☁️ all i have to say is............i'm sorry LOL pls don't hate me ok bye

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October blew by faster than you could've imagined. It seemed like just yesterday you had woken up in the hospital.

Now 3 weeks had passed by. You had just gotten your stitches off a couple days ago and your scar was pretty much healed.

You had returned back home with Hitch and also back to work and school. That's probably the main reason the days went by crazy fast, you were a hot mess trying to catch up with your studies.

October 3rd turned into October 30th in a blink of an eye. You spent most of your days at school and then straight to work. The little free time you had you had to divide between Eren, Hitch, and Sasha. On rare occasions, even Pieck.

You mostly focused on Eren. For obvious reasons. The two of you were spending more time with each other than ever.

You did feel bad for spending so much time with him and not your friends but it wasn't like you didn't try.

Whenever you would try to hang out with Hitch, she was either with Marlowe or her other friends or busy with her family.

Same thing with Sasha, she was either with family or Niccolo.

So all there was to spend time with Eren. Not that were complaining anyway. You couldn't get enough of him.

When you did get a chance to see the girls, you only focused on them. Eren temporarily leaving your mind that was always consumed by him.

It's not like you were avoiding telling Hitch, you really did want to. But everytime you were home, she wasn't. Whenever she was home, you weren't. Your schedules just didn't match up.

On the off chance that you did see each other, boys were the last thing on either of your minds. It was so rare to catch each other at the same time that you tried to cherish it as much as possible.

Since you barely saw her, you definitely didn't want to spend the little time you had together telling her how you've been hiding stuff from her for months and risk the possibility of her hating you.

Hitch had became your bestfriend. She almost felt like the sister you never had. Obviously you have Pieck now but you two were never close that way until recently.

Hitch and you acted like actual sisters. You told each other everything. You snuck into each other's closets and borrowed clothes. You ate each other's food. You guys had small insignificant arguments and then acted like nothing happened a second later.

She had become someone you cared very deeply about. One of your favorite people ever. Your first real friend. The first person to show you what genuine friendship is like.

She had seen you cry, scream, yell, dance, throw up, and everything in between. Never judging you for any of it. No matter when or where, she always had your back.

You didn't wanna lose her. Much less have her hate you. So can you blame yourself for not wanting to tell her? To not spend the few moments you have with her arguing or hurting her?

You would tell her soon. Right when you felt the moment was right. It was just...terrifying. It made you feel sick to your stomach.

It was a horribly anxious feeling not knowing how she was gonna react. Would she be hurt for a moment but get over it? Would she hate you? Would she cuss you out? Would she not even care?

There was truly only one way to find out. And you really didn't want to do it.

Today was one of the rare days you and Hitch were both off and the two of you decided to go costume shopping since Halloween was tomorrow.

"I think I'm gonna be Harley Quinn." Hitch says strolling down an aisle of costumes.

You parallel her on the other side. "You know how many Harley Quinns there are every year?"

She sighs. "You're right." She continues to walk down the aisle with a finger to her lips. She gasps. "What about this? You can't tell me I won't look hot in this."

You turn to look at the outfit she's holding up and it's a cheetah skin tight body suit with a tail and cat ear headband.

"Now that's hot." You grin. She smiles big. "Right? I can add like a black belt and black thigh boots."

You picture it in your head. "Oh my god, yes!" She brings the bodysuit to her chest and squeals. "I fucking love halloween!"

"Me too." You say continuing to look for your costume. "Do you see anything black and lacy?"

Hitch frowns. "Black and lacy? What do you wanna go as?" You pick up a pair of black lace gloves. "Misa from Death Note. You've seen it?"

"The blonde bitch from the show you always watch right?" Hitch asks. You laugh. "Yes, the blonde bitch."

Hitch grins. "She's hot! You would so pull it off. She wears all black, right?" She starts to look around for you.

You take out your phone and google a photo for reference to show her. "Oh my god, yes!" She starts to run around the store for stuff to complete the outfit.

When you bring the phone back to your face, you see you have a message from Eren and it's scary how Hitch was just a spilt second from seeing his name pop up before she turned away.

E🌙
Eren: wya i miss u

y/n: costume shopping with hitch
y/n: i miss u too ig

Eren: tell Hitch to give u dick then

y/n: she's gonna use the dildo she got me on me <3

Eren: man quit

You catch yourself smiling and laughing at your phone and you're grateful Hitch is on the other side of the store.

Eren: what are u gonna be after all

y/n: misa from death note

Eren: i'm gonna be Light then

y/n: don't u think it'll be a little obvious if we go matching

Eren: we just use the death note on em if they say something

You laugh harder and Hitch returns. "Look! This looks like something she wears, right?"

Surprisingly, you find a good amount of stuff here at the halloween store. You find the perfect lace gloves as well as stockings. You even find a cute black corset.

For the actual dress and huge platform boots, you have to go to two other stores but you finally find both. You even find perfect accessories to complete the look.

Now that both of you have everything, the two of you head home. As soon as you get home, you take a hot shower and settle into bed.

You had two exams today and a busy day at work and straight from there, you went to the mall. You were exhausted.

Before you knew it, you were fast asleep. The next time you opened your eyes, it was officially October 31st.

Coincidentally, Halloween this year falls on a Friday and due to the fact that there's no classes on Fridays, just means college students will enjoy this holiday even more and wreak havoc even earlier.

The party tonight won't start until around 8 so the entire day you sleep in a little longer and then watch the scary movies they were showing on the TV.

Around 5, you and Hitch start getting dolled up. You put on Do it by Chloe x Halle and blast it on the speaker to get you both in the mood.

It might've been a mistake because the two of you sing and dance the whole song recreating the iconic choreography and serenading each other instead of actually getting ready.

Once the song is finished, you both actually get to work.

You sit on the bed as you hold up an eyeshadow palette to your face to use as a mirror and apply your eyeshadow.

Hitch sat in front of her full length mirror while she fixed her hair. "You're coming with me right?" She asks.

You nod carefully to try not to mess up your eye look. "Yeah. Unless you're going with Marlowe. I ain't tryna third wheel."

"No, he's gonna meet us there." She turns to you. "I'm surprised you're not going with your friends."

You laugh. "Me and that group aren't exactly in the best of terms right now."

"Ah, finally starting to see their true colors, huh?" She say turning back to the mirror.

You press your lips together. You never really got the full story on how everything went down.

You know that she ended up sleeping with Eren and the girls didn't like that and started to treat her like shit and kicked her out the group.

But how did it all come to happen?

"Hitch? What all happened?" You ask now switching to your other eye.

Hitch sighs and prepares herself to explain the story. "I met Sasha back in middle school during PE. She and I were both walking the mile because we didn't wanna run. We got along instantly."

It was the same way for you. You entered the group because of Sasha, the two of you immediately getting along. Mikasa wasn't playing when she said Sasha gets along with everyone.

"She then introduced me to Connie and then Jean and then the rest. Saving the worst for last." She say bitterly.

Okay, now it really was weird. That's exactly how it went down for you. Were you facing the same fate?

"How was that for you? Being friends with all of them." You ask. You wanted to see in what other ways your situations were similar because it was really starting to freak you out.

"It was cool. I had fun. They were all dope until they weren't. They're like a whole ass cult. I can't wait for the day someone breaks them all apart and makes them all hate each other or something." She spits.

"I don't think that'll happen though." She sighs as she continues. "I wouldn't be surprised if they did like a blood bond ritual and sacrificed their souls or some shit. I don't know but their shit is deep. Something I don't think I'll ever understand."

You know the other half of the story now though. Eren had explained it to you. He had pushed them all away when he was depressed but they didn't wanna leave him.

It's not like they were a cult. Although, it sure did seem like it. But they were honestly just loyal friends. Well, some of them way too loyal.

Hitch tilts her head to look at you, her green eyes piercing into you. "Don't tell me you're one of them now too."

You laugh. "Definitely not. Most of them hate me now." Hitch raises an eyebrow. "What? I thought only Jean did."

Without thinking too much into it, you say, "No, Armin and Mikasa now too."

"What? Why?" Hitch asks confused. You freeze.

Shit!

How do you explain to her what happened without bringing up Eren? Was this the time to bring it up? Right in the middle of applying eyeshadow?

"Oh! Eren hates you too, right?" Hitch adds returning back to her reflection in the mirror.

Oh god. I guess this is happening right now. How do I make this as easy as possible? Do I just drop the bomb or ease into it?

"Eren doesn't hate me actually." You say as you avoid looking at her and focusing on the small mirror in front of your face.

"But you hate him, right?" She asks. "I don't necessarily." You answer.

"You should. He's a piece of shit." She hisses. You felt yourself get a little angry. You hated when people talked down on him even thought 98% of the time, he gave them a good reason to.

"I don't think he's like that anymore honestly. I think he was just going through a phase trying to cope with his parents dying. I've been there so I know the feeling. I went through a similar phase." You defend.

"Yeah but you partied and did drugs. You weren't causing anyone else harm but yourself. Eren hurts people just to hurt them. To fill his emptiness." She corrects you.

"He sleeps with people and makes them get attached to him and then when they're in deep, he tosses them away. Trust me, I would know." She finishes.

"You... were in deep with him? I thought you just hated him cause he used you for sex. I didn't know you had deep feelings for him." You say.

She stays quietly for a moment, staring deep into her reflection in front of her. Like she's asking it for permission to say the following. "I loved him. I fell in love with him."

You look up from the palette and look at her. It was like the music stopped for a minute too. It actually did because the song ended and it was silent for the moment until it changed into the next song.

