as he ate nothing.

It was another day of the past two following weeks when Jungkook didn't return home at night.... again.

Everyone understood there was something very wrong with Jungkook and the relationship between the love birds were going downhill....the hurtness was clear on Jimin's eyes...it doesn't matter how tough and okay he tried to appear, they could clearly see the eyebags and swollen red eyes of Jimin. But he won't open up nor he'll bear any bad words about his Jungkook.

And about Jungkook, he was practically out of scene. They saw him occasionally, he was like... disappearing from between them. Something was too wrong with him .

Two days ago Jungkook almost killed a business man for approching Jimin in that way and that desparate kiss between Jimin and Jungkook was too shocking....but again when Jimin tried to say something Jungkook ignored him.

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" HOW DID YOU FUCKING DARE TO LOOK AT HIM LIKE THAT !? I'LL FUCKING RIP OUT YOUR THROAT ! " Jungkook screamed clutching a fistful of the man's hair before banging his head on the huge wooden table.

"Kookie stop! Please calm down ! " Jimin rushed beside Jungkook trying to move his boyfriend away from the bloodied man. Everyone was already standing in the corner of the room for their dear life when Jungkook suddenly screamed. Earlier he appeared in the meeting from god knows where. Jimin smiled at him longingly and with all the love he has but once again Jungkook ingnored it. But now suddenly he lost his temper.

" YOU FUCKING DARE TO TOUCH HIS HAND WITH YOUR FILTHY ONE !? AND YOU THOUGHT I'LL LET YOU ? " Jungkook screamed pulling the man and throwing him on the floor who actually always had bad intentions for Jimin. But it wasn't easy to do whatever he wants with Park Jimin. He'll cut anyone into pieces with a smile and his crazy Devil Mafia boyfriend is far more impulsively dangerous. But today he tried cause Jimin was so lost in his thoughts while looking at Jungkook.

" What did you think huh ? I can't see ? I CAN'T FUCKING SEE YOU MOTHER FUCKER !? HE IS ONLY MINE! HE WAS ! HE IS AND HE ALWAYS FUCKING WILL BE ! UNDERSTAND!?" Jungkook screamed kicking the man right on his face. His face was red with anger by now.

" Jungkook stop ! PLEASE ! " Jimin screamed at last making Jungkook finally come back to his senses and he looked at Jimin before suddenly grabbing his hand and pulling him closer.

" You're mine ! " Jungkook retorted and before Jimin could even understand anything he was getting kissed. Seconds after when Jimin closed his teary eyes and kissed back...he thought now everything will be okay. May be now Jungkook will tell him about what happened with him... he'll tell whats bothering him.

They pulled out from the kiss and Jimin smiled at Jungkook who suddenly had a distressing expression on his face...a guilty filled dimming down the glow of his firey dark chocolate brown orbs.

" Koo- " and once again before Jimin could say anything or stop Jungkook, the younger scooted away, his face suddenly covered up his expressions with an impenetrable shield.

" Stay away. " Jungkook uttered before leaving the room. It wasn't really clear if he said those words to Jimin or reminded himself.

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" Min.... Please...tell me.. atleast me.. I will confront him if you want..he can't hurt you in this way.."Taehyung pleaded with worry and sadness latching on his voice. He couldn't see Jimin like this nor see Jungkook like this. He was so used to see both his dearest persons so in love.

" It's okay Tae... he's not hurting me..he loves me.. I know. " Jimin said looking at his promise ring with the cursive ‘ JK’s love ’ curved inside.

" Jiminah..we all know how much you love him and same goes with him...but what he is doing is not right..look at yourself... you're definitely no where near being okay."
Hoseok said.

Jimin looked at them with an apologetic smile and shook his head.

" I'm sorry for worrying you all... I'm really sorry.. it's okay.. I'm okay..."
Jimin said again trying to smile. But smiling was really hard for him when he knew his dear Jungkook wasn't okay inside. He so wished to be angry on Jungkook but he couldn't.

It was impossible for Jimin to make the same mistake of not understanding his lover and leaving him. He knew well how fucked up Jungkook was with his emotions. He doesn't even have a clear idea of what is wrong and right for himself. He is impulsive and crazy. Most of the time he ends up hurting himself in deadliest ways and Jimin can't be more scared of anything else.

How can Jimin give Jungkook his so called space when everynight Jimin acts asleep so Jungkook can come to him out of nowhere and sit beside him for hours ? How can Jimin be angry on Jungkook for hurting him like this when he feels how the younger caresses his hair, face so lovingly each and every night !? When he sits there, holds Jimin's hand and silently cries for hours while muttering millions of sorries !

Tonight was no different, Jungkook never misses to come back to Jimin when he's asleep...he can't stay away from his King...he just can't. He can go hungry, thirsty, hurt, sick and all but he can't go a single day by not seeing Jimin.

