|| ♥ Chapter : 18 ||
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Third person's P.O.V
Jungkook thought he was dying. He felt like dying after hearing those words which left from his beloved hyung's mouth. He stood there like a statue with his legs turning numb.
Taehyung was looking back and forth between Jimin and Jungkook. Jimin didn't notice it before as he was too angry and drunk. Now when he noticed that Taehyung is looking at someone behind him he turned around.
Jimin's eyes met Jungkook's and the older's eyes widened in shock. Jimin clearly understood the situation. Jungkook looked like he lost all the colours of his life as he stood still looking at the man he loves .
" Ju-Jungkook .... ?",
Jimin called with a stuttering voice as he clearly regretted saying those words.
Jungkook somehow thought he deserves it. It was all his fault.
" Ye-yes hyung...? ",
Jungkook tried to reply like nothing happened nor he heard anything but his voice betrayed him by sounding too broken and vulnerable.
Jimin walked towards Jungkook with a mere hope that the younger might not heard it all. He stopped in front of Jungkook who was looking down trying to hold his sobs. Jimin didn't knows what to say or what to do.
" When did you come here? ",
Jimin asked with a rather strict voice and Taehyung wanted to slap himself.
" N-not long ago... ",
Jungkook said clutching his eyes shut and still looking down. He was having so much in a day.
" Did you hear what I said? ",
Jimin bluntly asked and Taehyung thought if Jimin is really going insane or not.
Jungkook was hurt, shocked, surprised and probably overwhelmed by everything. He didn't think Jimin will ask that. But he had to act.
" No hyung.... ",
Jungkook said shaking his head, his whole body was urging to cry but what Jimin said next was again out of his expectations.
" Good. I am glad you didn't hear but I would have been more glad if you have heard the truths. ",
Jimin said leaving Taehyung said Jungkook in utter shock. They couldn't believe Jimin just said that.
If you were thinking that Jimin was regretting his words... It was not those words which he said about Jungkook.. It was those words what he said before.... He regretted when he said
" I know... She's here too... He loves someone Tae... That's not me... I love him.. He doesn't...., "
Jimin was regretting saying that and was tensed because he thought if Jungkook heard that too. Something was changed inside him... All the love and adoration was there inside his heart but it was getting completely wrapped inside hurt, lies, pain and agony of one sided blinded love.
Jungkook looked up at Jimin with teary eyes as he couldn't hold them anymore only to meet with a poker faced Jimin and a shocked looking Taehyung in the back.
" Hy-yung... ",
Jungkook called as he couldn't believe the situation. After hearing those hurtful words he still believed that his lover didn't mean them but what Jimin just said... It made Jungkook feel already dead.
" Yes Jungkook . Didn't you say that I'm your world or some shit like that?",
Jimin asked smirking when Jungkook felt like he will faint any time.
" Hyu-hyung.... ",
Jungkook stuttered as tears finally betrayed him.
" Oh boy stop fucking looking like you're hurt. Just wanted to say I'm tired with your shit ass cliche lies, so if you stop saying them I might not hate you like I'm starting to do right now. ",
Jimin said and patted Jungkook's shoulder.
And now Jungkook felt numb. He felt nothing with Jimin's words hammering inside his head. He was staring at Jimin with silent tears cascading down from his eyes .
" Jiminah ! ",
Taehyung called trying to stop Jimin.
" I'll be glad if you leave now Tae. ",
Jimin said with a scary voice.
" LEAVE! ",
Jimin suddenly yelled and Taehyung stomped out of the room defeated.
" So will you stop lying Jungkook? ",
Jimin asked still smirking. The amount of alcohol in his system was making him careless and all his hidden anger and frustration was coming out .
" I... I di-didn't li-- ",
Jimin didn't let Jungkook to complete his words as his own scream pierced through the room.
" YES YOU DID! YOU FUCKING DID YOU BLOODY LIER! YOU ALWAYS LIED TO YOUR SELF, TO ME! THOSE SKILL FULL LIES OF YOURS ALWAYS GOT ME! ",
Jimin screamed and fell back on the couch giggling afterwords.
" no.... ",
Jungkook blurted out crying not knowing what to say or do cause he was too hurt.
