20. Remembering

"Sometimes the right place is a person"

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The song 'Another One Bites the Dust' by Queen was playing out loudly on the speakers as Ben was holding a bottle of champagne that Diego opened with a sword while the Sparrow and the Umbrella was in the living room, celebrating that they have saved the universe.

Ohh, let's go

Ben poured some champagne in Five's glass.

Steve walks warily down the street

Sloane and Fei were both holding a glass with champagne as they were dancing.

With a brim pulled way down low

Lila wrapped her arm around Five's shoulder who looked over at Jane that was dancing with Fei and Sloane.

Ain't no sound. But the sound of his feet

Lila ruffled his hair with a smile.

Machine guns ready to go

Jane then walked over to stand next to the exit as she looked at others with a smile.

Are you ready? Hey, are you ready for this?

The Sparrows and the Umbrellas all started dancing around the living room.

Are you hanging on the edge of your seat

Fei and Sloane smiled as they cheered with their glass.

Out of the doorway the bullets rip

Allison was standing far off the side with a bottle of champagne in her hand. She had a frown on her face.

To the sound of the beat yeah

Fei bow to Allison before she rejoin the dance floor.

Another one bites the dust

Ben was pouring the champagne bottle down his mouth as Diego gave him a bump from behind with his chest.

Another one bites the dust

Luther uncorked another bottle of champagne before he sprayed it all over.

And another one gone and another one gone
Another one bites the dust yeah

Viktor was smiling to see his family having fun.

Hey I'm gonna get you too
Another one bites the dust

Allison and Viktor glanced at each other and Viktor looked down while Allison turned around before leaving.

How do you think I'm going to get along
Without you when you're gone

Viktor let out a sigh before leaving the living room.

You took me for everything that I had
And kicked me out on my own

Five smiled as Lila pulled him closer to the others.

Are you happy are you satisfied?
How long can you stand the heat

Ben poured down more champagne into Five's glass.

Out of the doorway the bullets rip
To the sound of the beat look out

Five looked over at Jane who looked at him and they smiled at each other.

Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust

Jane then moved her head to the exit as a gestured to Five to follow her before she sent him a smile as she turned around and walk away.

And another one gone and another one gone

Five took a deep breath before he followed after her.

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Five followed after Jane who entered her room and Five remember that the room used to be his room back when he lived in the Academy.

He looked around before he opened the door to see her standing in the middle of the room with her back facing him.

Five looked around the room and his eyes widened when he saw drawings of him, both as an adult and teenager.

"You appear in my dream every time I close my eyes and I have visions of you all the time. I see you and me together and all the times we spend together. But I don't remember doing any of those things and especially with you" she said before she looked down "And even so I barely know you, I can't get you out of my head. It just like I feel drawn to you, like we have a strong connection" she said before she turned around to look at him "Why?" she asked "It's because they are not just dreams or visions. They are memories" he said as he took a step closer to her "Jane, you have being living in a lie with someone who don't want you to remember, your mind is just playing trick with you. You can remember if you just let it in" he said "I can't" she said "Yes you can" he said.

"She's someone I've known for a really long time, a good friend I connected with a lot. More than many others experience in their life, I think. And I just thought we should continue to be friends. But I have fallen for her. Completely. Thinking about her all the time. Miss her when she's not here"

"It was real, wasn't it?" she asked "What was?" he asked "You and me, such a long time ago. We really loved each other, didn't we?" she asked "Yeah, we did, it wasn't just love. It was true love" he said before taking a deep breath.

"I want to remember, because there is this giant hole in my memories filled with nothing by darkness and I dont want it to be like this. I don't want to feels like this. But I can't with everything that's happened. I can't just lose the way I feel about you" she said "There has to be a way. I'm going to find a way. I want to fix this as much as you" he said "I know you do" she said

"I know you can remember, you just have to listen to those visions" he said "How?" she asked "Close your eyes" he said "What?" she asked "Do you trust me?" he asked and she nodded "Then close them" he said and she closed her eyes.

"I will guide you through memories. Like, a stairwell. The steps take you down through one year of your life to the next. That's how I regress you back" he said before he took a deep breath.

"Imagine you are standing in an empty room, there are weapons hanging around you on the walls. Just try to imagine standing there. That's where your memories are. Everything that's ever happened to you. They're all in each separate weapon. Jane, you're there. You are standing in there now" he said and Jane opened her eyes and she imagine that she was standing in an empty room with weapons hanging on the walls around her.

"Do you see them?" she heard Five's voice echoing "I see them" she said "Alright, focus on each one of them" he said and she took a deep breath before she walked over to a rifle and grabbed it to find a memory where she met Scott which cause her to smile.