Jimin understands Jungkook the most and he has realised Jungkook was doing the exact same things that Jimin had done before. Jimin knows how much it hurts ! How much it hurts his Jungkook to do all these. But why !? What was making him to do all these ? Why wasn't he opening up to his Jimin !?

" Jiminah you know you're not.." Yoongi shook his head with worry and dissapointment.

" If he's being arrogant and like before again, it's not right Jimin! You just can't always forgive him for his mistakes... confront him.. he'll understand..he needs to! " Taehyung said.

" Tae, I said not to talk about him in this way. Trust me he loves me a little too much and that's the problem here. I just don't know how to soothe him.. he's disturbed.." Jimin said gulping down as he missed Jungkook too much. He was craving for the younger. He wanted to tell him something very important .

Before anyone could say anything a maid came running inside the dinning room straight looking at Jimin.

" Boss just came back Master! " She said to Jimin who told her before to inform him.

Without wasting any time Jimin got off of his chair and ran out of the room with others closely following behind him.
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" Kookie! "Jimin called as he saw the younger climbing upstairs. AsThe younger didn't listen to him and climbed up the stairs before disappearing in the long corridor. It will be an understatement if you say Jimin was hurt, he was almost in the verge of crying as he ran to upstairs.

Thankfully their room door was open and Jimin walked inside trying to calm himself, trying not to cry as he closed the door behind him.

He saw the younger slamming the bathroom door from inside. Jimin sat on the bed nervously, he seriously needed to talk with the younger. He swore he'll clear all the misunderstandings and make things like before again....he couldn't lose Jungkook for anything in this world. The younger was his life.

He wiped off the lone tear that rolled down from his eyes and picked Jungkook's phone which was on the bed. Opening the lock screen Jimin almost cried out....it was his smiling picture there.

He quickly put the phone on it's previous place as he heard the shower turning off. He fixed himself and waited for Jungkook to come out of the bathroom.

" If you are here to bother me again, you can just fuck off Jiminshi. "
Jungkook said getting out of the bathroom with his jeans already on but his naked tattooed upper body was glistening with the droplets of water as he was wiping his wet hair with the towel.

Jimin gulped looking down....he knew it's just a misunderstanding, whatever it is. Jungkook loves him.

" I won't fuck off you know... I'll bother you cause you're my boyfriend.." Jimin said with a chuckle.
Jungkook looked away.

The room turned silent again as Jungkook took his usual silk black shirt and started wearing it.

" You're going somewhere Kookie..?"
Jimin asked.

" Nothing of your business. "Jungkook answered buttoning those diamond buttons. Jungkook was standing infront of the mirror backfacing Jimin as the latter stopped his tears and merched towards the taller.

Jungkook's breathe hitched as Jimin hugged him from behind, his heart clenched. Jimin pressed his face on Jungkook's Back...oh..how much he had missed the comforting scent and the warmth.

" Leave me. "Jungkook said harshly.

" I won't... never..." Jimin said as his tears finally betrayed him. Jungkook could feel the wetness on his back...he bit his lips from breaking down at that moment.

" You're irritating me . "Jungkook said trying to scoot away but Jimin wrapped his arms around the taller's torso more tightly.

" I'm sorry but I'll keep doing it.. Don't ignore me Kookie...you know you can tell me anything...you know I'll always be there for you..you know how much I love you..." Jimin said with a loving voice, trying to assure his boyfriend.

" Stop talking rubbish. Let me fucking go ughh! From when did you became this irritating ? " Jungkook gritted his teeth as his tears were threatening to fall, he was thankful that Jimin didn't see his face.

" You love this irritating man. "
Jimin said kissing Jungkook's back lightly.

" Disgusting. " Jungkook spat.

" Thanks ! " Jimin said chuckling.

" What the fuck!? " Jungkook cursed trying to move away Jimin's hands from his waist.

" I should be the one saying that! "
Jimin said with a pout as Jungkook moved away his hands.

" Kookie.... Kookie...you know how much I love you right...? Then tell me what is bothering you so much.. I know you're not okay just like me... but at least tell me..." Jimin said with a tender voice as Jungkook stood with his back towards him.

Jungkook was trying to silence the sobs that were almost coming out of his mouth. His heart pained to hear Jimin's tender voice. It hurt him that how much Jimin loves him. How much Jimin trusts him. He didn't deserve Jimin at all.

" You. You're bothering me Park Jimin. Do you understand it ? Or do I need to break your head and put these words inside ? " Jungkook retorted with a scoff. Tears rolled down from Jimin's eyes but still he smiled and chuckled lightly which shocked Jungkook.

" And you know well that you won't ever do it. Cause you love me. You can be my business partner and a notorious devil Mafia leader but always remember who raised you. You can never hide whatever you are hiding for long. This Park Jimin can treat you like his King , boyfriend or husband but also can crush the 206 bones of your body. " Jimin said chuckling as he sat on the bed with tears still rolling down his eyes.