" Why do you lie so much Jungkookie... Why kookie why!! You don't know how much I get hurt.... Alone... ",
Jimin said with a sad and low voice with a sad smile plastered on his face. The alcohol made him completely loose his mind that he didn't care about what he was saying anymore.
" No hyung! I didn't lie! Never! Not to you at least! And I never wanted to hurt you! Cause I can't hurt you! ",
Jungkook aggressively said with angry tears.
" Yes you fucking did Jeon Jungkook! You did hurt me! Always! In every way! ",
Jimin spat hearing at Jungkook.
" I am Fucking sorry if I hurt you! Kill me with your bare hands for that and I'll die happily with a smile but DON'T DARE SAYING I EVER LIED TO YOU! ",
Jungkook screamed at last not able to hold his the pain he was feeling anymore.
" Don't you dare scream at me Jeon fucking Jungkook and what I said is truth! You hurt me and I hate you for that. ",
Jimin said with a cold tone and Jungkook felt desperate.
" No no hyung I'm sorry . I'm sorry... so so sorry for ever hurting you... Please don't ..please don't hate me... I'll die if you hate me... I can't bear you hating me.. Please ...",
Jungkook ran to Jimin trying to hold his hand and apologise while crying loudly not caring about how he looked or what anyone will think if they see them like that. All Jungkook cared about his Jimin.
" Get the fuck away from me liar!
And ohh I'm a disgrace too you know? My father said!!!! I AM A DISGRACE!!! so Mr. Jeon Jungkook... Stay the fuck away!! ",
Jimin said still giggling like a maniac as he shoved away Jungkook's hand.
" NO JIMINSHI!... You are not a disgrace!! Stop saying these things! And your fucking father! Tell me once and I'll rip off his throat! I'm just keeping him alive cause you said so! ",
Jungkook said angrily as he remembered about Jimin's father.
"Tell me why I always get hurt? My mother died! My father abandoned me! I met you and my life bloomed again and now you hurt me! You always lie! I hate you!!! ",
Jimin said with a sad sarcastic smile.
" Hyung please.....",
Jungkook pleaded as he fell on his knee infront of the couch where Jimin was sitting.
" What are you pleading for? ",
Jimin stated with a cold emotionless tone.
" Hyung please.... please don't hate me... tell me when I hurt you, I'll try my best to make you happy and fix my guilts.. .please just don't hate me ..",
Jungkook was getting more and more desperate by each seconds as Jimin's 'I don't trust you ' smile was not leaving his face.
" Fix your guilt Jungkookie? Huhh? ",
Jimin asked leaning forwards towards and grabbing Jungkook's chin.
Jungkook's held Jimin's wrist delicately with his two hands and looked up to meet Jimin's glaring eyes.
" Yes.... Yes hyung... ",
Jungkook said with a hopeful voice but it soon changed as Jimin started to laugh.
" Do you even know what your guilt is? How did you hurt me? ",
Jimin asked still looking at Jungkook. The taller could clearly understand how much drunk Jimin was but he knew the hurt and sadness in Jimin's eyes is real.
" I know..... I am useless, always late.. ",
Jungkook stated but Jimin didn't care.
" Your guilty is that you gave me hopes! False hopes for you! False hopes of getting what I always wanted! Always needed! ",
Jimin said trying to move away his hands from Jungkook's face but the later held it there with a strong grip. Jungkook was confused now.. He was confused by Jimin's words.
" Which hopes hyung? ",
Jungkook asked looking at Jimin who was completely dizzy.
" What will you do if I tell you? ",
Jimin joked.
" Just tell me! I wanna know which hopes! Which false hopes you're talking about! ",
Jungkook's voice was now serious and stern.
" You think you deserve to know? Leave my hands !",
Jimin tried to glare at Jungkook and take his hands back but again Jungkook's grip was no joke.
" I'll not until you tell me! ",
Jungkook's spine chilling voice made Jimin's drunken self shiver.
" Do you really care about me anymore? ",
Jimin asked with a broken voice.
" Yes I do. Always did. And will do till I die. Now tell me which hopes. ",
Jungkook was completely serious by now. He felt something by Jimin's words . He didn't know which lies Jimin was talking about but still the other sentences made Jungkook think if it's something else.
" No you don't! Never did! If you did you would have known my feelings! ",
Jimin said tearing up and still helplessly trying to move away his hands from Jungkook's grip.