She sucks her lips in. "Y/n, trust me I told myself it was just a phase too. He was my friend at first. We were actually super cool. He never flirted with me or anyone and then one day after his parents died, he suddenly stopped treating me like his friend and like someone he was interested in."

"Of course I had found him attractive so he lured me in easily. I was trying to comfort him and be there for him when he was sad and one thing lead to another and we fucked. I was falling in love thinking I was fixing him while he was just filling a void." She says softly like she was ashamed to admit it.

"Turns out I wasn't the only one comforting him either. He's the only boy to ever break my heart and man, did he make sure to make it hurt bad. He had no remorse or mercy he just straight up said he was tired of me and wanted me to leave him alone."

Oh.

"So yeah, don't blame me if I fucking hate him. I don't think I'll ever stop. He doesn't deserve forgiveness." She says as she turns back to her reflection, hatred burning in her eyes.

Great. How the hell are you supposed to tell her now?

You had to get it over with. "I'm not blaming you, I get why you're hurt but-"

She clears her throat. "Anyways, let's not talk about Eren anymore. It's killing my vibe."

Without even giving you a choice, she turns the music up louder. You sigh and start to put on mascara.

You knew this was gonna be hard but now it felt even harder. It was way worse than you thought.

The two of you continue to get dressed and don't even talk at all besides a few things here and there. The tension was already thick and you haven't even told her anything yet.

You check your phone to see the time and see you have a message from Eren.

E🌙
Eren: can't wait to see u, send me pics how u look

y/n: what are u gonna be after all?

Eren: greek god

y/n: pretty close to Light Yagami ig

Eren: closest you'll let me be smh

You set your phone down and finish the final touches. You turn to look at Hitch and see she's already done. All she needs to do is slip on her knee high boots and the two of you are out the door.

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"Holy shit, this place is just as huge as the outside." You realize as you step into the mansion. Hitch rolls her eyes. "What do boys even need this much room for?"

You look around and see the place is already packed with people in all kinds of costumes from scary to slutty. Some even funny ones.

"To throw parties like this, I guess." You shrug. She grabs your hand and leads you to the kitchen, slipping through people and even pushing them out the way.

"Drinks...drinks.." Hitch twists her head in all different directions. "Ah! There they are!" She grins.

She walks up to where some bottles rested on the counter along with a ton of different colored cups. "Is this that single, taken, complicated shit?"

You study the different colors. "Isn't pink taken? I think green is it's complicated." You and Hitch stare at the remaining purple and blue cups.

"Blue is single. Purple is down to fuck." A voice says behind you two. You turn around and see Reiner. "Hey!" You smile.

He smiles back at you. "You look pretty good for someone who went to hell and back."

You had completely forgotten that he, as well as everyone else, knew about what happened to you. "I do, don't I?"

Hitch looks down at the blue cup in his hand. "Why am I not surprised you're still single?"

He watches her as she reaches for the pink cup. "Wow, someone is actually crazy enough to take you serious."

"Hey!" You snap at him. Hitch growls but then smiles. "Let me know when you're ready to come out the closet already."

You gasp and cover your mouth. "Hitch!" Reiner scoffs. "You too."

Hitch gives a smug smirk. "I'm out already baby. I'm bi and proud." She announces spreading her arms out. "Now your turn."

She was already so bold and she hasn't even begun drinking yet. You couldn't wait to see how she is when she's actually drunk.

You've only seen her really drunk once and it was at Eren's party the very first night.

Speaking of Eren...

You look around and try to spot the brunette but don't see him anywhere. Maybe he isn't here yet.

You were in your own world looking for Eren that you didn't even realize Hitch and Reiner were arguing and by the time you do, they're already done.

"What color you gonna get, y/n?" Reiner asks. You freeze for a moment and laugh nervously. "Ah, good question."

You turn back around to the cups and stare at them. If you choose single, it would get everyone off your back but Eren will be pissed. Let's not even discuss what would happen if you pick the down to fuck one.

All that was left was its complicated and taken. Honestly, complicated was a pretty good word to describe you and Eren's relationship.

But the thing is, if you choose complicated, people will take that as an opportunity to still try to flirt or talk to you. And you didn't want that.

You reach for the pink cup. "You're taken?" Hitch asks, eyebrow raised. "I don't want guys to bother me." You lie. Well, actually it's not a lie. You really didn't want them to bother you.

"Smart." She says. She points to the bottles and then to one of those large 5-gallon jug coolers that had a little spout at the bottom. "Liquor or jungle juice?"

"Shots and then jungle juice?" You suggest. Hitch grins. "This is why you're my favorite." She turns to Reiner. "Reiner, honey, be a doll and pour us some shots, will ya?"

Reiner scoffs but does it anyway. "Where's the rest of the guys?" You ask as you watch him pour liquor into the tiny glasses.

"They're somewhere around here. I'm sure you'll bump into them." He says handing you one of the shot glasses.

"Who exactly is all here already?" You ask bringing the shot to your nose and instantly regretting it. "Uh, I think everyone? I'm not sure." He answers.

Damn it. Not the answer I was looking for.

You wanna ask if Eren is here already but you don't wanna sound too desperate or needy. Especially not in front of Hitch.

As you wait for the other two shots to be poured, you pull out your phone to see if he's texted you and he hasn't.

"Ready?" Hitch asks, calling your attention back to both her and Reiner. You shove the phone back in your stocking. "Yup."

You lift up the shot and they do the same. The three small glasses meet in the middle making a small clink noise and you all toss the shots down your throats.

Hitch jumps up and down. "God, that burns. Another one!" Reiner laughs and then pours her another one. "I forgot how much fun you are."

You look at Hitch and she looks sad for a moment but instantly covers it up with a smile. It must've really sucked for her to be kicked out the group especially if she was really close and attached to them like she said.

It was becoming harder and harder for you to bring up the subject to her. The more information you got on what happened, the worse you felt.

Reiner hands you another shot snapping you back to reality. He lifts up his. "To a good ass night."

"A good ass night indeed." Hitch smiles. The three of you toast again and then toss back the shots. You shiver. "That never gets easier."

"After a while they just start tasting like water." Hitch says. You look at her like she's crazy. "Come on, one more! I swear! Then we just drink jungle juice."

You hesitate for a moment but she pouts and bats her eyes. "Pleaseeee."

You allow your shoulders to fall. "Well, when you beg like that." Reiner pours three more shots and all of you repeat the same process.

"Whew!" Hitch claps. "Alright! Let's get this bitch started." She grabs her pink cup and fills it up by pulling on the small spout. Reddish liquid pouring out of it.

Reiner follows and does the same with his blue cup. You watch as both of them take sips from their drinks. "I hope they didn't put any drugs in that."

Hitch chokes and starts to cough. "Drugs? What are you talking about?"

You laugh. "Well yeah. Sometimes they put bars or shrooms in the juice. A lot of Marley parties are known for doing that."

Hitch stares into the cup, her eyes wide. A few seconds later, she shrugs. "Fuck it." She takes a large gulp of the mixture. Whipping her mouth with her sleeve, she looks at you. "Only one way to find out."

Reiner laughs and drinks the mixture too. They were actually a pretty cool duo together. You never would've thought of putting them two together but it actually mixes strangely well.

It makes you feel sad that she probably got along so well with all of them and now none of them talk to her anymore.

You just know it's eventually gonna be the same way with you.

You shake your head to stop thinking such annoying thoughts. You were way too sober right now. The three shots were taking a while to kick in and you could already feel yourself starting overthink everything.

You pour the juice into your cup and take a few gulps of it. You exhale and wipe your mouth. "Never mind. I don't think they put anything in it. Or atleast I don't taste it."

"Damn. I kinda like the way Marley parties. No wonder a bad girl like you came from here." Hitch teases as she wiggles her eyebrows and elbows you.

You laugh. "Shut up."

And speaking of bad girls from Marley.

Hitch catches your smile drop and follows your eyes to see who you're giving the stank eye too. "Who is that?"

"Emily. We used to be friends. Best friends actually." You say. "Oh. What happened?" Hitch asks, bringing the cup to her lips.

"She fucked my boyfriend." You say bluntly. Both her and Reiner spit out their drinks. "Holy shit." Reiner coughs.

You keep your eyes on the girl. She was dressed as a devil. All too fitting. "Yup. I caught them doing it too. I busted the door down and beat the shit out her. I haven't seen her since then."

Hitch giggles. "Ouuu, I like feral y/n."

Reiner ends up seeing someone he knows so he says bye to you both and walks over to the them. You continue to give the death stare at Emily and Hitch notices.

"Come on. We came to have fun, not mess with nasty skanks." She grabs your free hand and drags you back to the living room.

You walk in the room in the middle of the chorus of Love Taste by Moe Shop playing and people were either dancing to it or just standing around and talking.

She grabs your face and looks right at you. "They don't love you like I do. They don't love you like I do!"

You weren't sure if the alcohol was starting to hit you already but the repeating words of they don't love you like I do and Hitch being the one singing them started to feel like the universe was tryna throw you a sign.

Maybe you were just overthinking it like always.

It almost felt like she was saying this friend group doesn't love you the way she does. Which honestly, is most likely true.

Marlowe suddenly appears and taps Hitch on the shoulder. "Hey pussy cat."

"Hey!" She hugs the boy. You just now realized they're matching. Since Hitch was a leopard, Marlowe came dressed as a safari guide. They looked so adorable together.

"Oh, y/n! Can you take us a picture?" She asks, already handing you her phone. You nod and take the pink device from her.

