⚡️ sorry it took me a while to upload i've been busy but there's some smut, actually, A LOT of smut to make for it in this chapter. enjoy u horny shits & remember both hands on the phone at all times. IM WATCHING U

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The next day you're eager for the day to come to an end. The doctors spend the time conducting several tests and eyeing you very closely which was sorta irritating but before you knew it, you were ready to go home.

"You check out while I go bring the car around, okay?" Eren says. You nod and watch the boy walk away. He carried your flowers that Hitch got you, the big balloon still attached, the bear Porco gave you and his belongings all in his arms.

You had offered to help carry some of the stuff but he, of course, refused and insisted he could do it by himself and that he didn't want you hurting yourself.

You were so glad to finally get out of this place. You weren't really sure what it was about hospitals but they just freaked you out. Maybe it's the fact people are usually dying on the same floor as you. Sometimes right in the next room.

You walk up to one of the desks so you can check yourself out. You sign a bunch of papers and they hand you all your pain medicine and the instructions for caring for your wound.

"Did my insurance cover most of it?" You ask. You just saw the bill and you wanted to have a heart attack. Why the hell are hospital bills so damn expensive? It's not your fault you got fucking shot.

One of the nurses flips through a folder before answering you. "Your insurance covered most of it but that man paid the rest."

Man? Is she talking about Pieck's dad?

"Man? Last name Finger?" You ask.

She returns her eyes back to the papers in front of her. "Mm, no. Jaeger." You pinch your nose bridge. "You're kidding."

The nurse shakes her head. "Nope. It says here that the card on file is owned by Eren Jaeger." You shake your head. "What an idiot."

You grab your stuff and thank the nurse and make your way out the automatic doors. Eren's car is already at the front and as soon as you hop in, you slap his arm.

"Ow! The fuck are you doing?" He shouts. "You paid my hospital bill?!" You shout back. "Well, yeah. You know, most girls would say thank you not hit me." He says rubbing his arm.

You sigh and throw your head back against the seat. "You didn't have to do that, Eren." He starts the car and begins to pull out the lot. "Yeah, I know. But hospital bills are expensive. Your mom was gonna pay but I told her I would do it since it's technically my fault you got shot anyway."

"It wasn't your fault but okay." You mutter as you turn to look out the window. "Maybe not be directly but he came looking for me because I fucked him up. So yeah, my fault." He argues.

You say nothing. You still couldn't believe he paid for it. Well, you could. The guy has so much money and nothing to even blow it on. Hence why he throws pointless huge parties that he doesn't even leave his room for.

But still, it wasn't just a couple hundred bucks. It was a lot.

"You mad?" He asks. You don't say anything again.

"Hey." He says, using his hand to twist head to face him. "If you're feeling bad about it, you can always repay me in other ways. Show me how thankful you are." He winks.

You smile a little and roll your eyes. "So you paid my bill so I could owe you some head or something?" He laughs. "No, but if that was the case, can you blame me? That throat game is godly."

You burst out laughing. "Shut up."

He smiles. "I'm not kidding." You hated how it was impossible to stay mad at him.

Not like you really were. You were a little mad he paid the bill but it was actually kinda sweet. You just hated feeling like some kind of charity case. But you know to Eren, that's not what you are.

You roll down your window and stick out your arm, your hand gliding in the wind. "God, I'm so glad to be outta there. Felt like prison."

Eren laughs. "You excited to go home?" Home. He said it again.

"Yeah." You try to say casually like you weren't squealing inside. "I can't wait to take a shower. I feel disgusting."

Eren looks at you, serious. "Remember you can't take a bath or anything because of your stitches so showers only. No pools either. Not for two weeks atleast until you get them off."

You roll your eyes at him. "Yeah. I know. I was there when they told me, ya know?" He shakes his head. "Sometimes you don't listen so I'm just reminding you."

You don't argue with him there. You had a bad habit of randomly zoning out which is why sometimes you were completely lost or oblivious to stuff that was going on around you. You were either too aware or not aware at all.

As you see him approach closer to his house, you realize you have none of your stuff with you. "I don't have my laptop for school. Or my charger. Or my toothbrush. Or literally anything. Just my phone."

"You can use my laptop. I have an extra charger. I'll buy you a toothbrush and anything else you need." Eren says still looking ahead. He turns to you. "Any other complaints?"

You frown and turn away from him. "Wasn't complaining. Just saying." He chuckles as he pulls into his driveway. "Good."

Once he puts the car in park, you both step out. Again, you try to help take some of the stuff down and after arguing about it for like two whole minutes, he still doesn't let you. "Here. You can open the house, crybaby." He offers as he hands you the key.

You snatch the keys from his hand and stomp to the door. It felt so weird opening his house up. Especially after he keeps calling it your home.

You insert the key into the hole and you feel tingly when the door unlocks. Now it really did feel like you were coming home.

You open the door and step in, holding the door open for him as he walks in with all the stuff in his hands.

"Where do you want these flowers?" He asks. You shrug. "Anywhere I guess." He sets them down on the kitchen table right in the center and sets the bear on the sofa.

He immediately lays down beside it. He stretches and yawns loudly. "It feels fucking amazing to actually lay down comfortably."

You sit on the coffee table in front of him. "No one told you to sleep in that tiny ass chair, Jaeger. Your brother told me he told you to go home and sleep and you didn't want to."

He closes his eyes and for a moment you swear he's gonna fall asleep. You stand up and poke at his chest. "Hey, if you're gonna sleep go upstairs to an actual bed, dummy."

He doesn't respond and you catch yourself smiling a little. He truly was exhausted. He even said himself he hasn't slept at all since you got to the hospital. Not just because of the uncomfortable ass chair but because he couldn't sleep period. His mind was racing.

You decide to just let him sleep because you know he needs it. "I'm gonna go shower, okay?" You say as you begin walking away from him.

He suddenly grabs your hand causing you to jump a little. "Mm, wait." He says still half asleep. "Come here."

He pulls you slightly toward him. "Lay down with me real quick." You hesitate at first. "After I shower, I will. I probably stink right now."

He pulls you again. "I don't care. Come here." You sigh and lay with him on the couch and he immediately big spoons you.

It was a rare feeling. You never let people do this kind of stuff to you. Mainly because you aren't use to it.