Something flicked in Jungkook's mind. He was currently understanding Jimin's words and trying to process if his thoughts were right or not.
" Feelings?.... Tell me Jiminshi which feelings! Tell me! ",
Now Jungkook was desperate with hopes. Now he was understating it all, everything... Jimin's anger, why he was going away, ignoring him and now all these.
" Feelings that tells that I should go away from you! ",
Jimin said sobbing .
Jungkook loosened his grip on Jimin's hand and cupped his face in his large hands.
" Tell me the truth ! I wanna hear it! Tell me Jiminshi tell me! ",
Jungkookie asked eagerly pulling Jimin closer to himself.
" Were you too blind to see it koo...? Were you too blind by those beauties on your bed ?were they too beautiful that you never looked at me like I did? Were the---",
Jimin's drunken rambling stopped by Jungkook.
" Yes yes hyung I was blind! But not by them! I was blinded by my own stupidity!!! And now I'm late ! I'm loosing you! But I won't let it happen!",
Jungkook said pulling Jimin more closer to himself as he was overwhelmed by the fact that Jimin might loved him all along.
" You lost me...? Did you ever want
me ?",
Jimin asked.
" No. ",
Jungkook immediately answered making Jimin tear up again.
" I don't want you! Cause I need you!! ",
Jungkook said kissing Jimin's palms.
" I need you in my life always... Cause without you I'm nothing! ",
Jungkook said and Jimin just stared at Jungkook.
" Just tell me that you love me hyung! Cause I love yo--",
Jungkook's words stopped by Rose.
" JIMINAH !!!!! ",
Rose literally screamed running towards them.
Jimin was too dizzy and sensitive that Rose's sudden scream affected him.
" ahhh... ",
Jimin mewled a little as his ear hurt by Rose's scream and Jungkook looked back at Rose glaring. Again she was interrupting and Jungkook knew it was intentional.
" Leave before I rip off your throat. ",
Jungkook coldly stated not trying to hurt Jimin by screaming.
" No I won't! What are you doing with him! Your hurting him! ",
Rose said.
" No I'm not. Just leave you bitch !",
Jungkook was trying not to loose his patience as he was still holding Jimin's hand who was staring at him.
" I SAID I WON'T LEAVE! JIMIN IS MINE NOT YOURS! HE'S NOT YOUR PROPERTY! ",
Rose was out of his mind in anger as she heard what Jungkook was about to say to Jimin.
That's where Jungkook lost his patience. He got off from the floor and stomped towards Rose with a murderous glare.
Now Rose was stepping back as she knew.... That she Fucked up. Real bad.
" Please continue what you were saying! Why are you stepping back my Jimin's so called girlfriend! ",
Jungkook stated with a ominous smirk.
Jimin was slowly loosing his consciousness as his eyes were too blurry now to see what's was happening in front of him.
" I-I sa-said Jimin is mine.. ",
Rose stuttered gulping down as she was sweating in fear.
" oh really? From when? And till when? ",
Jungkook asked sarcastically.
" T-till I die... ",
Rose answered and Jungkook chuckled suddenly making Rose more scared.
" Ohh that means I don't have to wait long ",
Jungkook said still chucking like a psychopath.
" Wh-what d-do you mean..? ",
Rose was too scared as she was glancing at Jimin again and again cause she knew Jimin is the only one who can save her.
" Don't look at him... He's mine now. Cause ....",
Jungkook stopped abruptly as he leaned beside Rose's ear making her shiver.
" cause you're dead.. ",
Jungkook whispered in Rose's ear before breaking into a fit or scary laughter.
" Wha-Ahhhhhhhhh ",
Rose couldn't complete her sentence as Jungkook grabbed her hair and slammed her head on the nearby glass wall.
She screamed before falling on the floor with blood all over the place.
" YOU FUCKING SLUT! HE'S MINE! ONLY MINE !",
Jungkook said kicking her making her cough blood.
He pulled out his revolver and pointed at her , he was about to press the trigger but Jin's scream stopped him.
" JUNGKOOK !!",
Jin screamed upon seeing the horrible scene in front of him. Jungkook looked back at Jin and the others behind him.
" Leave before I kill you all! ",
Jungkook spat getting irritated and moved his attention to the dead looking Rose on the floor again.