Jungkook bit his lips to stop his tears. He knew each and every words was true.

" But you also know that I won't ever do it just like you who can never bear my tears. I love you Kookie . Too much that it hurts. I'm waiting for you to tell me everything . Remember our promise ? Whatever it is.. we'll face it together. " Jimin said wiping away his tears.

" Promises are shit. They're just words with no meanings. " Jungkook said crushing his own heart.

" Then take out your gun and shoot me. Look at me, face me ! Look at my eyes ! The Jeon Jungkook I know, will never hesitate to look at my eyes ! " Jimin exclaimed getting off of the bed and marching towards Jungkook .

" Fucking look at me Jungkook ! " Jimin yelled trying to turn Jungkook around but the other didn't even buzz.

" look at me !! KILL ME ! I DON'T WANNA LIVE A LIFE WHERE I WON'T BE YOURS ! " Jimin cried clutching Jungkook's shirt, shaking him as he rested his head on Jungkook's back and sobbed.

" Then learn to live without me Park Jimin. " Jungkook said with his last courage that he mustered up before snatching away Jimin's hands from his waist.

And without even glancing at Jimin, Jungkook rushed out of the room cause he couldn't stop his sobs anymore.

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It was night and once again Jimin was waiting for Jungkook to come back home after midnight. Jimin was tired and felt sick yet he was awake... only waiting for his Jungkook. He thought Jungkook will breakdown and end up telling him everything that is bothering him... Jimin gave him time for that but now when he can clearly see that Jungkook was determined on his decision and was hurting himself... Jimin can't sit back anymore.

Can anyone imagine how much painful it was for Jimin who knew Jungkook locked himself up in the work mansion’s bedroom today and cried ? Jimin stood there outside, listening to his sobs, sorries and I love yous....it was literally as same as death for Jimin.

Jimin, who had shore to Jungkook's parents grave that he'll always keep their son happy and safe...now was failing miserably. Jimin knew Jungkook checks up on him each hour of the day only to make sure if he has ate, drank and took rest. Jungkook makes sure to do everything for Jimin while staying away....and it hurts Jimin more.

It hurt Jimin a lot when he saw Jungkook visiting Jimin's mother's grave that day with flowers..... Jimin had to hide there and look at the broken Jungkook apologising to Jimin's mother for hurting his son over and over.

Jimin knew he has to do something and make it stop. He was more scared for Jungkook than himself. And that's why Jimin didn't let Jungkook know about his child growing inside Jimin...if Jungkook gets to know about it when his mental health state is in this position where he was suffering from some unknown guilt..... Jimin can't even imagine Jungkook getting to know about Jimin's pregnancy at this point ... he'll literally kill himself without even thinking for twice.
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Jimin quickly acted asleep when he heard the bedroom door opening. He knew it was Jungkook and like everytime Jimin wasn't wrong.

Jimin clutched his eyes shut and relaxed his face. He was thankful that the lights were dimmed down . He felt Jungkook sitting beside him and seconds after Jimin felt the familiar tender touche on his hair.

" I'm sorry my love... I a-am really sorry...." Jimin so wanted to sit up and hug Jungkook after hearing his broken hoarse voice.

" Ca-can you forgive me for acting like that earlier.... I didn't have any option ... Y-you have to hate me.. you need to... I am not worth it.... don't love me anymore... please.. I don't deserve it... why don't you tell me that I'm hurting you.. why don't you kick me out of your life...? Why can't you just say that you don't love me anymore... " Jungkook asked with a low quevering voice while he tenderly carresed Jimin's hair.

" It is so easy to hate me.... I'm a cheater. I lied. Hate me, just do it. You should. " Jungkook said and Jimin knew Jungkook was crying by now. Can anyone imagine how hurt Jimin was by this words and listening to Jungkook's cries. He didn't know how he makes the Jeon Jungkook cry..... he hated it when Jungkook cried...it hurts him the most.

And Jimin swore at that point that he'll not tolerate it anymore.

Jungkook sat there till dawn and Jimin couldn't sleep also...he was scared that when he'll be asleep.. Jungkook will leave him forever. The younger left after kissing Jimin's forehead and muttering a soft ‘ I love you to the moon and back my King . ’

“ Not anymore Jeon Jungkook. You have to confront me. I've had enough” Jimin said after Jungkook left .

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Hello everyone ! Here's another update . I'm sorry it wasn't proofread as well cause I decide to edit this book after it's finished which will be very soon.

★ Thank you so soooo much for all the votes, comments in this story. And a huge thank you for reading this story in the first place. One important thing - This story has a very happy ending, don't worry 💜
Bear with me for 2-3 more chapters, okay ?

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