Not even when you dated Anthony, he never showed any kind of affection. Never really hugged you or held your hand. Never cuddled with you. Only time he ever even touched you was when he was trying to have sex.

That's probably why you were so easily swayed by Jean. Because he did little things like hold your hand, caress your cheek. You were just too naive.

Even with everyone else, you freak out anytime someone touches you or tries to hug you. It just felt unnatural.

But it felt natural with Eren. You noticed that even from the start, every time the two of you accidentally touched, it didn't make you feel uncomfortable.

It was weird still of course but you got used to it quick. It was now something you yearned for. Something you looked forward to. He was turning you into an affectionate person. Which is odd because you would've never thought he was one to begin with.

Now that you think of it. Eren is the first person ever to cuddle you.

You blink awkwardly in place while he holds you in his arms. He was asleep now and you were wide awake. You try to get up slowly but he pulls you into him again.

"I gotta shower." You remind him. "Just a little while longer." He mumbles. You giggle. "You're a big ass baby, you know that?"

You reminisce on the first night you saw this side of him. The hotbox. You, Sasha, Connie and Jean. You remember how awkward it was to be sandwiched in between the two boys.

Sasha sat in front of Eren and she had extended her arm back to scratch Eren's head. You remember being in complete awe of how his attitude completely changed after she did that. Like if that was his weakness.

He was being snarky and mean to you and then she played with his hair and that's when he apologized to you afterwards. It was like he was a completely different person.

You remember watching them. She ran his fingers against his hair and he shut his eyes and looked like he was in complete bliss. You remember feeling sorry for him because you could tell he had been lacking that sort of attention.

He looked so pure and innocent in that moment. It had freaked you out because he had always came off as heartless and cold. Like he didn't care for anyone but himself. Actually not even himself. Just didn't care for anything at all period.

Now that you knew him, the real him, it was clear it was all a facade. A tough exterior he put up. He was truly just a giant baby but to everyone else he was intimidating.

You weren't gonna lie, he definitely is still intimidating. He may be a softie but he's still stubborn and aggressive and a hothead. Not like you were one to talk though.

Once you hear his breathing get slower, his chest against your back beginning to rise and fall at a steady pace, it was clear he was fast asleep.

You try to gently as possible slip out of his arms. After you successfully do so, you look down at him.

He looked so tired and you started to feel bad. He spent four nights squeezing his long body on that small chair. All because he didn't want to leave your side.

You bend over and kiss his nose. Just like the time on the ferris wheel. The first time you ever truly saw him blush. The first time you saw his real smile.

You grab your phone and start heading up the stairs to his room. As you walk up the stairs, you dial your mom. After about four rings, she picks up.

"Hey. Just wanted to tell you, I'm out and at Eren's house." You say once you hear her voice. "Oh good." She replies back.

There's an awkward silence for a moment. The only sound being your footsteps going up the stairs. "Okay, well.. that's it. That's all I called for." You say.

"You know he paid your bill, right? Be nice to him, y/n." She states. "Yes, I'm aware. And what makes you think I'm not nice to him?" You snap.

"Whether you like to admit it or not, you're my daughter. I know you. You have a bad attitude." She scoffs. "Wonder where I got that from." You say finally reaching his room. It felt weird being in here without him, almost like you were intruding.

"Yeah, yeah. All I'm saying is be grateful. Not every guy would do something like that. So try not to be such a smart ass all the time or he's gonna get annoyed of you." She informs.

You roll your eyes. "If he couldn't handle my attitude, he would've been long gone already, trust me. Anyways, I got to go. I have to shower."

"Okay. Behave. Listen to whatever the doctors told you and BE CAREFUL, y/n. I'm not playing around with you." She says sternly.

You step into the restroom. "Stop talking to me like a child." You groan. "Bye!"

"Bye. Call your sister, she has to talk to you about some wedding stuff." Your mom says before hanging up.

Once the call is over, you ring Pieck but she doesn't answer. You set your phone down on the sink and stare at the shower. You had no idea how to work that shit.

"Alexa?" You say loudly, not really sure where to point your voice. You hear a small ding noise and jump. "Uh... Shower on? I think?"

You feel like Alexa is probably confused as hell as to why you sound like you're debating to take a shower or not but surprisingly, the shower turns on just a few seconds later.

"Damn, okay." You say proudly. You begin to take off your clothes when Pieck calls back. "Hello?" You say into the phone.

"You out the hospital already?" She asks. "Yup. Just got to Eren's a little while ago. I'm about to shower so whatever you need to tell me, make it quick."

Pieck smacks her lips. "Okay. I need you to get your dress measured. As soon as possible too because the wedding is already next month."

"Okay. I'll go tomorrow or something. Maybe the day after." You say as you stare at your now fully naked body in the mirror.

"Y/n, you better not forget I seriously-" Pieck starts but you hang up before she can finish. You set your phone down and do a full 360 in the mirror. Your body looked the same as usual but a tad bit thinner since you haven't ate in days.

You turn to the side and pay attention to the scar. You remember thinking it was so ugly until Eren said he found it badass. Now you had a new found appreciation for the scar.

You set your clothes into a small pile and grab your barely not even dirty pad and shove it into the trash can, making sure to put a bunch of toilet paper on top.

You were finally off your period and you were so relieved because it's been a hell of a week. The feeling of getting off your period was always so freeing.

The fact that you're sleeping at Eren's house for the next couple days just made the feeling even better.

"Alexa? Um, play my music?" Again, you start to think she won't understand but she starts playing music seconds later. "Oh shit. Cool."

You open up the glass doors and stare in awe. There was way too many shower heads that you didn't even know what to do. You have seen Eren shower in here before and how it looked so natural to him but never in your life have you showered in something like this.

You step in and you slowly creep your way in the middle of the shower. There's water hitting you from several angles and it's kinda overwhelming but at the same time it also feels nice. Like you're getting extra clean.

There's a small electronic pad on one of the walls that you're assuming controls the temperature of the water and the water pressure.

You try to shut some of the heads off since you honestly don't need this many but you have no idea how to work the thing and end up making the water pressure stronger.

"Okay, okay! Chill!" You yell tapping the machine again. After struggling for a good three minutes, you finally get the pressure to go back to normal but you still haven't figured out how to shut some of the heads off so you just keep it that way.