You snap some pictures of them doing some silly poses and then some normal ones. Then they take one kissing and you can't help but feel a tad bit jealous.

They looked so good together. You had no photos with Eren and you together STILL. Even then, you wouldn't be able to take a picture together out in the open like they just did without WW3 starting.

You hand Hitch back her phone and while she looks through the pictures, you look around for Eren. "I'll be back, okay?"

Hitch nods and then tilts her screen toward Marlowe so he can look at the pictures.

You slip past groups of people and your eyes move from face to face trying to find the one you're looking for.

Eren's face was definitely not the kind you overlooked. He was very much hard to miss. Especially if he was dressed like a Greek god like he said he was.

You start picturing his costume in your head as you push past people and you start to feel small. Eren was gorgeous, everyone knew that. You definitely knew that.

If he was dressed like how you pictured he is, there's no way in hell that girls aren't gonna hit on him. They're already all over him when he dressed like a bum, imagine like a literal fucking god?

You close your eyes for a moment. Why were you being so insecure? Eren made it clear he only had eyes for you. So why are you still doubting him?

Trust issues are one hell of a bitch.

You open your eyes and right when you do you bump into someone. "Shit! My bad." You say rubbing at your head.

You look up and immediately sigh.

Great.

"What are you supposed to be? Mikasa?" Jean snickers. For a moment, everything stands still. You could hear your heart thumbing in your ears loudly drowning out the sound of music and people talking.

He did not just..

It was now just hitting you that you were dressed similar to how Mikasa dresses. Great.

You hold up the black book in your hand and smack his head with it. "Funny. I'm Misa from Death Note."

"Ah. I see it now." He says as he brings his cup to his lips. You look at the color of it and see it's purple. Of course.

"DTF cup? Why am I not surprised?" You say. He looks down at your cup. "Taken? By who?"

"Don't worry about it." You snap. "It's not you."

"Thank God for that." He scoffs. Why the fuck is he making it seem like he wasn't all over you not that long ago?

You want to go off on him but you were tired of feeding into his games. He was obviously looking to get a reaction out of you. Tonight is supposed to be fun so you're not gonna fall into his trap.

You laugh. "You done? I have somewhere I gotta be." Before he can answer, you walk past him.

"I'm sure Eren will love your costume." He calls back to you. You spin around.

"Is that what this is about? Eren? You know it's funny, I used to think you were the better man between you and him but I was wrong. You're worse. Atleast Eren is honest about the shit he does, you just try to hide it from me and lie." You unfortunately take the bait, your emotions getting the best of you.

Jean cackles. "Why do I gotta be honest with you? You're not my girlfriend."

"Thank God for that." You mimic him. "Cheers." You bump your cup to his and down the rest of your drink until it's done.

You wipe your mouth. "By the way, you should get your bitch on a leash." Jean frowns. "What?"

"Weren't you bragging about how you finally bagged Mikasa? Yet, she's over here luring boys into her apartment." You laugh. "I guess you don't satisfy her enough."

Jean grits his teeth. "I don't care about Mikasa." You pout. "Aw, did you finally take the hint?"

You could practically see smoke coming out of his ears. He was beyond pissed. You smile and walk away from him.

He grabs your arm and pulls you back to him, your back up against his chest. By your ear he says, "If I don't get to be happy, neither do you."

You feel your heart drop. You turn your head to meet his eyes. You had told yourself you weren't gonna play into his games but you did it anyway and it backfired on you.

You pull away from him. "Is that supposed to scare me or something?"

He shrugs and drinks from his cup. "If you have nothing to hide, then there's no need to be scared."

Your heart was beating crazy fast but you had to remain calm. He can't know he's getting to you. No way.

"Whatever." You walk away from him with your now empty cup. You were on the verge of losing it and you needed Eren more than anything right now.

You walk to the kitchen to refill your cup. You bend over slightly to reach the small spout and watch as the liquid pours in.

"Aw, you're dressed like me, that's so cute." You hear from behind you.

Not this bitch, too.

You stand up straight and face Mikasa. She was dressed as a sexy vampire and leaned up against the counter with a green cup to her lips.

Green was its complicated. What was complicated? Her relationship with Jean? Or is she even still talking about Eren at this point?

You force a smile on your face and push a laugh. "No silly, I'm dressed like Misa Amane, not a whore."

Her head snaps toward you. "What the fuck did you just say?"

You step closer to her, your eyes never leaving hers. "I called you a whore." You repeat, your voice louder and clearer.

She stares back at you, in complete shock. You laugh. "Now, I'm not one to slut shame, I think girls should use their bodies how ever they want.."

You smile and bump your cup to hers like you're making a toast and so she can see the bright pink color of your cup. "But I'll make an exception just for you."

She opens her mouth to talk but you hold a finger up to stop her. "You know, all I've thought about was beating the shit out of you since I got out the hospital. In fact, it's the only reason I wanted to come to this party in the first place. To see you and your blonde little twink friend over there." You say pointing to Armin who sat on a couch beside Annie.

Mikasa turns to look at Armin and then back at you. "But," You continue. "Now that I'm here and I'm feeling goid, I don't wanna mess it up especially not over someone like you."

Her grip on her plastic cup gets stronger and it sightly crumples up.

You step even closer to her until you're right in front of her face. "But let me say this, you ever touch Eren against his will again..."

You lean into her ear. "and I will fucking kill you."

Pulling back, you catch her facial expression before you begin to walk away from her. She looks furious and alarmed all at once.

"Psycho bitch!" She yells. You look back at her and wink. "Maybe. Better than being desperate though."

You exit out the kitchen and make your way toward the entrance in an attempt to look for Hitch or really just anyone you know.

The place was packed and there was a ton of unfamiliar faces but also some painfully, all too familiar ones.

"Y/n? Holy shit. It is her."
"I told you!"

You close your eyes and take a deep breath before you spin around and face the two girls behind you. "Hey."

Your old friends. Except you wouldn't necessarily call them friends, they weren't much friends at all. Just people you hung out and did stupid shit with.

Now that you know what it feels like to have actual real friends who care and look out for you, you've come to realize you've never actually had some before coming to Paradis.

The two girls go by the name Bianca and Sirene. They were in the same group as you, Rose and Emily. That should tell you enough already.

"Where the hell have you been? You like dropped the face of the Earth or some shit." Bianca asks.

Before you can even answer, Sirene speaks. "And what are you even supposed to be? A goth girl?"

You sigh. "I'm Misa from Death Note. It's an anime." The two girls stare at you. "Ah, I forgot you're into that shit." Bianca snorts.

You felt like punching both of them. Why did you ever even associate with girls like this? They were such shitty people and you have no idea how you were barely noticing.

Well, maybe not just now noticing. It's always been painfully obvious but at the time you didn't care. Now you do.

Bianca was dressed a dark angel while Sirene was a slutty pure, white one. Just like Emily, their costumes were quite fitting.

Bianca was exactly what she was dressed as. A dark angel. She was the meanest out of the whole group. She was vile and did the worst things with a smile on her face. She had no filter when it came to voicing her opinions. You can't even imagine all the stuff she has said about you since you've been gone.

Sirene's costume was also just like her. The slutty part was accurate because she was well known for sleeping with any guy who gave her even the slightest attention.

The pure white angel part was funny because she was the nicest one of the group but that wasn't saying much because she was still a bitch. Just less a bitch compared to the rest of you. She had a very femme fatal crazy lover vibe about her that guys couldn't resist yet always ended up regretting.

"Anyways, who are you here with?" Bianca asks. "Some friends. I lost them though." You reply looking around. You were desperately looking for them now so you can escape from the claws of these two.

Sirene links her arm with yours. "Oh well! Looks like you're stuck with us then." She grins. "We're probably much more fun anyway."

"We got xannies!" Bianca sings as she pulls a ziploc bag out her purse. There was five little bars of xanax in the clear baggie.

"Oh... I don't really do that kind of stuff anymore." You say.

"What? Why not? You too country for it now?" Bianca snickers. Sirene pouts and gently stomps her foot. "You used to be so much more fun when you lived in the city!"

"Yeah, now you're just..." Bianca looks you up and down. "What's the word?"

"Boring?" Sirene suggests. Bianca snaps her fingers. "Yes! Boring!"

The two girls burst into laughter and you ball up your fists. You could feel the heat radiate all over your body.

You were about to snap. It was all too much. First Emily, then Jean, then Mikasa and now them. Why couldn't you just have a fucking break? One night of fun is all you wanted. Maybe coming here was a mistake.

Then suddenly, someone spills a drink on top of both the girls heads from the balcony upstairs.

The girls gasp. "Who the hell did that?!" Bianca screams. You look up to find your savior but see no one in particular except people minding their business.

The duo stomp up the stairs angry and soaked. You can't help but to laugh. Maybe it was your guardian angel or something.

Then you get a text.

E🌙
Eren: come upstairs

Your heart flutters. You haven't seen him at all since you got here. You have no idea what he even looks like.

You walk up the stairs and pass by the two girls bombarding a bunch of people with questions and insults.

Even the upstairs floor was crowded too. You slipped through people all throughout the area and see no sign of Eren.

After you dial his number, you bring the phone to your ear while covering your other ear with your finger since the music was too loud.

"Where are you? I'm upstairs and don't see you anywhere." You say into the speaker once Eren picks up.

A door opens behind you. "Here." He pulls you in and closes the door.

You're in complete awe when you see him. He did after all dress up like a Greek god and it was absolutely fitting.