She put let go of the rifle before she grabbed a pistol and it showed the time where she lost her foster parents, about her living on the street and her losing Scott.

A tear felled from Jane's eyes as she let go of the pistol before she grabbed another weapon causing her to see another memory.

She kept grabbing each weapons and it showed her each memory about her past, most of them was painful.

She then grabbed a black chakram blade and she remember her training at The Commission, the pain and the suffering she was put through which cause her to put her hands to her head as she started gasping while she felled down to her knees.

Tears felled down from her eyes as she remember her painful past.

She started breathing heavily while panting.

But then there was someone who whistled and she opened her eyes to see Five standing in front of her.

"Good, we have that whistle thing"

"This was our secret whistle. We used it some of the time" he said before he took a step closer to her "Do you remember anything?" he asked "A little, but it was to painful, I remember Scott, The Commission. My heart breaking so many times. All of my trauma" she said "Its because you only remember the bad and painful memories, but there is good and happy memories between them" he said and she looked at him "You just have to look past those painful memories and find the happy ones" he said before he pulled up a beautiful switchblade, a pocket knife and a penny with angel's wings on.

"You gave me these things as a gift" he said before he put them back in his inner pocket.

"But that is your lucky switchblade and pocket knife and your lucky penny which you always have on" he said "I know, and I want you to have them" she said "I can't take them, they belong to you" he said "Yes, and now they belong to you" she said and he looked at her "Beside I don't need them anymore" she said "Why?" he asked "Because I have something better" she said "What?" he asked "You and this bracelet and that is all I need" she said.

But then the memory turned into bad memoires and pain ran through her again.

"I can't, I'm sorry, I can't" she said and he nodded before he pulled up something from his pocket.

He stretched his left arm towards her before opening his hand to reveal a small thin sliver bracelet with the nr. 5 and a silver star on causing Jane's eyes to widened a bit.

"See this as a promise that no matter what happen we will never go back to being enemies, we will always be friends and partners in crime"

"This was a gift from me to you" he said before he put the bracelet in her left palm and she looked at him "Closed your eyes again, this is the last time" he said and she closed them.

"This have to work. I have tried everything" he said before he put his hand on her palm where the bracelet was laying.

As their hands touch, Jane felt something and a memory was showed.

"Think about something else" he said "Like what?" she asked "I don't know anything. Think about who you care for and who you want to protect. Who you love" he said and she started gasping.

"Uh...Just try and slow your breathing" he said but she kept gasping, causing the whole building to shake more as a few cracks in the walls appeared and Five could feel more blood coming out of his nose and he could feel how his brain started hurting more.

But he ignored the pain, as he put his hands on her cheek "Jane, look at me" he said and she looked at him "Just calm down. Breath slowly" he said and took some deep breaths to help her "I can't. I can't" she said, panting while freaking out as she looked down on the floor again "Hey look at me. Shh" he said and she looked back at him "Just focus on my voice and look at me "Look at me. Shh. Is okay" he said and he could see that she was scared while she continued gasping.

"I can't...I can't" she said "Hey, Star. Hey. Shh. Everything is gonna be okay. I'm not gonna leave you and you are gonna be okay" he said and they looked into each other's eyes.

There was a few seconds of silence before Five took a deep breath "Okay, maybe this will work" he said before he quickly leaned forwards, pressing his lips against hers while he had his eyes closed.

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house

Jane's eyes widened as she could feel Five's lips pressing against hers causing her to relax before she closed her eyes.

When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out
It's like the sun came out

Jane then opened her eyes before her eyes widened as she started remember everything about her life before the Sparrow, every little detail about her life and all her memories came floating back to her, especially all the memories she had with Five.

When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out

She remember when they first met, them dancing together, the first time they opened up to each other, all the memories they shared came floating back to her.

It's like the sun came out

"People called us Bonnie and Clyde"

And the day is clear

"I promise, there is nothing you can say or do that will made me think that you are weak, you are the strongest person I know"

My voice is just a whisper

She remember them looking at each other with a smile.

"I'm so sorry you have being through so much. I wish I could take the pain, I can't, but I can promise you that I wouldn't let you go through anything alone"

"Partners in crime, till death do us apart"

Louder than the screams you hear

"All I know is that my friend is hurting and when I see her in pain, I just want it to make it stop"

She remember them hugging and their first kiss.

"It's okay. Be yourself when you are with me, don't hold anything in. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere" he said "Thank you for being here for me" she said as she wrapped her arms around his waist "I will always be here when you need me. That's what I do best" he said before they hugged each other tighter.