"Rich people shit." You mumble. You turn to the side where Eren has shampoo, body wash and shaving cream and it hits you that you have no idea what to wash with.

"Shit...." You lift up a bottle of Old Spice Shampoo. You open it up and take a sniff of it. "It smells like.."

"What are you doing?" Eren says standing outside the shower. You scream and cover your body with the towel that hung off the glass door.

He laughs. "I already saw everything, it's okay." You feel your face burn. "You're supposed to knock." You snap.

He frowns. "It's my bathroom." Your mouth drops open. "So?!" He opens up the door and looks at the shampoo bottle you dropped on the floor when he scared you. "You need me to go buy your shampoo and stuff?"

You stay quiet. "Hello?" He asks. "Yes, fine! Just go away." You say turning away from him. He chuckles. "Okay. Text me what you need, I'll be back."

He walks out the room and you sigh. You don't know how much he saw but since he said everything, you think he's telling the truth and really did.

It honestly doesn't matter considering the two of you are bound to have sex anyway so he's gonna see you naked at one point. But you always thought it would be in bed and under some maybe dim lighting. Not in the shower, fully exposed and in bright lighting.

"Alexa, shower off." You say aloud. She listens and you're still in awe of how it works each time. You tighten the towel around your body so that it stays wrapped around you.

You hop up on the sink and grab your phone. You search up your hair and body products and screenshot them to send to him.

You kinda felt bad getting him to buy them considering you're only gonna be here for a couple days. You begin feeling like you should've just brought your stuff from home.

But then again... Is this his way of saying he wants you to keep stuff like that here? To have whenever you come over?

You bite on your thumbnail. He did offer to buy you a toothbrush. A toothbrush to keep here. Isn't that the sign of a couple getting serious?

After the pictures deliver, he replies with a thumbs up. While you wait, you go through your notifications.

You had a text from a bunch of people saying they wish you a speedy recovery and blah, blah, blah. You send a few thank yous to the ones you actually know mean it.

Then there's Historia.

Historia

Historia: oh my god i hope you're okay! :(
Historia: if u need anyone u know i'm here 💗

You can't help but feel a bit annoyed. Historia hasn't really given you a reason to hate her but ever since her confronting you at the cabin, you can't look at her the same anymore.

If she freaked out like that over just a simple conversation she overheard, imagine when she finds out you and Eren are actually a thing now. She would flip.

You scroll further down and see a message from Ymir.

Ymir: u better survive so u can rub it in that loser's face and show off ur badass scar

You smile when you read that one. That's a genuine text. Ymir has always been cool with you. But you know the day Historia turns on you, so will she.

There's texts from Reiner, Bert, Marco, Hitch and the others too.

But the one that really makes your blood boil is Armin. Armin fucking Arlert.

Armin: hope you recover soon!

You clench your phone tightly. You wanted to throw it across the room and scream. You knew it may not be directly his fault you got shot but it partially is. If the whole Mikasa thing didn't happen, you would've never gone to the movies with Marco.

But honestly, Anthony would've showed up wherever and whenever. He would've found you eventually. Found Eren eventually.

You felt sick to your stomach. Why was your life such a fucking mess? Why couldn't you catch a fucking break? It was exhausting. It seemed like every day was a new thing.

Luckily, you didn't have to worry about Anthony anymore. He was locked up and you prayed he was gonna stay that way.

But you got rid of a problem and gained two more. Now instead of having beef with Anthony, you had beef with Armin and Mikasa. And you weren't planning on letting that go.

No way.

They were either gonna get their asses beat or you were gonna get revenge on them some how. You were torn on which you wanted to do more. Part of you is leaning more toward revenge considering you can't fight at the moment anyway unless you wanna spilt your side open again.

How embarrassing would it be if you're fighting them and your stitches just open. It would look like you lost and you'd probably end up bleeding all over the floor.

So revenge it was. At least for now. Give you two weeks for the stitches to get removed and then we'll see if you're still salty about it.

You go to google and try to search for your news headline and pray they don't show any bad photos of you. After typing in key words like Paradis movie theater and shooting, it comes up.

Luckily, they didn't show any bad pictures but you're in horror when they see they used your profile picture. You figure they did that since they didn't have any other photos on file since you just moved here but damn, did they have to go to your social media?

The next photo is a picture of Anthony's mugshot. He looked terrible. Eren was right. He definitely was on drugs. You could see it in his eyes and his face looked fucked up. The fact that you know the reason why his face is like that makes it even funnier.

You scroll and read the news post. You cringe as you read it. It felt like your whole business was made public. You're so concentrated on reading the article that you jump when Eren comes back.

"Here." He says setting the bag down. You hop off the sink and go through the bags. He got everything you told him plus a toothbrush, a razor, shaving cream and lotion.

"You didn't have to get me all this." You say lifting up the stuff one by one. "It's so you can keep it here." He says casually.

You drop the bottle of lotion on the ground. He admitted it. You were right.

"What the fuck?" He asks picking it up. "You good?" You take the lotion from him and pretend to read the bottle so he doesn't catch how flustered you are.

"I tried to get scents that I thought you'd like or that I've smelled on you before." He says scratching his head. "Sorry if you don't like any of them. Your hair stuff is exactly what you asked for though."

You grab the stuff and set it in the shower. "No, this was really sweet, thank you." You walk up to him and kiss him on the cheek. He responds by turning a soft shade of pink.

"Alexa, shower on." You turn to Eren. "You can go now." He frowns. "I need to shower too."

You open the shower door. "Shower after me." He takes off shirt. "We'll save water if we shower together."

You tighten your grip around your towel. You've seen him shirtless several times but it never gets easier.

"Like you can't pay the water bill?" You ask stepping back. He pulls his pants down and kicks them off.

He walks up to you causing you to step back further and bump into the glass. "I meant for the planet. Don't be selfish."

He was right in front of you now, your back against the cold glass. He brings his hand to your face and slides it down to your neck. "You always act so confident and bold but whenever it comes to stuff like this..."

His fingers creep down to your collarbone giving you chills. They then travel down further to meet with your hand that holds up the towel around you. "You wanna get shy all the sudden."

You instinctively hold the towel tighter. He's right. You were always acting one way and then another when it came to intimate moments like this. You couldn't help it. You felt like a virgin all over again when it came to him.