He had a white sheet type thing draped over him and a gold ring around his bicep. The cloth was only covering half his upper body and his lower. The majority of his chest and abs exposed.

[visual by ASHE  ;) ]

"You're basically naked." You point out.

"Hi to you too." He says back.

You furrow your brows together. "You atleast have shorts under there?"

He laughs. "Why don't you try to find out?"

You roll your eyes, smiling a little and look around. "Whose room is this?" Eren shrugs. "I think it's a guest room. I asked James if I could borrow a room and he said yeah the one upstairs second door on the left."

"Hm." You say walking around the room. Eren follows behind you. "You okay?"

You avoid looking at him. He always knew something was bothering you just by looking at you and you really didn't wanna ruin his night.

"Yeah, why?" You ask. "Because you don't look like it. Or even sound like it." He replies.

"I'm fine." You lie as you take your shoes off and sit on the bed. He sighs. "Then why did you look so pissed when you were talking to those girls?" He points out.

You look at him. "You saw that?" He laughs. "Who do you think spilled the drink on their heads?"

You smile big. "Of course." He sits down beside you and you lay your head down on his lap, your legs extended out on the bed.

"I like your cup." Eren says nodding his head toward your bright pink solo cup on the nightstand. You look at it and see his now empty cup beside it.

His cup was also pink.

He took the "taken" cup too. You really were worried for nothing. You grin and look at him. "I like yours too. Pink is so your color." You tease.

"Yeah?" He smiles back. You nod and he bends forward slightly to give you a kiss.

"Thanks for that, by the way. For saving me from exploding on those girls." You add. He smiles and twists one of the small pigtails in your hair around his finger. "Mhm."

"You look hot. Light would actually pay attention to you if you were really Misa." Eren says. You giggle. "I'm pretty sure Light would be more into you than me."

You sit up and face him. "Did you know Yagami backwards is Im a gay?" He stays quiet for a moment and then howls with laughter. "Oh shit, it really is."

After both of your laughters die down, Eren studies you. "So what else is bothering you?"

You frown. "Nothing. Those girls just annoyed me." His eyes narrow at you and you can tell he knows you're leaving stuff out but he plays along.

"You know them?" He asks. You sigh and nod. "Sadly. They're from my old friend group. Speaking of which, Emily, the girl that was also in my group and slept with my ex while we were still together is here too. Wouldn't be surprised if Rose popped up sooner or later."

Eren moves a piece of hair out of your lipgloss. "Sounds like a bad night already." You collapse into the bed, facing the roof now. "You have no idea. I don't think it could get much worse."

"Don't jinx it." Eren chuckles and he lays down besides you. He grabs your fingers and brings them to his lips, kissing your knuckles. "What about the other stuff?"

You twist your head to the side to face him. "What other stuff? Nothing else happened." His eyes meet yours. "You're lying."

It was so annoying how well he knew you at this point. Well, not annoying, it was kinda cute. But still.

You groan. "Fine. Jean made a dumbass comment and he pissed me off so we started arguing. Happy?"

He sighs and looks up at the roof. "No."

You look up at the roof too. "Well, you asked. So there you go."

The two of you stare at the ceiling fan go around and around for a while in silence. The music was muffled through the walls but you could still hear the faint sound of it.

"I don't know why he won't just leave you alone." Eren says. "When you find out, let me know." You sigh.

Eren removes his eyes from the roof and turns to you. "He didn't touch you though, right?"

You keep your eyes on the ceiling. "Can we talk about something else?" You turn to him. "I haven't seen you all day and I don't wanna waste this time talking about Jean's bitch ass."

Since he's still laying down, you climb on top of him. You sit pretty on his lap and lean forward so you're right above his face. "Let's do something else."

Eren grins. "Go lock the door." You smile and hop off the bed. You do a cute little run to the door and lock it.

He sits up straight with his arms extended out to you. "Get your fine ass over here."

You giggle and start making your way toward him but his phone vibrates on the floor. You pick it up. "I think your phone is ringing."

"Who is it?" He asks. You flip the screen over and your heart stops. You feel your whole body start to shake and your skin heat up.

"Why is Mikasa texting you?" You ask. Eren shrugs. "I don't know."

You narrow your eyes at him. "You're lying. I thought you cut her off." He sighs and stands up from the bed. "I tried to."

"Tried?" You repeat back. He steps closer to you but you step back. "Yes, tried. I told her I didn't wanna keep doing this stuff with her but she wasn't taking the hint." He explains.

"Okay, unlock your phone. I'll make the hint loud and fucking clear." You say handing him the phone. He frowns and just stares at you. "You know my password."

You blink at him. You totally forgot he gave it to you. "Okay, well I don't remember it." You say handing him the phone.

He enters the password in front of you so you can see it and then hands you the phone. You go to his messages and see he hasn't texted Mikasa since the day he went to visit her at her dorm.

Mikaka
Mikasa: are u at the party already
Mikasa: i miss u.

"Needy bitch." You scoff. You type choke and send the message. You hand him the phone. "Block her."

He takes the phone and looks at you. "Wait, really?" You give him a dumb look. "No, I'm just in a silly, goofy mood. Yes, really. Do it."

You didn't wanna be that girl. You really didn't. But you knew she was never gonna stop. It didn't matter if you and Eren were official or not, she didn't care.

It would've been fine if he told her to stop and she did. Then you wouldn't have any problem with her. But the fact that she set up a whole scheme to get Eren alone and make sure you saw pisses you off.

The fact that she continued to throw herself all over him even though he told her multiple times to stop is what really gets you. You even told her yourself to stop and she was still going at it. You had no remorse for her.

You cross your arms over your chest as you wait for him to do it. He sighs and blocks her number. "There."

"Good." You say bitterly. "You know, blocking her number isn't gonna do much. She can still come up to me in person." He points out.

"Okay then punch her in the fucking face or something." You hiss. He laughs and you keep a serious expression showing you weren't joking.

"You're so cute when you get jealous." He coos as he tries to grab your waist. You smack his arms away. "Don't touch me."

He frowns. "What now? You still mad? I blocked her."

You turn away from him. "Were you gonna answer if I hadn't saw the message?"

"What? No. I haven't talked to her since all that stuff happened." He defends. You glare at him trying to read his eyes and see if he's telling the truth or not.

"Come on, baby. You really think I'm that dumb?" He asks. "Yes! I do actually." You snap. "You're a boy. Boys are idiots."

He rolls his eyes and comes closer to you, getting down on his knees. "I might be a little dumb but not that dumb."

Eren looks up at you as he plants kisses on one of your thighs. "I'm not stupid enough to lose you."

He moves to the next thigh but kisses much higher this time. "I worship you."

You smile a little. "As you should."

He nods and continues to kiss you higher and higher. Your arms are still crossed and you're looking down at him as he's quite literally on his knees for you, kissing your body.

Now this...
this was your shit.

His hand slips up your thigh and underneath your dress, his finger running across your panties.

"Aht." You pull his hand away. "You're not allowed to touch me there."

He frowns and looks up with you. "Why not?"

"Because you don't deserve it. You hesitated when I told you to block her when you should've just done it without question." You stand your ground.

He stares up at you, eyes glistening. "But I did it."

You bend over so you meet his face. "Maybe if you actually did it right when I told you, I'd let you touch me."

There's a twinkle in his eyes when he hears that. "You gonna punish me or something?" He laughs, joking.

"Yeah, actually. I am." You say flatly. His innocent smile drops and a small smirk forms, his tongue glides across the inside of his mouth, poking at his cheek.

You slip your hands under your dress and slide your underwear off your legs. You hold them up, the lace black panties hanging off your index finger. "I'm not gonna wear underwear the entire night and you're not allowed to touch me."

"You can't do that." Eren says. You smirk. "Oh? Watch me."

You step away from him and he grabs your leg. "Don't you fucking dare go out there like that."

You grin. "Okay, I won't." You look him dead in the eye. "If you beg me."

"Please." He says through gritted teeth. "What's that? I didn't hear you." You say bringing a hand to your ear.

He groans. "Please don't go out there like that." You smile. "Why?"

He looks at you dumb. "What do you mean why? I don't want you going out there around drunk guys with no panties on."

You ignore him and step closer to the door. He stands up now. "Hey! You better not go out there!"

You push him on the bed and crawl on top of him. "See how fucking annoying it is to tell someone to do something and they don't listen the first time?"

He stares up at you, eyes wide and lips parted open. You can tell you pushing him on the bed caught him off guard. You could feel his heart thumping against your hand on his chest.

You lean in closer to his face. "It's annoying right?" He nods, not being able to form any words because he's completely mesmerized by you.

His hands slide up your thighs to your ass and you push them away. "Say it."

"It's annoying." He says softly. You slide your hand up his chest to his throat, softly wrapping your hand around it. "Next time I tell you to do something, just do it."

He nods, his green eyes sparkling with admiration and lust. "Okay, I will."

You grin and slide your hand further up to his lips and run your thumb along them like he always does to you. "Good boy."

He tries to feel on you again but you push his hands away. "Fuck, just let me touch you already." He whines.

You shake your head. "No." He groans, his hand sneaking in between your legs. "But it's driving me insane knowing you don't have any underwear on under this dress right now."

"What did I just say?" You snap. "I told you, you aren't allowed to touch me. And didn't you just agree that you would listen to me when I tell you something?"

His eyes soften, a small pout forming on his lips. "But-"

"But nothing. I was eventually gonna let you touch me but since you don't know how to listen, I'm gonna have to make this even more painful for you so you can get it through your head." You say slipping off your lace thigh highs.

