I cried.

I cried because I realized that I am a failure; A big Failure.

I am good at nothing but just be a big stupid failure.

I was enrolled to a Catholic school and to my surprise, was arranged to be in Class-A, the elite class of intelligent students as they say.

But what was I doing? What have i been doing for all of my life learning here? No...i didn't learn. I never proved myself to be someone I could be.

I wasted my time doing the things my parents would never be happy about.

Why can't I be just someone like the others? Who cares if I'm unique? That doesn't matter! I just wanted to be like one with the crowd, and just blend in and not be seen, and when i make a mistake, it would be as if nothing happened. People would love me.

But that's just not how it is.

My name is Danielle. I am currently 13. I got kicked out of the elite class section, and i feel very embarrassed and everything I do seems to matter so big to everyone who knows about this.

I feel like I wanted to cry.

This school is suppose to be about teaching children how to be a morale person and that they'll learn to respect people.

Is it just me? Or either they failed at it, or they just don't see the way I do.

Now, I'm known as Danielle the failure.

Danielle, the girl that got kicked out because she's a big girl with a small brain.

I couldn't bare to stay my life like this.

Later when school ended, I know that crying can never solve a problem like this one. I know one way that will cheer me up. One way no one else knows.

I watched anime. Ofcourse, this I know, is one of the reasons why my classmates don't understand me, and why they don't like me.

They are judgemental, i know. They are judgemental that they didn't know that there are people who aren't just like them.

But that doesn't matter anymore. Because i know deep inside of my heart that no one would even love someone who parties all night and gets screwed by older men not realizing, they blew up their future.

No one likes a girl that would marry a guy who they just met. I know that.

So I watched anime. Though my day was rough, my pet dog Chloe went to me. I hugged her even though she stinks and hasn't have a bath for days and is also drooling. Though I don't have any friends, I have my Chloe.

I checked her room, and I found out that she ran out of dog food.

So I left her, and went out for dog food.

It's just such a coincidence, that in front of the pet store, there's a bar.

But it's just me. I went inside the shop and bought what I went out for.

Then, as I exit, I saw a vendo machine. It caught my eyes as I saw a soda of Fanta.
I love Fanta. Fanta is my most favorite soda. So, why not pamper yourself because of a rough day at school right?

I bought some fanta from the Vendo machine, and just that, 5 older men walks out of the bar, drunk and I mean drunk.

I just ignored them.

But what's odd, is no one is around.

This Evening certainly is an odd one.

One of the men approached me and said, "Hey pretty lady, hitch up with me! You're hot and sexy! Play with us! I can be a beast in bed you know."

Then they surrounded me.

I couldn't shout for help because the pet store just closed. And no one else is around.

One of the men started touching me.

I am only a 13 year old and probably about to be raped.

But what's this...an axe. Why would an ace be in such an area.

I punched them and kicked them and managed to get away.

I took the axe, and I could no longer control myself.

With no control, I beheaded the men.

Chop, chop, chop, chop, chop! Down did their heads roll.

I ran away. I killed 5 men.

I ran, ran, ran. I killed 5 men.

I am Danielle and 13 years old. I killed 5 men..

I ran and went inside the house.

Chloe wasn't even shocked but rather worried why I looked all so bloody.

I locked the door. And sat on the floor with the bloodstained clothes of mine, drenching the floor in red.

Today was such a rough day.

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This...this could solve everything.

If I defended myself just now like that, then I could defend myself everyday in school...

That's it!! I can kill my classmates! I will kill them and I will show them that I can be someone and I will be the smartest, and I will no longer be the girl that got kicked out because I'm big with a small brain.

I can be a someone.

So it started.