"I'm not shy." You say, trying to sound as confident as possible. That was a lie. A terrible one in fact but you had too much pride to admit he was right. You wanted to prove him wrong.

"Okay. Prove it." He smirks.

Shit.

You didn't get why you were like this. He's seen you in a bikini before. Even in a bra and underwear. He basically saw you half naked when you took a bath in front of him and he was massaging your boobs.

But this was different. It was fully exposed. In clear, bright lights too. He would be able to see every part of your body. It was almost humiliating.

But again. You weren't gonna let him be right.

"Fine." You drop the towel to the ground and try to stand tall and fearless.

He immediately looks you up and down and for a second you feel like you might pass out. You resisted the urge to run away and hide.

You watch him as he studies you. His eyes glow and twinkle with excitement. You can practically see him putting you in 20 different positions in his head.

He licks his lips and smiles. "Yeah, get your ass in the shower, now." He starts taking off his boxers while you slip into the shower.

The water was an awkward temperature. The kind where it's an uncomfortable type of lukewarm. Not cold but not hot either. Not even warm. Just room temperature.

Eren enters the shower with you, closing the door behind him. He sticks his hand out and feels the water. "You messed with it, huh?"

You shrug. "I tried to mess with it but I don't get how it works." He walks past you and begins to press stuff on the keypad.

You admire his body while he does it. You still haven't gotten used to the fact that this is real. How it was physically possible for a human to be that perfectly built. His parents definitely understood the assignment.

"There." He says turning around. You touch the water and it was back to the perfect temperature.

Eren grabs your hand and leads you right to the middle. "Come here."

He pulls you to him until you're right in front of him. Bodies pressed together. You rest a hand on his chest and look up at him.

He looks down at you and smiles. "Hey." You smile back. "Hey."

He pulls you even closer to him by wrapping his arm behind your back and he kisses you. You bring both arms around his neck. Your hand pulls the hair tie out of his hair so his dark locks fall on his shoulders.

The kiss lasts a while. Getting harder and sloppier the more it went on. Your body was pushed tightly on his, your boobs pressed up against his chest.

It turned into a whole make out sesh and the fact that you were both naked made it even more intense. You pull away from him and smile. "Stop distracting me."

You grab the new bottle of body wash he got you and put some onto the small, fluffy pink loofa he also got you.

You begin to wash your body and he admires you for a few moments. He then takes it out of your hands. "Let me do it. I'm supposed to be taking care of you."

He turns you around so that your back is against his chest now. You feel his dick pressed up against you too.

He hugs you from the back and his mouth rests right by your ear as he starts gliding the soapy scrub over your chest, the bubbles sliding down your boobs.

From your chest, he goes down to your stomach, careful to not touch your stitches. He starts to plant kisses on your neck too.

You close your eyes and enjoy this moment. Not every day a fine ass man like this rubs soap all over your body.

Although, you could make it everyday.

He starts to clean your entire body. Releasing you from his arms so he can get your backside. The loofa exploring your lower back and your ass. He squats down in front of you to get your legs.

"You know, I feel like my hands can do a better job at cleaning you." He says, setting the scrub aside. "Oh yeah?" You ask, looking down at him.

He squirts body wash into his hands and rubs them together. "Mmhm." He kneels in front of you and begins to work the soap into your skin. It was honestly just an excuse to feel up your thighs because he does it for a while.

He plants kisses all over them after the water washes the bubbles away. He lifts up one of your legs and tosses it over his shoulder so he can kiss the inside of your thighs.

You feel your heartbeat ten times faster as his lips inch closer and closer to space in between your legs. "I forgot to clean you here." He says, his fingers coming to meet your folds.

"You don't have to, I can-" You start but let out a sharp gasp. He fingers slide in between the folds, letting the water hit the area easier. Looks like all the shower heads in every direction really is useful after all.

He spreads the lips apart and uses his wet hands to expose the area more. You whine and attempt to take your leg off his shoulder but he doesn't let you. "This is embarrassing." You cry.

"Thought you weren't shy?" He smiles as he looks up at you. "I'm not but you're seeing everything." You defend.

He grins. "I know. I love it." While still maintaining eye contact with you and his fingers still spreading you open, he lays a kiss right on your clit causing your body to quiver.

"Eren, I-" You start but then he kisses you there again but this time with tongue. "Mmmm." He sounds out as he pulls away. His fingers massage your pussy and he slips one in, causing you to suck in air. "You have such a pretty pussy, baby."

You feel your face immediately burn up. He catches your bashful expression and smiles. He starts to kiss up your body. He kisses your hips, then your bellybutton and then your side.

He hovers right above the scar, his fingers following the line. He smiles softly and then kisses the scar end to end. He truly knew how to make you feel so much less insecure about it.

He gets up from his knees now and kisses further up your body. He kisses your boobs for a while, sucking on them while you run your fingers through his hair. Then he goes back up to your neck and to your lips.

The kisses are even more heavier this time. There was a throbbing presence in between your legs and your body was screaming at you to satisfy it in any way.

Eren slips his thigh in between your legs as he lifts up one of your legs again and you find your body unconsciously grinding up against it as it searched for a way to alleviate the tension.

You've never rode someone's thigh before because you've never been that needy. But right now, you we're definitely, definitely that needy.

You've wanted to fuck Eren for the longest already and everytime you swore it was about to happen, something had to get in the way.

But this time nothing was. Well the risk of opening up your scar but maybe if the two of you were gentle enough, it'd work out. Maybe. At this point you didn't even care, you just needed it already. This was torture.

It was the sloppiest you've ever kissed anyone. The two of you kissed eachother like it was the last kiss you'd ever have. He moves away from your mouth and starts to do the same to your neck and ears which causes you to grind up against him more.

You knew you probably you looked so needy and pathetic riding his thigh but you couldn't take it anymore. You needed to relieve the pressure and the throbbing pain.

"Fuck me already." You cry. Eren shakes his head. "Can't risk you falling in the shower, baby."

You groan. "Ugh, okay well when we get out?" He grins. "Maybe."

You glare at him. He was teasing you. No, torturing you. The throbbing became harder and it was painful now. The thigh riding helped take some of the pressure off but you knew you weren't gonna be satisfied til you had the real thing.