" Jungkook.... Jimin!!! ",
It was Hoseok and everyone turned their attention to the couch including Jungkook.
Jimin fell unconscious.
" Jiminshi!!! ",
Jungkook ran to Jimin with everyone behind him.
Jungkook took Jimin in his arms before patting his cheeks.
" Wake up wake up Jiminshi.. What happened? Just wake up... Look everything is fine... I'm here... ",
Jungkook pleaded but it wasn't working.
" lemme see Jungkook.... ",
Jin pleaded and Jungkook glared at him before realising the fact that Jin's a doctor.
" Wake him up.. Tell me he's fine.. ",
Jungkook said and Jin checked Jimin's pulse.
" H-he's unconscious, we have to take him away from here. ",
Jin stuttered at the first card he was still scared by how Jungkook was acting a few seconds ago.
Without any other word Jungkook took Jimin in arms bridal style and walked out of the room leaving everyone scared, surprised, shocked.
They remained silent for few seconds after Jungkook left.
" Is she alive? ",
Hoseok broke the silence first as he looked at Rose lying on the floor drowning in her own blood.
" Ohh shit! ",
Jin cursed upon remembering that Rose was lying almost dead in front of them.
" Jungkook tried to kill her. ",
Taehyung said and Yoongi completed his sentence by saying
"So let her die. "
" Shut up you guys! She's Jimin's g---I don't know what but we need to save her. ",
Jin spat and walked towards Rose on the floor.
" I'll help you ",
Namjoon said.
" Yeah.... Let's save her for the last time ....",
Hoseok said in an uninterested tone.
" I'm out of it. Tae come with me. Jimin is the most important. ",
Yoongi stated holding Taehyung's hand and walking towards the door.
" Heyy! Wait you brats. By saving her I didn't mean I'll treat her. I'm just sending her to our hospital . We're coming with you. ",
Jin said and Taehyung almost laughed.
" Then make it first. ",
Yoongi said.
After making a call they all left the club and drove to their mansion.
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Jungkook's P.O.V
" Baby wake up.... See I'm here... Waiting for you to wake up... Waiting to hear your voice.... ",
Jungkook mumbled caressing the hair of the sleeping Jimin.
It's almost 6 hours after they all came back home. Jin told Jimin was drunk and stressed that's why he fainted. Jimin isn't eating enough and he clearly needs rest and a break too.
Jungkook became so restless and already cancelled all the meetings they had in that week and started to plan a trip.... Cause he wanted to take Jimin away from there. At first he was sad and hurt but now that he was recalling the memories..... He clearly understood what Jimin meant.
" I love you Jiminshi.... Love you so much okay..? After you wake up.. I'll tell you okay? Or should I confess in our trip? How about I buy a sea beach and confess there ?",
Jungkook asked still playing with Jimin's soft hair who's head was in his lap.
It was almost 3:00 in the morning, Jungkook was sleepy but he still wanted to be awake despite Jin telling him that Jimin will not wake up before few more hours.
" Will we date..? You'll be my boyfriend?... ",
Blood rushed to Jungkook's face as he said that. He cupped his own cheeks and looked at the sleeping Jimin.
" Oh my god oh my god I'll die... I'm shy... ",
Jungkook giggled to his thoughts as he got shy about Jimin being his boyfriend... The infamous playboy Jungkook was now blushing by thinking about relationship with someone he knows from childhood.
" Wait wait! Why will we date huhh? Isn't that what they do to know each other better? Yes yes that's what they say. ...... What else is there to know about you? I already know everything about you and same goes for you... Then? ",
Jungkook questioned himself as the thought seemed problematic to him.
" And I can't wait that long too.... Why don't we just get married?... ",
Jungkook thought to himself all of a sudden with a broad smile plastered on his face.
" Hehehe.... He .... Me....love.... Marry... Kiss... Se-WAIT...shut up Jungkook !",
Jungkook was blushing, giggling and getting happy on his own as he thought about lots of things.
" But he's too beautiful... Isn't he... I'll look ugly beside him.... Tsk Tsk doesn't matter I guess ...he says I'm
handsome and that's what matters ... "
Jungkook mumbled too himself as he was too sleepy by now and unknowingly started to drift off to sleep.
And he felt asleep thinking all those happy things in his head unaware about the chaos he has to face the next day.
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Hello petals!
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