It's like the sun came out

"Then I'm following you now. I'm just going to follow you anywhere. I'm going to follow you the rest of my life" he said and she smiled "I'm going to follow you too"

It's like the sun came out

"I want to tell you something, something I wanted to tell you for some time but didn't have the courage" he said before taking a deep breath "I love you, Jane Griffin" he said and her eyes widened "And I know that you are scared that I will one day stop loving you, but that is not going to happen" he said.

It's like the sun came out

"I know that you don't believe in marriage, but what do you say to spend the rest of our lives together?"

It's like the sun came out

"I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you"

It's like the sun came out

"You are wrong about us being on different paths. We're not on different paths. You're my path. And you're always gonna be my path"

It's like the sun came out

"I choose you. And I will keep choosing you, in every lifetimes, in a every words, and in any version of reality and timeline, I'd find you and I'd choose you, because I love you, more than anything and I'll love you till the end of time"

It's like the sun came out

"And I know there's a million reasons why we shouldn't be together. I know that. But I'm tired of them. I'm tired of every single one of them. We've all gotta make a choice. Right? Well, Jane Griffin. I choose you" he said and she smiled.

It's like the sun came out

A tear felled from Jane's eyes as she remember every little detail about her life and as she remember Five and all the times they spend together.

The memories passed through her mind like a movie.

It was like shots of Jane's whole life was flashing through her mind like a movie, her mom, your friends. When she was experimented on. The moment she met Five. Her first meeting, him blinking the two of them around. Her loving moments together with Five.

She felt the pain of her being experimented on, she remember killing people. She felt the needles piercing your skin.

She remember the look in Five's eyes when he saw her again. The dots began to connect with every word, sentence, events.

She looked at Five who had his eyes closed while his hand was holding hers.

Memories made in the time that we had
Memories fade, but the best ones will last
As time moves on, I keep lookin' back
At all that we had

"Five" she said and he opened his eyes. There was a spark in her eyes that caught his attention. Her green eyes were always the most beautiful thing he's ever seen, beside her smile, but the spark it was a warm look that always told him that she was right here.

The spark in her eyes remind him of the stars, like they have always do.

He decided that if his own fate, if it even existed hanged in the stars. Those stars were in the eyes of her. All he saw was her, he saw the fullness of her. It was her eyes, smile, words and mind. He could stare at her forever. 

"Jane?" Five asked. She only chuckled lightly before smiling as she let out a secret whistle which cause him to smile, knowing that she remember now.

"'Synergátes sto énklima'" she said and his eyes widened "Jane. Star, My Angel. You remember?" he said and she nodded "Yeah, I remember, I remember everything, my jumpy guy" she said with tears in her eyes and tears of joy was shown in his eyes. He didn't care, if you could see him cry, he couldn't hold back his tears in happiness.

Five wasn't an emotional person, hardly so, but Jane remembering again make him crack.

Do you remember the times that you and I laughed?
Do you remember the days spent layin' in the grass?
'Cause now it's been years, but I keep lookin' back
The good and the bad

"Jane" he said with a smile as he put his left hand on her right cheek while she put her right hand on his left cheek.

"Star" he said before they pressed their lips against each other.

Kiss me like it was the 4th of July
Fireworks froze like stars in the sky
I'll always remember the 4th of July
The look in your eyes

Their kiss became a powerful one where they were so focused on each other that the world seems to have blurred around them.

Sometimes I fall victim to a past part of me
Who's still sitting up there with you on that tree
Tears in your eyes, you were so happy
Said forever you'd love me

The two pulled away before they rested their forehead against each other.

Five wasn't an emotional person, hardly so, but her remembering again make him crack. He pulled his Jane in and hugged her as if he never tought he'd see her again. He just cried out her name over and over again in a small whispered almost if he believe if he spoke too loud she would disappear.

She held him too. They had both been broken by each other, not on purpose, never on purpose, but their small words and tears had begun to heal whatever it was that broke them both.

Her hands went to his hair and ran a hand through it, her fingers entwining with the soft pieces. His hands went to her back and her neck, pulling her incredibly closer than before. Scared that if he let go of her, she would disappear.

The two of them are forever in that moment.

What Jane and Five had was incomparable to any connection made by friends, foes, lovers and companions. They were the best lovers in any time.

If their castle crumbled overnight, Jane and Five would rebuilt every time their arrival.

Jane smiled as she hugged him tighter. She felt safe in his arms. He is her safe place.

There was a cost of being Jane Griffin and how wonderful the reward was.

The world faded away, every star in the sky hid away, the only thing left was the two souls that had been made to be together.

Jane and Five was finally together again.