You wrap your hand around his dick and slide it between your legs. The head gliding up and down your folds. "Doesn't that feel good?" You ask him.

He bites his lip and watches as you control his dick. He was losing his mind. "Come on, baby. Please fuck me." You sing.

He doesn't give in so you continue to slide the tip up and down against you. He watches intently, never taking his eyes off what's happening. His lips parted open, his breathing slow and hard.

You never take your eyes off him though. You smile as you stick just the tip inside you causing both of you to hiss. "Fuck..." You whine.

It was just the tip and it already hurt. You could tell he was definitely gonna stretch you out once he was fully in.

"I don't want you to fall and get hurt." Eren says still looking down at his dick just barely inside you.

"You're gonna hurt me anyway." You lean in so your lips graze his ear. "You're soooo big."

He closes his eyes and licks his lips. He takes his leg out from in between yours and grabs your throat, pushing you against the wall. "You don't fucking listen."

You smile and shake your woozy head. "No, I don't. Maybe you should punish me." You offer. He smiles too. "God, you're so..."

He slides his hand in between your legs and spreads them open. His fingers exploring you again. This time you weren't bashful or embarrassed, you were excited and ready.

His hand still around your throat and his eyes boaring into yours, he begins to play with you. Other than the sound of the water beating against the floor from the shower heads, there was the soft sound of macaroni noises.

You were dripping wet and it wasn't even because of the shower. You were leaking all on your own. Your body was preparing itself for what was to come. You were gonna get dick today and nothing or no one was gonna stop that. You were tired of interruptions.

You smile at him and he smiles back, he slides a finger in you and watches as your smile drops and eyes close.

He chuckles and begins to slide the finger in and out of you before he adds another one. His ring and middle finger pumping into you. His thumb rubbing circles around your clit.

You felt your knees grow weak. You've never been fingered standing up before and now you understood why. If it wasn't for the wall behind you and his hands tight around your throat, you would've probably already slipped to the ground.

You were seeing stars. You weren't sure if it was from the way he was choking you or the way he was fingering you but you didn't care. You didn't want him to stop either one of those things.

Eren notices you start to slide further and further down the wall the faster he goes so he stops.

In the massive shower, there was built in seats on the wall. He takes a seat on one and grabs your hand to pull you toward him.

"I thought you were about saving the planet." You tease. "Alexa, shower off." He says loudly, not even slightly phased. Oh...

He bends you over his lap so that you're now laying across it. His hands creep down your back to your ass which he massages and rubs before slapping it hard.

You hiss and jump a little. It caught you off guard because you didn't expect that to happen but you definitely should've saw it coming.

After that, he did not go easy on you whatsoever. He completely finger fucked the shit out of you. He started with one finger, then two and then even three at one point.

"I gotta get you ready for this dick, baby." He claimed. You were in a complete euphoria so all you could do was nod and obey him as he pumped his long fingers in and out of you for a good 15 minutes.

He was way too good as this and you tried not to think about how he came to be this good. He did all the right things, hit all the right spots. And unlike most boys, he actually knew where the clit was.

And not like you could deny it either because you came all over his fingers. At one point you even swore you were about to squirt. Honestly, you weren't even sure what happened. You were losing it the whole time.

If he could do all that with just his fingers...

He lifts you up off of him and he laughs when he sees you wobble a little when you stand up. "Let's hurry up and finish showering so I can give you what you really want."

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After the two of you do everything you need to do in the shower. You both step out into his room with towels around your bodies.

You wait patiently as he hands you some clothes. You loved, loved, loved, his clothes. They were always so much more comfortable than yours. The fact that they smelled like his laundry detergent too always made it better.

He hands you a Nirvana t-shirt and some boxers. You hold the shirt up to look at it. "Name 5 Nirvana songs right now or it's over." You demand. He laughs. "Shut up."

"I'm serious! You have until I change into this shirt. Clocks ticking." You say slipping the shirt over your head. Eren smacks his lips. "Dumb, Heart-shaped box, Lithium, Come as you are, and About A Girl."

You smile at him and slip on the boxers. "Okay, okay. He valid or whatever." He changes into his clothes too.

"I'm not surprised you listen to rock music." You say sitting on the bed. "Why?" Eren asks. He was only wearing a pair of sweats, choosing to be shirtless. Of course.

"Because you're-"
"If you say an emo boy, I'm gonna kill you."

You grin. "Alexa? Play Emo Boy by Ayesha Erotica." It's quiet for a few seconds until the song comes blaring on the speakers.

You get on the bed and start jumping and singing along to the lyrics. He crosses his arms and watches you. "You're in a good mood now." He smirks. "I wonder why."

You ignore him and keep singing along and dancing. "Hey emo boy. Hey, hey, hey emo boy!"

His smile fades. "Hey! You better be careful and not fall, dumbass. I swear to god if you open up your stitches, I'm gonna kick your ass."

You continue to jump up and down on the bed regardless of his warnings as you patiently wait for you favorite part of the song to come on.

"Y/n..." Eren scowls, he was trying his absolute hardest not to laugh. You go up to him and grab his hands so he can dance with you. "Come on, fuck me emo boy! Hey emo boy! Hey, hey, hey emo boy!"

He was struggling not to smile. You lean up to his face. "It may not look like he gets bitches.." You place a hand on his crotch and squeeze causing him to crouch down. "BUT HONEY THAT DICK WAS ELEVEN INCHES."

He gives up and sits on the floor. A laughing, smiling mess as he watched you dance around the room in his t-shirt and underwear. He couldn't believe that just a couple hours ago, you were in a hospital bed hooked up with wires and tubes. You truly were something else.

"I thought you had a concussion." He says. "HUH?!" You shout over the music. "I THOUGHT YOU HAD A CONCUSSION." He repeats louder.

You heard what he said but pretend like you didn't. "Can't hear you sorry." You say pointing at your ears. He knows you're lying so he just lets the song and you finish.

The song comes to an end and you plop down the bed. "Whew. That was fun." He laughs and stand up from the ground. "I can tell."

You lift your head up slightly to look at him. "Can you bring me water? I'm thirsty." He chuckles and shakes his head. "Be right back."

"Hey! Wait! Where is your laptop? So I can check to see my assignments?" You ask before he leaves the room. He points to his desk and you see the Macbook Pro rested on its surface.