He sits up on his elbows. "What are you gonna do?"

You grin. "Lay back." His eyes grow crazy with excitement but also with a little bit of fear. Which only excited him more.

He scoots back all the way back until he's against the headboard, his arms spread across the pillows. You crawl over to him and you can already see the tent growing under his cloth.

"Let me see your hands." You say. He holds his hands out to you and you hold them over his head and use the stocking to tie them to the metal bar on the headboard.

You tie the knot tight and then sit down in front of him. "Try to get out."

He attempts to but the knot doesn't budge. Eren was really strong. If he honestly tried his full force, he would probably rip the stocking or even break the bar but he honestly didn't want to get out the bondage anyway.

"You tied it pretty damn good." He says actually impressed. "Thanks. I was in girl scouts when I was a kid." You say sitting on him.

You undo the cloth around him and throw it on the ground. He had a pair of black shorts underneath. "You gonna leave me here naked? Is that my punishment?" He asks, slightly worried.

You giggle and peel his shorts down until they're completely off. His already hard dick springs up. "Nope."

You stand up from the bed and start to slowly strip your clothes off in front of him. His breathing gets heavier as he watches you remove an article of clothing off your body until you're completely naked.

When there is absolutely nothing on your body, he jumps forward but gets jolted back by the tie around his wrists.

He groans when he realizes he's not gonna be able to touch you at all. He shuts his eyes and sighs. "You're gonna tease me."

While his eyes are still closed, you crawl toward him until you're right by his dick, you swirl your finger around the tip of it.

"Did you know I have an edging kink?" You ask him, your finger tracing the veins. He starts squirming. "I do now." He grunts.

You continue to do the same thing for a while longer. Your finger tracing his dick and twirling around the tip.

"You're killing me." He whines. You smile and plant small kisses at the base all the way to the tip. When you make it to the top, you spin circles around it with your tongue.

After a bit of that, you wrap your lips just over the head and licking just that part. He started getting so needy that he began to lift up his hips to push himself deeper in your mouth.

You pull away from him. "Stop."

He curls his toes. "I can't, you're literally torturing me."

You touch the small hole at the top with your thumb and a thin string of precum connects with it. "You're wet." You grin, mocking how he always points out when you are.

"Don't say it like that." He grunts.

Your lips hover over his dick and you collect spit in your mouth and let it drip out all over him, all while maintaining eye contact with him. He can't break his eyes away from you. "You're so.."

"I know." You smile and start to play with his dick some more. Your hands glided smoothly over it since it was now wet all over. You watch as his legs twitch and toes curl.

You take the whole thing in your mouth until you reach the base. "Yes.." He moans as he throws his head back.

You pull away and wipe your mouth. He groans. "No. Go back."

You stand up on the bed and kneel down over him, legs apart. You grab his dick and glide it across your folds that were now drenched.

You tease him by sticking the tip in and then taking it out. He was going crazy.

"Put it in. I can't take it anymore." He says. You smile. "Say please."

He stares at you, refusing to give in. "No, you're never gonna let me live it down." You shrug. "Okay, no sex for you then."

You get off him and he kicks his legs. "Wait, wait! Okay, okay! Please. Please just..."

You lean closer to him, your boobs in his face. "Please just what?"

His lips press together to form a tight line. "Just stick it in." Your eyes grow cold. "That's not what I wanna hear. You know what I want you to say."

His jaw flexes. "I won't say it." You sigh and get off the bed, bending over right in front of him to pick up your dress on the floor. "Suit yourself then."

"Fine! Please just.. please fuck me." He quietly whines as he watches you step into the dress.

You drop it back down to the ground and walk over to his tied up body. "I didn't hear you."

He grits his teeth. "You heard me." You pout and bring one hand to his cheek and use the other hand to stroke his dick. "No. I didn't."

You meet his eyes. "Say it one more time for me baby." You coo as your hand slides up and down his throbbing dick.

He looks into your eyes and instantly melts. "Please fuck me."

You smile big. "Well, when you beg like that.." You hop back on top of him and slowly stick his dick inside you, taking your time to go all the way down to the bottom.

For some reason, his dick feels even ten times bigger when you're on top. Maybe because you feel it go in even deeper. You let out a small moan when you reach the base.

He pulls at the tie desperately so he can touch up on you. To feel your thighs, your hips or even your boobs that were perfectly exposed in front of his face.

You start riding him and watch as he loses his mind underneath you. You start off slow and then slowly pick up the pace until he's a squirming, moaning, crying mess beneath you.

It was just like you fantasied it. Your thighs were starting to burn but hey, it was a work out. Plus, it was all worth it when you saw the faces he was making.

He watches as your boobs bounce in front of his face. "Let me touch you. P-please." He hiccups while you continue to ride him.

"No. I told you you're not allowed to touch me." You say still bouncing. "But yet I can fuck you?" He asks.

You laugh. "No, I'm fucking you."

You keep your pace for a while until you finally go even faster. You just knew for a fact you were gonna be sore as fuck tomorrow morning but again, it was worth it.

Eren became a whining mess at this point. Crying that he was gonna cum any second but you don't stop.

He pulls at his arms as he gets extremely close to coming, a weak attempt to pull out of you like he always does but he can't.

"Y/n, I'm-I'm gonna.." He moans.

You keep going. "Cum inside me." His eyes shoot open. "What?"

You lean your body forward so that your chest is on his while you still move your lower half up and down. You kiss him hard and he desperately groans in your mouth as he gets closer and closer.

You meet his eyes and caress his cheek. "Fill me up baby. I want to feel it all."

Eren's breath trembles but he doesn't even hesitate to agree this time. "Okay. I'll buy you a plan B." You kiss him again. "It's so hot when you actually do what you're told."

He chuckles but his head was spinning. He was at his climax already. "Fuck. Y/n, keep doing that. Just like that baby."

You keep the exact pace and within seconds later, he's cumming inside you. You feel his dick twitch in you.

"Holy shit." He sighs once he comes down. Even after he cums, you still don't stop riding him. "Okay, I came." He points out when he realizes you've kept going.

"I didn't." You lie. You actually came a while back but you just wanted to keep torturing him.

He starts uncontrollably twitching and laughing. "Y/n stop. I-I can't take it, it's too much."

He was getting overstimulated and it was honestly kinda adorable. His face was pink and glossy. You had already came so you just wanted to see we how much more he could take after cumming.

"How does it feel?" You ask him. "Like-like I'm gonna piss or something." He says embarrassed.

You burst out laughing. "You gonna squirt? Aw, that's adorable." His face turns bright red. "Shut up! Get off, you're gonna get my cum everywhere."

You stop moving and just stay seated with his dick inside you. It was twitching still as it went back into his normal soft state.

He sighs out of breath and closes his eyes. You look toward the door and giggle. "I'm surprised no one has knocked or tried coming in here."

"That would've been bad." Eren whispers, he was practically out of it. "I'm pretty sure they heard you screaming and crying though." You tease.

He shoots up but his restraints yank him back down. "I wasn't screaming." He defends.

"Okay, whining and crying then." You smile. He stares at your boobs and licks his lips. "Can you please untie me so I can touch you now? I think I've suffered enough."

You lean forward and untie him and he immediately sits up straight with you still around his lap and grabs at your boobs. "Finally."

He starts to kiss your breasts and his hands touch you everywhere possible, taking advantage of their new found freedom.

"Not being able to touch you like this was literal hell. Don't do that me again." He says taking your boob out his mouth.

"If you listen to me, it won't happen again." You state. He hugs you, his head resting on your chest. "Fine." He mumbles.

You laugh. "Alright, I gotta get off. Your dick is still in me and your cum is dripping out."

You slowly pull him out of you and get off the bed. It was already leaking down your leg. "Ew." You say running to the restroom that was in the room.

"You don't say ew when you're swallowing it." Eren says. He begins to sit up. "Shut up and lay back down." You snap.

You walk up to him and start to clean him up with the tissues. It was funny because he's usually always the one cleaning you up and now it was you.

Eren glares at you. "Stop. I already know what you're thinking."

You laugh out loud now. "What?! I'm not even thinking anything." You lie.

The two of you get dressed after you toss the tissues into the trash can and shove more tissues on top of the used, cum soaked ones.

Once you're fully dressed, you stand in front of the mirror to check yourself. Eren comes up behind you and hugs your waist, his head on your shoulder.

His hands travel up to your stomach like he did that one time at your house. "Maybe I shouldn't get you that plan B so you can have my babies." He says kissing your cheek.

"Fuck no." You say pulling away from him. "You better buy me it or I'm gonna buy it myself. Either way I'm gonna get it, one way or another."

Eren acts fake hurt. "Damn, you don't want my kids?" You pretend to consider it. "Maybe one day if you're lucky. But definitely not today."

You step closer to him. "If one day you're lucky enough to make me your wife, that is."

He looks up at the roof in fake deep thought. "Hm, that does sound tempting."

You scoff and head toward the door. "Yeah right. You can't even do something as simple as make me your girlfriend."

"Is that what you want?" He asks. You turn around to look at him. "No shit."

You reach for the door but he stops you by grabbing your hand. "Y/n wait."

You look at him and he stares at the ground, his face the prettiest shade of pink. "Um, do you.."

You laugh at him and he gets angry. "I've never done this before, alright?! Give me a sec."

"Okay! Okay!" You giggle. "Take your time. Not like I've been waiting for this for like months or anything."

The pink in his cheeks gets even brighter and spreads throughout his olive skin. "Will you, or do you want to- uh.."