If you didn't know Five so much, you wouldn't have notice his blush nor would you have notice that the end of his ears turned red although they were covered by his black hair.

"You will always be safe with me" he said. He was always a man of few words, expression more in actions than words ever could. He loved her dearly. And if he could bring himself to, he would go back in time and give her what she wanted. But he couldn't. He had believe she was dead once, watch her die and he refused a second time to that to happen. It was love that drove him to move the clock of time forward and backwards in order to please her. It was love that had him plastered on the word 'no'. He wouldn't do it. And it was because of love.

He want to grow old with her. Live with her. He want to spend the rest of his life with her. He would support her through her career she choose. He would watch her sleep on slow morning and see her woke up in the middle of the night. Be the shoulder for her to cry on. He want to spend the rest of his life with her. Their lives was there now.

Five felt happiness running through his body, standing in front of her, looking at her, touching her, making him feel whole and happy again, he had missed her so much and she have missed him too.

Five would make sure that nothing would ever happen to her again.

They looked into each other's eyes. She was just as happy to be with him again as he was.

Because if there was one thing he would not do again it would be to lose so much of life. He was never going to lose her again.

And something about your smile that just freaks me out
Can't help but feel my heart will give out
Beatin' in my chest, it's gettin' louder and louder
And I'm shoutin' out

The two pulled away and he lifted up the bracelet before he put it around her left's wrist "This time, don't lose it" he said and she smiled as she watched him closed the bracelet around her left wrist.

The two looked at the bracelet before they looked back up at each other "We saved the world and the woman I love remember me again, so this is the best day of my life" he said and she smiled before she hooked her arm over his shoulder, placing her hand on the back of his head as he leaned his forehead against hers and wrapped his arm around her waist, pulling her into his chest.

Kiss me like it was the 4th of July
Fireworks froze like stars in the sky
I'll always remember the 4th of July
The look in your eyes

They pulled away and looked at each other. Five felt happiness running through his body, standing in front of her, looking at her, touching her, making him feel whole and happy again, he had missed her so much and she have missed him too, even so she first have remember him now.

Five would make sure that nothing would ever happen to her again.

Kiss me like we were back in that night
When fireworks froze like stars for you and I
I know you remember the 4th of July
The look in your eyes
The look in your eyes
The look in your eyes

They looked into each other's eyes. She was just as happy to be with him again as he was.

In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes

She lifted her left hand and stroke it down his right cheek as they just looked into each other's eyes, those eyes were one of the reasons they have falling in love with each other.

Oh, and hold me near before we disappear
And hold me here, oh, be forever near
And hold me near before we disappear
And hold me here, oh, be forever near

They were so happy to be with each other again.

Kiss me like it was the 4th of July
Fireworks froze like stars in the sky
I'll always remember the 4th of July
The look in your eyes

Jane and Five, the partners in crime had found each other again, even after everything that had happened. Their love and connection had just proof that nothing could keep them apart and no matter what, they would always find a way back to each other. Their strong bond between them would never get destroyed, no matter what.

Kiss me like we were back in that night
When fireworks froze like stars for you and I
I know you remember the 4th of July
The look in your eyes
The look in your eyes
The look in your eyes
The look in your eyes

Five's hands moved to her lower back, pulling her body into his as he pushed his lips against hers without warning. The kiss was soft and rushed.

Do you remember our little tree
And all of the pictures you have of you and me?
Oh, it took me an hour, just to get 'em off that tree
That's how much you loved me

They pulled away and her hands fell from his cheeks to the lapels of his suit before she slammed her lips to his again.

He sunk into the kiss, his hand weaving into her platinum blonde hair at the base of her scalp, pulling her closer.

The last time they kissed each other was the time where Five told her for the first time that he loved her.

Jane pulled away from the kiss, her heart was racing and she leaned her forehead against his, her eyes still closed.

When life leaves you high and dry
I'll be at your door tonight
If you need help, if you need help

His brows furrowed and he stroke his thumb across her cheek "Don't ever do something like what you did at the farm, don't ever do something that stupid ever again" he muttered and she let out a smile before she kissed him on the forehead "I wouldn't. I promise, I would never leave you again" she said.

I'll shut down the city lights
I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe
To make you well, to make you well

She knew that she couldn't promise to not do something like that again and she couldn't promise to always be with him. But she would do her best and even if she left him, she would always be in his heart and always be with him, watching over him.

When enemies are at your door
I'll carry you way from war
If you need help, if you need help

"You're my everything. You're my love, my life, the air that I breathe. You're my soul, my happiness, the all that I need. You're my light, my dark, the stars in the sky. You're my ups, my downs, the reason I try. You're my strength, my weakness, the love from the start. You're the best of my heart, you're my tears of joy, in the love that you bring. You're my love, my world. You're my everything" she said "You took the words right out of my mouth" he said and she smiled.