He leaves and you grab the laptop and hop back on the bed. You probably should be more careful with doing so but his bed is incredibly soft it felt impossible to actually hurt yourself.

You lay down on your stomach, also probably not a good idea, and flip the laptop open. When it turns on, it asks for a password and you have absolutely no idea what it would be.

You slide off the bed and run to the railing of the second floor. "I need your password!" You yell. "What?" You hear from downstairs, in the kitchen.

"PASSWORRRRRRD." You yell again. "JAEGER WITH A Y!" He yells back.

"Jaeger with a Y?" You ask. He stands at the bottom of the steps now with two water bottles in his hands. "Yeah with a Y instead of a J. The E and A switch places."

You blink at him and he sighs. "Y.E.A.G.E.R." You move away from the railing and begin walking back to the room. "Y...e...a...g.." You mumble to yourself.

You crawl back into the bed and type in the password and it works. He walks in and tosses your water on the bed and sets his on the night stand.

"Why did you spell it like that?" You ask looking up from the screen. "It's a family inside joke. We spell it like that sometimes to mess with people's heads." He responds and sits on the bed, switching the TV on.

"Ah." You say returning your attention to the screen. You're not surprised when you see his background is just a plain black screen.

"You don't have a background?" You ask. He shakes his head, eyes still on the TV as he flips through Netflix.

"You should put a picture or something." You say pressing on Google Chrome and typing in the school's website. "I did. It was a picture of me and my parents but I took it off." He replies.

You freeze for a moment, the website only halfway typed. "Oh. I didn't know." You say looking at him. He turns to you and smiles. "It's okay. Put a picture of us or something."

You stay quiet and try to think if the two of you even have photos together. The only one that comes to mind is the one of his hand around your throat.

"We don't have any together. I have pictures of you and you have some of me but not any together." You say sadly. It had just hit you that that was true.

If you would've died after all, he would've had no pictures of the two of you together. Just you alone.

"We gotta change that." You say typing in the rest of the website in. "Put one of you then for now. Wanna watch Scott Pilgrim since we didn't last time?" He asks.

"Ouu, yes. And okay, how do I do that?" You say closing the page temporarily. "Go to my photos." He says as he clicks on the movie.

Your heart skips a beat. His photos? Don't iphones and macbooks sync together? His messages are on here and so are all his pictures. Part of you was curious to see what he had on his camera roll while the other part of you was terrified.

"I don't think I should. You do it." You say turning the laptop toward him. He frowns. "Why?"

You shrivel into yourself. "I don't know. What if I see something bad and I get pissed?" He laughs. "I deleted everything like that already so you aren't gonna see anything bad."

"You did? When?" You ask turning the laptop back to face you. "I was at your bedside for three whole days with nothing to do but wait for you to wake up. I had a lot of time on my hands. Anything that happened before you is deleted."

You try to not smile but your lips twitched uncontrollably and your cheeks ached. How was he so damn perfect? It was killing you.

"Okay." You say as you open up the camera roll. There's a whole bunch of pictures of him with his friends and family, screenshots of random stuff, pictures of himself, pictures of homework, of course, and pictures of you. He wasn't kidding when he said he deleted practically half his pictures.

"Which picture is your favorite?" You ask. You were still laying on your stomach so he crawls over to you and hovers over you, his arms on each side of you holding up his weight.

You crane your head to the side and look at him. He rests his chin on your shoulders, tickling you slightly.

"Well, this one I have as my lock screen already so we gotta pick a different one. Put this one." He points to the one of you on the ferris wheel holding up the peace sign.

"You look cute there." He says as he kissing your cheek, tickling you even more. "Okay." You press on the picture and set it as the background.

You couldn't believe you actually managed to get Eren Jaeger to put you as both his phone's lock screen and his laptop's background.

"Ta-da." You sing once it's set. "You like it?" You ask. He nods and kisses you again on the other side of your face. "I love it."

He returns back to his former position, back against the head board as he starts the movie. You go back to google and finishing going to your school's website.

"Shit. I really do have so many assignments on here already." You notice. You got shot on Tuesday and today was now Saturday so you only missed two days of school yet it seemed like way more.

You sigh and begin to click through the assignments and read some of the notes. "My head hurts already."

Eren laughs. "Well first off, you're not supposed to be looking at bright screens. Especially not that close up to your face. Second, you were jumping up and down to loud music when you know you're not supposed to."

You groan and lay your head down. "I just wanna go back to normal already. This sucks." Eren crawls over to you. "I know baby. Just worry about school later."

You shake your head. "This is due by Sunday before midnight. I have to get started on it now because it's a lot."

Eren sets his hands on your calves. "I'm sure they'll give you a extension once you show them the doctor's note."

You ignore him and keep reading. His hands slide further and further up your legs until he reaches your thighs and your ass. He begins kneading at the skin.

"You're distracting me." You say as you try your best to continue concentrating. "I know." He whispers.

He pulls the boxers off your hips and pulls them down to your knees. There was a cold breeze that hit you immediately.

"Eren.." You scold. He slides the boxers further down your legs until they're off completely. "Yeah?" He answers.

You keep your eyes on the laptop in front of you but your mind was already else where. You feel his cold hand slide in between your legs and part them open.

"You want me to stop?" He asks. "Yes." You lie.

His thumb glides across your folds, picking up the moisture. "Really? Cause it doesn't look like it. You're so wet already and I've barely even touched you."

He slides his hands under your hips to lift them up slightly and then he picks up your feet and rests them on his shoulders as he lays on his stomach behind you.

You were now practically bent over in front of him, with your legs up behind you. "Eren."

You twist your neck around to look at him and he smiles at you as he plants kisses on your ass. "What? I thought you said you don't feel good."

You just watch him as he kisses lower and lower, his eyes never leaving yours. "I just wanna help you feel good."

You open your mouth to speak but it immediately closes when he brings his mouth to your center. He wraps his arms around your thighs as he brings you closer to his mouth, pressed up against his face.

His wet tongue felt amazing against you along with the cool fan blowing. It sent chills up your spine.

He eats you out like that for a good 10 minutes before he twists his body around so he's now on his back under your waist. "Sit on my face."

Before you can even say anything, he's back to lapping at your dripping cunt. He was completely devouring it.