Your phone vibrates and you look down at it.

Roomie 💖
Hitch: wya
Hitch: I NEED U NOW
Hitch: it's an emergency

"Wait!" You stop him. "I have to go real quick. Hitch needs me. She says it's an emergency. She's probably already drunk by now so I'm scared something happened. I'll be back, okay?"

Eren sighs. "Okay." You sink into yourself. You felt bad because you knew he was really trying but Hitch always drops everything and anything for you when you need her and you wanna do the same for her.

You kiss him. "You better have that question ready by the time I come back, okay?" He smiles. "Okay. I'll try."

You smile and turn away from him. You dial Hitch and bring the phone to your ear as you open up the door.

Right when the door opens, you're greeted with a cold splash of jungle juice to the face. "Whore."

"What the hell?" You hiss as you wipe the drink from your eyes.

Once you regain your vision, you see the culprit.

Historia.

She was dressed as a bunny, of course, and had her arms crossed and a disgusted look on her face. Beside her is a Mikasa who looked disappointed but not surprised.

[ hi this fanart is made by reinersleftboob  and they literally made this fanart specifically for my book and this chapter and it came out AMAZING. THANK U BAE <3 ]

Beside the two girls to the right proudly stood a tall Jean who wore a sinister grin. He held up Hitch's phone in his hand. Your name on the screen as it shows you were calling her.

Why does he have her phone?

No.

"Hitch..."

Hitch stands there in complete shock like she truly can't believe what she is seeing is real. You can literally see the betrayal in her eyes.

Jean set it all up.

"Hitch, I can literally explain everything." You say stepping closer to her.

"Don't." She says. Her voice was shaky like she was on the verge of crying but was too tough to show it. "You kept it from me this long, don't even bother."

Hitch storms away and you attempt to go after her but Historia steps in front of you.

"You're disgusting. Aren't you embarrassed? Fucking the guy who you knew was off limits? Are that much of a slut?" She spits.

"Get the fuck out of my way, Historia. Before I move you myself." You snap. She laughs. "God, all you Marley girls are the same. I swear everyone I know that's from Marley are always the biggest hoes."

I'm gonna kill her.

"You know, I should've known. I'm honestly not even surprised. You literally were so quick to throw yourself at Jean and then when he didn't want you, you threw a whole tantrum and then tried to turn everyone against him." She continues.

You look at Jean who leans smugly against the railing of the stairs with his arms crossed. He mouths I told you so.

"And you made it work somehow. You made Sasha stop talking to Jean, you made Marco and Connie also be mean to him, you turned Eren against Mikasa and Armin. You ruined fucking everything!" She shouts.

"We were all fine before you came. You squirmed your way into our group and now everyone hates eachother. You ruined everything! You're like.. you're like.." She waves her hands in the air trying to find the word she's looking for.

"You're like a fucking parasite! " Historia snarls.

"We should've never let you hang out with us. I should've fucking known." She adds.

You push her to the ground and she falls on her ass hard. You're about to start hitting her when Ymir steps in front of you. "Don't."

You grit your teeth. "Why are you protecting her? You're not embarrassed at this point, Ymir? She's literally still obsessed with Eren while you're obsessed with her!"

Jean laughs. "Don't take your anger out on everyone. You got caught, that's your own fault. No one is to blame but you."

"Watch your mouth." Eren warns. You just now realized he's standing behind you.

Jean howls with laughter. "Are you sure you wanna get involved with her, Jaeger? She's kinda fucking crazy." You snap your head toward him. God, you wanted to kill him.

"But I heard crazy girls got the best pussy." He grins. "I barely got to try it but from what I got to taste the saying is true. Tell me, is it even better when you're inside it?"

Your ears start to ring. You black out for a moment. Everything goes muffled and your vision gets blurry as the room starts to spin. You needed to get out of here.

Fuck, Hitch.

You take off running and try to search for Hitch before she leaves. You search everywhere for her and see her exiting the house.

Chasing after her, you scream her name. "Hitch!" She ignores you and keeps walking. You run faster until you catch up to her and grab her arm.

She spins around. "Don't touch me!" She yells. "Don't even talk to me."

Your heart was aching. This is exactly what you didn't want happening.

"Hitch please. I can explain everything. I was gonna tell you I swear but I was waiting for the right moment and it never came." You cry.

"How long?" She asks. You stay quiet.

"HOW LONG?" She shouts. You take a deep breath. "For a while now. It's been months."

You knew that wasn't gonna be easy for her to hear but the truth needed to come out whether it was painful or not.

"Wow." She laughs with tears in her eyes. "Did you just completely ignore everything I told you?! The fact that he used me and just threw me aside when he was done with me? How he literally broke my heart?"

"I know, I know. Trust me, I feel guilty as hell and that's why I didn't wanna say anything but it just happened so suddenly and-" You start.

"You could fuck anyone!" She screams, her arms spread wide. "Anyone! Why him? Why him out of all people?!"

You were crying now. "It just happened! I didn't do it on purpose. It's not just fucking either! I-I love him."

She looks like she just got shot in the heart. "That's even worse! That's way worse! I loved him too, you know? He may not have loved me back but I did."

"I know." You say quietly. She shakes her head and tears swim down her cheeks. "This hurts more than any breakup. You were supposed to be my friend. I trusted you!"

She angrily wipes tears from her face. "You were my best friend! I saw you like a sister!"

Now that. That hurt. Especially cause you said the exact same thing about her.

"Hitch, I wish I could explain it all to you but I don't even know what happened myself. He just always was there when I needed him and suddenly he was just always there period." You sigh.

"I was there for you too!" She cries. "Don't act like it was just him. You had me. You can always come to me!"

"I know." You whisper. She pushes you. "STOP SAYING I KNOW!"

You push her back. "I know! Alright? I know this hurts you! It was killing me for months thinking about how it would hurt you!"

She pushes you again but this time slightly harder. "You shouldn't have done it then! It's that simple!"

You push her again. "You can't choose who you fall in love with! You think I did this on purpose?! I hated him! I hated him for what he did to you! I couldn't stand him. I would've chosen anyone else but him but I can't! It just happened!"

She pushes you harder. "Stop making excuses! You fucked me over. I would've never done this to you! Historia was right, you're not a good person."

You push her a little too hard and she stumbles backward a little, her heels digging in the mud behind her. You were literally fighting like siblings.

"Fuck you! Why are you siding with Historia? She literally treated you like shit!" You snap.

"I'm not siding with anyone! I hate all you bitches! You're all fake as fuck!" She yells. She pushes you one last time and then starts to bawl. "I don't want you to ever talk to me again."

Your heart snaps in two. She was right, this hurts way more than any breakup.

The two of you just stare at eachother, sobbing messes. "I hate you." She mutters one last time before she turns to walk away.

You stand there alone now in the dark. The only light coming from the windows of the house behind and the faint street lights.

You felt sick. Your head was pounding and your mouth was watering like you were about to throw up.

"Hey." Eren says approaching you. You quickly wipe your face and nose dry. "Hey..Oh my god. What the fuck happened?!" You shout.

His hair was down now and his cloth was torn and ripped so it rested on only half his body now, the black shorts he had underneath completely visible now.

But none of that worried you more than the blood dripping down his nose and slightly sliding down his lips.

He sighs and sits down in a chair. You lift his chin up to look at you. "What the hell happened?" You ask.

[art creds: bearbrickjia on twitter!!]

"Me and Jean fought." He says flatly. Your eyes shoot open. You kinda wish you could've saw that.

You turn his head side to side so you can see everything. "Damn, he got you good." You say wiping blood off his lips.

He chuckles softly. "Nah, if you think I look bad, you should see him right now."

You smile and he grabs his white cloth and uses it to wipe his nose. "Did you catch up with Hitch?" He asks.

Your eyes well up with tears again. He sighs. "It didn't go well, did it?"

You shake your head and sniffle. "Not at all. It was bad. She hates me now."

Eren looks down at the floor. "I'm sorry." You kick him. "Stop."

You bend down to kiss him but he pushes you away. "I have something I need to say."

Your heart flutters because you figure he's about to ask you to be his girlfriend, picking up where he left off. The timing was horrible considering you both looked a wreck but you didn't care anymore. You didn't have to hide it from anyone now, everyone knew.

But your heart drops when you hear what he actually says.

"I don't wanna do this anymore." He says bluntly.

Your voice cracks. "What?"

He smacks his lips and stands up. "I said I don't want to be with you anymore."

"But... we were fine. Is it because of what happened? Fuck it. It's okay, who cares? They were gonna find out and be pissed eventually one day!" You try to bargain.

He shakes his head. "It doesn't have anything to do with that." He's not making any eye contact with you so you feel like he's lying.

"Are you trying to push me away? Because everyone hates me now? You feel bad?" You shout. "I don't care what they think about me! I only care about Hitch and yeah, it sucks that she's pissed at me but I'm gonna try to talk to her and explain it to her better."

You grab his face so he can look at you. "She thinks we're just fucking! All of them do! If they knew how we actually felt about each other, they'd change their minds. They'll be happy for us. Atleast Hitch will."

He looks you in the eye. "We are just fucking."

The pain you felt was surreal. You felt like you were being stabbed in the heart over and over with a screwdriver.

"What?" Your voice cracks. "No. No, you care about me. I know you do. Please don't do this."

He removes your hands off his face and sets them down. "Sorry if you thought it was anything more. It was only fun when it was a secret. The whole sneaking around part. Now that everyone knows, it's boring."