Your hope dangling by a string
I'll share in your suffering
To make you well, to make you well

"Let's take a vow..To never let each other go, no matter where life take us. No matter what happens, we'll always be together, always find a way to locate each other, always stand by each other's side. No matter which guise our soul decides to wear, we'll always return to each other. We'll always care about each other, we will always look for a way to make it work, no matter how hard it is and no matter how much we fight" he said and she nodded "I promise" she said.

Give me reasons to believe
That you would do the same for me

He leaned forward slightly, his lips brushing up against hers. They smiled to each other before he softly pressed his lips on hers. When he leaned forward, she was pushed back and she lifted her hand, closing the door with her powers.

And I would do it for you, for you
Baby, I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone

While their lips were connected, he walked forward while she walked backwards causing her to sit on the bed.

For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
And long after you're gone, gone, gone

He leaned forward again, and she inhaled heavily as she put her arms on the bed.

When you fall like a statue
I'm gon' be there to catch you
Put you on your feet, you on your feet

He put his hands on her cheeks, bringing her closer to him before he put his hands on her cheek and pushed her down onto the bed.

And if your well is empty
Not a thing will prevent me
Tell me what you need
What do you need?

She moved her hands to his cheeks before moving them around to his neck and put them over the back of his head, through his hair.

I surrender honestly
You've always done the same for me

He put one hand to the side of her head and the other one on her right cheek as both of them kept pushing each other in the opposite direction, trying to lean into each other.

So, I would do it for you, for you
Baby, I'm not movin' on
I'll love you long after you're gone

He bit down on her lower lip, pulling back and she let out a shaky breath.

For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
And long after you're gone, gone, gone

He smirked and pushed himself forward into her body. She pushed his head closer to her.

You're my backbone
You're my cornerstone
You're my crutch when my legs stop moving

He pulled away before he put his forehead on hers "I have missed you" he said and she smiled before she kissed him again.

You're my headstart
You're my rugged heart
You're the pulse that I've always needed

He then pushed her back down onto the bed again

Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, my heart never stops beating

Bringing her hands to his tie and she started to untying it quickly. He grabbed it, tossing it to the side before he started unbutton her black leather jacket.

She pushed it off her shoulders before throwing it away making it fell to the floor.

He bit her lip before he moved his head down to her neck and started to kiss the side of her neck.

For you, for you
Baby, I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone

They then smashed their lips together again.

For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone

She felt her body sinking down to the bed as he was now on top of her, her fingers combed through his hair.

For you, for you
Baby, I'm not movin' on
I'll love you long after you're gone

He let out a groan as he hastily tossed his blazer aside while still in the middle of the kiss, he tossed his suit aside.

For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long, long after you're gone

She felt his lips pull away from hers before he began kissing her jaw all the way down to her neck while he tried to unbutton her pants as she did the same with his pants.

She kicked off her pants and he took her face in his hands, his fingers strong against her skin and kissed her again, firmer this time, more certain. She wrapped an arm around him, slinging her hand up to his neck and in his short black dark brown hair.

Jane pulled off her T-shirt and Five pulled away when he saw the band-aid on her right shoulder "Yeah, I cut off my Sparrow tattoo in anger. Sorry" she said "Its okay. I have already felt the worst pain I can feel" he said "And when was that?" she asked "Back at 63'. Where I spend hours thinking that you were dead and I would never see you again" he said and she smiled "I love you, Five Hargreeves" she said and his eyes widened, this was the first time she had said it.

Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating

"Sorry, for letting you wait" she said "Its okay. You were worth the wait" he said and storke his thumb down her left cheek "I love you Jane Griffin" he said "I love you more" she said "I love you the most" he said and she smiled before he pressed his lips once more on hers while he locked his fingers with hers as he grasped both of their hands.

Like a drum, my heart never stops beating for you

They pulled each other's underwear off and Jane wrapped her legs around his waist as their hands was locked together.

And long after you're gone, gone, gone
I'll love you long after you're gone, gone, gone

"If two hearts are meant to be together, no matter how long it takes, how far they go, how tough it seems, fate will bring them together to share their love forever"

A/N: I want you guys to know that I don't see Five as a child, in all my Five fic, I picture him as an adult. And I'm NOT sexually attracted to either Five or Aidan Gallagher. There is a long list why I like them but one of the big reasons it's because of their personality. Beside this is a fanfic guys. So don't think all of my smuts in my stories so seriously. It's just a fanfic

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