If you thought Jean's head was good, Eren's made his seem like amateur work. He was way too good at it.

You were a whining, moaning mess. After a while, you sit up on your calves and sit perfectly on his face. You run your fingers through his hair and look down at him as he eats you like he's been starving for years.

You felt like you were suffocating him so you lift yourself up slightly to give him some air but each time he would just bring you back down again.

The best part? He would make soft moans while eating you out, sending vibrations throughout your whole body. You close your eyes and throw your head back in ecstasy.

The more it went on, the hornier you got. You wanted dick already. You found yourself riding his face and on the verge of cumming from just that alone.

You grinded up against his tongue as you moaned and tugged at his hair. "Eren.."

He pulls away his mouth away for a second to catch his breath. "Yeah?"

You look down and the two of you meet eyes. His whole face is wet and flushed pink. He had a huge smile on his face and his breathing was hard as he tried to come back down.

You hop off his face and lay beside him. You grab his arm and tug at him to come closer to you. He listens and hovers above you, his muscular arms flexing as he holds up his weight.

You twist a strand of his hair around your finger and look up at him. With your other hand you slide your fingers down the waistband of his boxers until it's right over his dick. "Fuck me already."

He smiles as you pull his sweats down slightly and his dick bounces up and slaps against his hard stomach.

"I don't want to hurt you." He admits. You run your thumb along his tip, collecting his precum. "Maybe I like pain..."

There's a sudden twinkle in his eyes. "Oh?" You smile and nod. "Oh."

"What if your stitches burst open?" He asks, genuine concern in his voice. You sigh. As much as you wanted him to absolutely rail you, it'd probably be smarter if he went easy on you this time.

I mean it would definitely, definitely, definitely kill the mood if you were getting hot and heavy and out of nowhere you just started bleeding like crazy all over him and his sheets.

"Be gentle then. Treat me like a virgin." You giggle. "I don't care what you do, I just want you to fuck me."

"Okay but if you feel any pain, you better tell me." He says taking off his sweats. You sit up and take off your shirt. "Whatever you say."

Once both of you are fully naked, he crashes back into your lips. You taste yourself all over his mouth. And not be cocky or anything, but you tasted good. The shower you took earlier helping with that.

It's clear that the only position you'd be able to do in your condition right now is missionary and you're not even gonna complain because the man is gorgeous.

You get to stare right at him and admire his stunning features as he fucks deep into you.

The kisses get harder and more and more lustful. He pulls away for a second just to tie his hair back because it was already starting to get hot in here even though the fan was on.

Once his hair is up, he returns back to kissing you. He trails down to your neck and leaves wet sloppy kisses all around. Then he licks you down to your boobs as he shows love to them too.

A few more minutes of foreplay and he rested above you, his chest heaving up and down as he catches his breath. "Ready?"

You nod because you were more than ready. You've been waiting for this for the longest.

But then you look down at his dick as he slides it up and down your pussy. You gulp and feel yourself grow nervous.

It was huge. It hurt just when you stuck his tip in so you can't even imagine the whole thing. It was not only thick but long too.

But like you said earlier, you weren't gonna let anything stop you or ruin the moment.

He keeps his eyes in between your legs and he slowly sticks it in. You hiss as it enters you. The intense feeling of your skin stretching. It really did feel like you were a virgin again.

He slips further and further into you and his eyes flick up to meet yours. "You okay?" You nod rapidly and kiss him to distract yourself from the pain.

While his lips are still on yours, he slips all the way in and you gasp into his mouth. "Fuck." You cry.

He chuckles. "You wanted it." You bring your hands to his bare back. "I still do."

He pulls out of you slightly and slips back in. You squeeze your eyes shut. He laughs once he sees you struggle to take it. "You sure?"

You open your eyes and look right at him. "Shut up and fuck me Jaeger."

He smiles and does as he's told. He starts off slowly. Softly sliding in and out of you. It felt amazing. Even when it was gentle and slow. If anything, that's what made it feel more intense. The fact that you were feeling every little thing.

"You're so big." You whisper. He grins and you frown. "What?"

He leans forward so that he is right by your ear. "I'm not even fully in yet."

Your eyes jolt open.

No way. No fucking way.

He slides in even further to you until he's balls deep into you. You gasp and dig your nails into his back. "Fuck!"

He was still pressed on you, his face beside your ear. You could feel his hot breath against your neck. "Shit. You're so fucking tight."

You smile even though he can't see you, his face buried in the pillow beside your head. He lifts it up and looks at you.

He starts going a bit more faster, testing the waters. Once he sees your handing it, he goes even faster. You watch as he crashes into you.

You knew you were wet as fuck because it was audible. The noises the two of you were making were loud and clear.

He lifts your legs up so they can rest on his shoulders while he fucks harder into you. You were losing it.

You've had sex before but not like this. Maybe it's the dramatic size difference or maybe the fact that the two of you were edging eachother for months and finally got to have sex but the feeling was incredible. You never wanted it to end.

His hand comes up to your hips as he pounds harder and harder into you. His fingers slide up to your scar and he slows down for a moment. He was checking to make sure you were still okay.

He leans forward and kisses the scar again. It was starting to become your favorite thing in the world. Fuck lip kisses and cheek kisses. Your favorite used to be forehead kisses but now it was definitely this.

What made it even more special and intimate is that it's something only he can do. Only he sees you this way. Splayed out naked on his sheets. He's the only person you'd ever let do it to you and that's what makes it perfect.

He sets your legs down and continues to move at a steady pace. You wanted so badly to have him bend you over and fuck you doggy style but it probably wouldn't be safe.

You also wanted to ride the shit out of him. And that's cause you hate riding. It always tired you out and made your legs sore but for him. You'd make an exception.

Something about you being in control and fucking him as he was the one laid down on his back drove you crazy. The idea of you riding his dick and looking down at him while he was a moaning mess.

The picture of it in your head caused you to let out moans as you envisioned it. Eren had told you before he loved the sound of your moans and now you had proof because everytime you moaned, he'd fuck you even harder.

You made a promise to yourself that once these stitches were off, you were gonna make him fuck the absolute shit out of you. And you were gonna ride him until he couldn't take it anymore.