"But.." You were choked up. You couldn't breathe nor speak. It was like there was no oxygen. "But what about the hospital? What about literally everything we been through together? You're telling me you would do all that for a girl you're just fucking?"

He shrugs, his eyes far away. "I had to pretend I actually cared. How did I do?"

You impulsively slap him across the face. You gasp and bring your hand to your mouth. His head was to the side now and he takes a deep breath.

"I didn't mean to do that." You say. "You're just hurting me. I know what you're trying to do, alright? You're trying to fix this but you're only making it worse."

"I don't want to fix anything." He says, his voice getting louder. "Get it through your head that I don't want you anymore."

You're frozen in place. Was this really happening? Were you just drunk and imagining things? He was just all over you like 30 minutes ago saying he worshipped you. Now he's bored of you?

No. There has to be a reason. He's pushing you away for a reason. He either feels guilty for what happened and thinks it's all his fault and that you're better off without him..

Or they manipulated him somehow. Maybe even threatened you. Blackmail.

Something was up. No one switches up this quick. If all he wanted was sex, he would left the first time you gave him it.

"So the rumors are true then? You just use girls for sex and then toss them aside?" You snap.

He laughs but you know his real laugh. It's your favorite sound in the world.

This was a forced laugh. A painful laugh. "I guess so." He says.

"I don't believe it." You stand your ground. "Something happened. I don't know what or with who but you care about me. I know you do. I can see it. Don't push me away. Please."

You felt so pathetic begging him but you didn't wanna lose him. He was your person. Your rock. Your stupid fucking moon.

He groans in frustration. "Why can't you just get it through your big ass head? I just wanted to fuck! You think you're special? I took you out on a date and told you some personal stuff and suddenly you think I'm in love with you?"

He was repeating Rose's words. Now you know he's just trying to get to you. He's borrowing other people's stuff. It's not coming from the heart.

"I don't believe you. You're lying." You repeat.

He grabs your shoulders and shakes you. "I don't want you! You're annoying! You cry way too much. You have anxiety attacks every five minutes. You're too much to handle and take care of. It's draining. It's like taking care of a fucking little kid." He yells.

[sorry but play YKWIM by yotclub here dont be a pussy]

Now that. That hurt. That sounded way too personal. Way too honest.

"Why would I want to be with you? Why do you think I still haven't asked you to be my girlfriend? Because I don't want you to be!" He continues.

"Stop." You whisper. The biggest knot forms in your throat. You wanted to cry so bad but you were trying to stand tall and strong, to prove he wasn't getting to you, that you weren't falling for his act.

But it was so damn hard. He had no idea how badly his words were piercing you. How much they stung. Especially coming from him. The boy you're madly in love with.

The knot gets bigger and you choke up. Don't cry, don't cry. He already said you cry too much. Don't prove him right.

He scoffs and lets go of you. "You're nothing special, y/n. You're like every other girl."

He walks away from you and you stand there in shock. Was this real? Is he actually leaving you? Forever?

He continues to walk away from you and your vision gets blurry as tears begin to swell up in your eyes. "If you walk away right now, I swear to god. I'll-" You start.

Eren spins around to face you. "You'll what, y/n? You gonna cry?"

Ouch.

"I'll never forgive you." You finish.

"I don't care." He says bluntly as he begins to walk away from you again.

Your fists ball up and your nails dig into your palms to try to stop you from crying but it fails miserably.

"Fuck you!" You yell.

He turns his head to the side and chuckles softly. "I already did."

Your heart stands completely still for a second. Your breathing halts and it's like time stands still. A small gasp slipping past your lips. "What the fuck just happened?" You whisper to yourself.

You watch him walk further and further from you. Was he actually leaving you? Did he mean what he said? After fucking everything.

Your heart was beating painfully slow. Your chest was killing you. "I hate you." You say quietly.

Tears continues to pour out your heavy eyelids. You were feeling way too many emotions all at once. Confusion, sadness, loneliness, disappointment, but mainly anger. Anger overcame all of them.

"I HATE YOU!" You scream at him as he walks away from you. He doesn't even turn back in the slightest. It was like he didn't even hear you cry out for him.

Your chest heaves up and down as your heart aches the more he strays further from you. This has to be some kind of joke. A dream. A really twisted fucking prank, something.

You refused to believe this was real.

Please turn around.

He continues to walk.

Come on... just turn around.

But he never does.

You cover your face with your hands. "Fuck." You cry harder into your palms, the skin soaking up the tears. "Fuck!"

You gasp for air and you immediately bend over and puke your guts out. It seems like it never stops.

Finally, when it does stop, you walk past the cars and try to look for Eren's but it's no where to be found.

He really did leave.

You sit down on the pavement, your knees up to your chest and your arms rest on them and you keep your head down. It seemed like it was impossible to stop the tears from coming out.

It hurt. It hurt so bad. Everything was fine. Everything was good. Then suddenly, it all just went downhill. So quickly.

Not only did everyone hate you now, including Hitch but now you don't even have Eren anymore.

How did it come to this? What did you get yourself into? Did you really think you were just gonna be able to get away with everything pain free?

Part of you knew this was going to happen. It was truly inevitable. Hitch had warned you.

But you wanted so desperately to believe things were different. To continue to live in the fantasy life. You got too comfortable, too cocky.

You take out your phone to call Pieck. You go to your recently dialed and your heart skips a beat when you see Eren's name.

Your thumb hovers over it. You really wanted to call him. To try to convince him to stay. But would he even answer?

Also, you didn't want to beg anyone to be in your life. If he wanted out then..

So be it.

But just to try one more time, you call him. The phone rings a couple times but there's no answer.

Now you really regret calling him because now it hurt even more. He really was gone. He really didn't want you anymore.

You were back to crying your eyes out and you knew it was only gonna get worse so you needed to get out of this place asap before anyone sees you.

You call Pieck and about three rings later she answers. "Hello?" She speaks half asleep.

"Pieck." You cry. There's the sound of shuffling like she's sitting up straight now in bed. "Y/n? It's 3am. Are you okay? Why are you crying?"

"Can you come pick me up? I'm in Marley." You sniffle. "Okay. Where are you?" She answers.

You look around. "10th street. I'll send the location but it's a big ass house with a bunch of  cars outside. Hard to miss."

She sighs and you can hear the sound of her slipping some shoes on. "Okay. Are you alright though?"

"Yes. Just... please hurry up." You lie. "Okay. You're worrying me. Where's Eren?" She asks, opening up her front door.

The sound of his name felt like someone punched you in the stomach. You bring your hand to your mouth to stifle your sobs. You close your eyes and try to push out the pain.

"Just hurry up, okay?" You sob. She stays quiet for a moment. "Okay. Wait there, I'll try to be quick." She replies.

The call ends and you set your head down on your knees again.

As much as you hate Eren right now, he was right when he said one day you were gonna need Pieck and that she was gonna be there for you without hesitation.

"Y/n?" You hear a voice say behind you. You turn and see Floch standing there, his keys in hand.

You quickly turn away from him and wipe your face furiously. "What do you want?"

He steps closer to you. "Are you okay?" You snap your head around him. "Do I look fucking okay?!"

He just stands there, not really knowing what to say. You sigh and cover your eyes with your hand. "I didn't mean to yell at you."

He laughs and sits down beside you. "Don't worry, I'm already used to you yelling at me all the time."

That makes you chuckle a little. "I yell at everyone, don't take it personal."

He smiles and leans back, his palms face down against the pavement behind him and his head titled up toward the sky. "I don't."

You wipe snot from your nose and turn away from him so he's not able to see your face.

"I know I asked already but are you okay?" He asks again. You sigh and bring your knees closer to your chest. "No, not really. It's been a shitty night."

Floch looks at you. "Did you get too drunk or something? You reek of alcohol. No offense." You laugh through your nose. "That's because some stupid bitch threw her drink at me. Now I'm covered in jungle juice and most likely her spit."

He cringes. "Damn. That definitely does sound like a shitty night." You sigh and stretch out your legs. "You have no idea."

"I saw Eren and Jean fighting." He adds. You don't say anything. The tears finally stopped and now you just felt numb and empty.

"I don't want to talk about either one of those guys right now." You say softly. Floch looks at you confused but decides its better not to ask to avoid making you angrier.

"I'm gonna head home already. Do you need a ride?" He asks, standing up from the ground. You look at him.

Why was he always so nice to you? Yeah, he had his moments where he would accidentally slip and say some dumb stuff but other than that, he was actually cool.

Especially since he kept your secret about Eren so long. Not that that even matters anymore.

"No, that's okay. My sister is coming for me. Thanks though." You say looking down at your shoes. Floch nods. "Alright, get home safe, y/n. Hope you feel better."

A group of guys pass by and eye you with smirks on their faces. You shrink into yourself and Floch notices your discomfort.

"Actually, is it cool if I wait here with you til she gets here? I don't want to leave you alone out here." He says sitting back down.

You sigh internally with relief. You really didn't want to be alone right now even if it meant being with Floch. You were sad, vulnerable and drunk. The fact that there were guys prowling around this late at night made you feel terribly anxious.

"Why are you always so nice to me? I'm usually a bitch to you." You ask him. He laughs. "I don't know, honestly. I kinda just figured that that's how you are. Like I said earlier, I don't take it personal."

You look at him wide eyed. It is just how you are. You were snarky, sarcastic and a tad bit mean but that was just how your humor was.

You loved people who didn't take it seriously and understood you were just joking around or being yourself.

You loved the kind of people who handled your attitude or even gave the same energy back. Pieck and Eren were prime examples of knowing how to deal with you.

"Hm." You mumble looking back at your feet. You wanted to kick your shoes off so badly. You wanted to just take the entire costume off and change into pjs and crawl into bed and just cry.

Floch looks up at the sky. "The moon looks pretty." You look up at it. It was in the shape of a crescent sliver that reminded you of the cat from Alice in Wonderland. "It does."

Then suddenly, you remember what else the moon reminds you of. There's a stabbing pain right where your heart is again.

You see Pieck's car pull up and your phone vibrates in your hand. You know for a fact it's her texting you to tell you she's here but there still a small glimmer of hope deep inside you that it's Eren.

Once you flip your phone over, your heart breaks again. You set yourself up for disappointment there.

"She's here." You say standing up and dusting yourself off. "Thanks for waiting with me."

Floch stands up too and picks up his keys. "No problem. See you later."

You smile at him and start to walk toward Pieck's car. You open up the passenger door and slide into the seat and before she can even say anything, you start crying like a baby.

Pieck just stares at you, not really sure what to do. She's never seen you cry before. Especially not like this.

She lets you cry it out knowing you were probably holding it in the whole time you were talking to that boy and she's right.

Right when Floch mentioned his name, right when he brought up the moon, all you wanted to do was cry. But there was no way in hell you were gonna do that in front of him.

You hated crying in front of people in general. The fact that you're doing it in front of Pieck just shows how much this is hurting you.

You wanted to cry for hours. You wanted to scream. You wanted to break stuff. You wanted to fight all the people who ganged up against you. You wanted to tell off Eren for leaving you.

But most of all, you just wanted a hug.

And the only person who you actually enjoyed hugs from, is no longer yours to hug.

It hurts. God, it hurts so bad. Make it stop.

You cry and cry for about a good 15 minutes while Pieck just sits there quietly. She doesn't speak or even attempt to touch you. That's probably the best for both of you.

Finally, once you feel like you're all out of tears, you lift your head up from your hands. You flip the visor down and look at yourself in the mirror.

You looked terrible. Your eyes were bloodshot and swollen. Your entire face looked puffy. You wipe snot from your nose and dab left over tears away.

"Are gonna tell me what happened now?" Pieck asks finally. You shake your head. "I don't want to talk about it."

She sighs and starts the car. "They found out, didn't they?" You look out the window and ignore her question.

"It was bound to happen. I'm guessing by the way you look they didn't take it too well." She points out as she starts to drive away.

"Not at all." You sniffle. You could see your reflection in the window and it made you feel even more shitty. You looked so sad.

"And Eren?" She asks. "Where did he go?"

"He left me." You say, your voice faltering. Saying it out loud made it a million times more painful. You felt like you were getting shot all over again.

She looks at you, her eyes wide and lips parted open. "I'm sorry, he what?"

"God, don't make me fucking repeat it again!" You cry. "He left me. They found out and shit went down and he dumped me. Just tossed me aside like I was nothing."

Pieck keeps quiet for a moment. "As much as I hate to admit it, I'm having a hard time believing he would do that."

You look at her, a furious expression on your face. "Why the hell would I lie? He literally said it was over and he didn't wanna see me anymore. That I was annoying and he was tired of me!"

You wait for her response but she doesn't say anything. You cross your arms over your chest and turn back to the window. "I'm such a fucking idiot. Everyone warned me he was just gonna end up hurting me and I still fell for him anyway. All because I thought I was different."

Now you were just ranting. Venting all your feelings.

"All the other girls thought they were different too. Hitch, Mikasa, Historia, all of them fell for him and thought they could change him and they ended up getting hurt."

You felt your eyes burn. "Why the fuck did I think I was different from any of those girls? What makes me so special?"

"Y/n.." Pieck starts.

"All the shit I did. Everything we went through. All for what? So he could hit a couple times and then dip when things got messy?" You continue.

"Look. I know he has a history of doing that, that's why I'm saying I can't believe I'm saying this, but I really can't believe he would do something like that. To you atleast." Pieck says, her eyes straight ahead.

"Why? Why not?" You press.

"Y/n. I saw him at your bedside every single day for almost a whole week when you were in the hospital. I saw him pass out on sleeping in a bed or even food just because he wanted to be the first person you saw when you woke up." Pieck explains.

"I saw his reaction when you woke up for the first time. He was crying and hugging you. You couldn't remember who he was at first and it destroyed him thinking you lost all memories of him but he was just so grateful you were alive anyway." She adds.

Pieck turns to you now. "I've seen the way he looks at you. The way he cares for you. He loves you, y/n. That's why I'm having such a hard time understanding why he would do something like that."

"Because he doesn't love me! He fooled you, he fooled all of us. He doesn't care. If he did, why did he leave me when he knows I need him? We knew everyone was gonna find out and get mad but we were supposed to go through it together. We were gonna stay strong and ignore them." You shout.

"We were supposed to keep being together but he just gave up. Like he didn't want to have to deal with this so he just ended it." You say, your voice quieter now.

"Maybe he did it for a reason." Pieck suggests. "What reason?! I don't understand! And if there was some dumb excuse for breaking my heart, why did he have to say all that extra shit? You didn't hear all the mean stuff he said, Pieck. Why not just leave? Why did he have to hurt my feelings in the process?" You say, your arms waving around in the air.

Pieck sighs. "I don't know honestly. I really don't. Maybe he thought it'd be easier for you to hate him."

You cover your ears and close your eyes. "Stop making excuses for him."

"I'm not. He shouldn't have left you. He shouldn't have said mean stuff to you. But I'm just trying to see both sides." She admits.

You point the small AC vent toward you and you feel the cool air hit your face. "You're my sister. You're supposed to be on my side, not his."

"I didn't say I was on his side." She snaps. "I'm saying that I'm trying to understand the situation. I can't give you advice on something I don't fully get."

"I don't need advice. I hate him. That's that. I hate him the way I hated him when we first met. The way it should've stayed." You hiss.

"You don't hate him like when you first met." Pieck says. "What? Yes I do." You snap.

"I'm not saying you don't hate him. I know right now you probably hate him more than anything. But you don't hate him the way you did when you first met." She says.

There's a red light so she stops and turns to you. "You didn't love him when you first met. You love him now. The hate you feel is much stronger than it was at first."

You roll your eyes. "Like I said, it should've just stayed that way from the beginning. Then maybe this wouldn't hurt so damn much."

"I don't think you hate him. I think you hate what he did to you." She says taking off as the light turns green.

You blink at her. "What are you? My therapist? Shut up."

She scoffs. "I had to come pick up your ass in the middle of the night. I can be whatever the hell I wanna be."

You laugh a little. Just like you said earlier. She knows how to handle your attitude.

Finally, you arrive at her place and kick your platform boots off as you enter the cozy little home.

"You can stay in the guest room. I'll get you some clothes. Just be quiet because Porco is asleep and he has work tomorrow." Pieck says quietly as she sneaks into her room.

You enter the guest bed room and immediately begin to strip your clothes off. It felt so relieving to finally take it all off.

You bring the dress up to your nose and smell it. It reeked off alcohol. Your whole body did. Including your face and hair.

Pieck returns and tosses the clothes on the bed. "The restroom is over here if you're gonna shower. There's leftovers in the kitchen if you want some, just remember to be quiet."

You nod. "Thanks." She stares at you for a moment. "You sure you gonna be okay?"

You take out the small hair ties out from your hair. "I just need a hot shower and some sleep." You lie.

This was gonna be killing you for days.

You can tell she doesn't believe you but she lets you go. "Okay, goodnight then."

After you take a hot shower and cry it all out in there where no one can see or hear you, you change into the clothes Pieck let you borrow and you crawl into bed.

You felt like absolute shit still and you just know it's gonna be worse in the morning. Your head was pounding and your eyes stung intensely. Let's not even talk about the aching feeling in your chest.

You spot your phone on the night stand and you stare at it for a little. You were terrified to flip it over. You had no idea what you were gonna see.

Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it's a text from Eren.

You mentally prepare yourself and take a deep breath. You flip the phone around and the screen lights up.

Your first thought was right. There was nothing.

No texts. No calls. Nothing at all.

Not from Sasha. Not from Connie. Especially not Hitch.

And definitely not Eren.

You still couldn't wrap your head around what happened. Why did he say all those awful things to you? Is that really how he felt? Was he keeping that all inside for that long?

The wedding was next weekend and now you had no date. Now that you're heartbroken, a wedding is the last place you even wanna be at right now.

But it's not like you can ditch. You're a bridesmaid. And you also wouldn't do that to Pieck. Especially after she came to your rescue and let you stay at her place.

You set your phone back down and look up at the ceiling. It was crazy how your life did a compete 180 in just a few seconds.

Just a few hours ago, you were having a dance party with Hitch. A couple hours after that, you were having sex with Eren.

Now neither of them wanna be around you. One hates you and the other one claims to do the same.

It was like everyone decided to team up and make this night the absolute worst for you.

Maybe it was your karma. Maybe it's what you deserved for trying to have things your way. For trying to get back at Jean. Or going at Mikasa. Or lying to Hitch. To everyone.

The truth comes out eventually. What is done in the dark will always find a way to shine.

You feel tears slide down the sides of your face as you continue to stare at the fan. How was it even possible that you still had any tears left? It felt like you cried out all the water in your body already.

You turn to the side and close your eyes. More tears streaming down.

Before you know it, you've cried yourself to sleep.

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new meme video so u guys hate me a lil less <3 ok bye

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