The sex was lasting longer than you thought it would. Especially because he claimed he hasn't had sex since he realized he had feelings for you. Which you found off because guys usually come quick when they haven't had sex in a while.

You doubt he was lying about the not having sex. The guy was clearly head over heels for you.

So there was only one explanation.

He's been jerking off.

You giggle a little when you remember how you teased him about jerking off to your handwriting and he said he had your pictures for that.

Was he being serious? And what picture did it for him?

They weren't even scandalous pictures either. Maybe you'll take some with him or for him so he can actually have some good content to do that.

You look at the boy and admire him. He had gleams of sweat building on his forehead. His mouth was open as he breathed heavily.

You look down at his dick and watch it as he continues to move in and out of you at a quick pace. There was a knot in your stomach that you felt was about to snap. The same knot you had in the shower before you came all over Eren's hands.

"Eren..I'm.." You hiccup. He kisses you hard, his tongue slipping past your lips. He then pulls away and sets his forehead on yours. "Me too."

Your eyes roll to the back of your head and your legs start to shake. Your lock your ankles together, your legs wrapped around his waist and your nails digging at his back.

"Cum for me baby." He says in your ear. And just like that, your body weakens and it does exactly that. It didn't even hesitate.

You toss your head back into the pillow and gasp. Your ankles unlock and your shaky legs come down.

He still hasn't came yet so he keeps going which overstimulates you and causes your head to spiral.

As he gets closer to his climax, he goes faster and faster. You moan as you feel like you're about to cum for the second time since you're unbearably sensitive down there now.

"Eren." You cry. He buries his face in the pillow again, his hips buckling as he gets closer and closer.

"Oh fuckkkk." He groans beside your ear. You get chills all over your bare body.

A few more strokes later and he starts grunting even more. "I'm gonna cum." He announces.

You wanna tell him so badly to cum in you but there was no chance in hell you wanted to have a baby or even just a pregnancy scare. Even if it was with Eren.

The thought of buying a Plan B does cross your mind but due to all the medication you're already taking at the moment, it's probably not the best idea to mix and match.

"Cum on-" You start but he's already out of you and cumming all over your stomach. You watch all he spews out white from his dick and it paints your torso.

You pick up some it with your finger and put it in your mouth. "Mm." He laughs and collapses on the bed beside you.

You frown. "I need a towel or something, sir." He weakly laughs. "Give me a minute."

You stare up at the roof with a straight face. "Okay, I'll just wait here with your semen all over me."

He laughs harder now. "Okay. Okay. Hold on." He groans as he gets up and walks over to the restroom to grab a wet rag and wipe you clean.

"How romantic." You tease as he cleans you. "I know right." He smiles.

He throws the towel in a basket and stretches. You watch him and giggle cause he's still completely naked.

"What?" He asks. "Nothing just watching your dick go into gummy mode." You grin. He picks up your shirt from the floor and throws it at you. "Don't say that!" He laughs.

You sit up and slip the shirt on. "I gotta pee." You rush over to the restroom and stumble and accidentally lands on your knees. "Oh shit."

Eren looks at you. "Watch where you walk!" You turn to him. "My legs are shaking idiot! I didn't trip!"

He smirks. "Oh. My bad then." You roll your eyes and go do your business.

When you come back, you slip on the boxers and plop back down on the bed face down.

"Come on, let's go get you some food so you can take your medicine." He says patting your back. You groan. "I don't wanna get up."

"Too bad. Come on." He says, pulling at the arm that hung off the side of the bed. After a few more minutes of complaining, you get up once you hear your phone ringing.

You sit up straight and grab your phone from the night stand. "What do you want?"

"Is that how you always answer the phone? No wonder people don't like you." Pieck says on the other end.

"What's the reason people don't like you? I can name about 52 of them if you need help coming up with one." You say sliding off the bed.

"Funny. I need you to come to the city to get your dress fitted tomorrow because I want you to go cake and food tasting with me." She says.

You follow Eren down the stairs. "Fine." Eren turns his head about a couple hundred times to make sure you don't fall as if you were a newborn learning how to use them for the first time.

"I also need you to be nice because you're gonna meet my bridesmaids that day. Some of the groomsmen too." She orders. "No promises." You reply.

"I'm being serious, y/n." She says sternly. "God, I get it! What am I a child? I know how to act civilized. The only reason I would be a bitch is if they're a bitch to me first." You clear up.

Pieck sighs. "Sometimes you're just a bitch peri-"
You hang up the phone before she even finishes talking.

You make it into the kitchen and set your phone down on the counter while you watch Eren scan the fridge. "You need to go into the city?"

You sigh and take a seat on the counter. "Yeah. Pieck needs me to get my dress fitted, taste food with her and meet her bridal party and stuff."

Eren closes the fridge and moves on the pantry. "Want me to take you?" You shake your head. "It's okay. I can go. It's probably gonna take forever anyway."

He turns around to look at you. "You sure you're okay to go alone?" You narrow your eyes at him. "Pretty sure. Why is everyone treating me like a kid?"

He turns back to the pantry. "What do you feel like eating?" He asks changing the subject. You shrug. "I don't know. Let's go pick up food from somewhere. I want to eat something bad for me. Greasy and oily. Like a fat ass burger with fries."

He closes the pantry. "You just got out the hospital and you wanna eat like shit?" You hop off the counter. "I didn't go to the hospital for what I eat, did I? No, I got shot. There's no correlation between the two."

He laughs and gives in. "Fine, let me grab my keys from upstairs." You skip behind him as he walks over to the stairs, a huge smile on your face which immediately drops when you feel your phone vibrating in your pocket.

"Ugh, don't tell me this bitch is calling again." You groan. Eren stops at the base of the steps. "Pieck?"

You stare at the phone. "No, it's Marco actually." Eren's face grows cold. "Why is he calling you?"

You frown. "I don't know. Probably cause he saw me get fucking shot right in his face and wants to check up on me? He probably heard I got out the hospital."

"How would he even know that? Did you tell him?" Eren asks.

"What? No. I haven't even talked to him." You answer slightly irritated.

Eren scoffs and begins walking up a few steps. "What? You don't believe me or something?" You ask taking two steps up.

"Well, you guys are close, right? That's why I assume you told him. Since you go to the movies alone with him and stuff now." He says still walking up the steps.

"You're kidding. This is what this is about? I thought we dropped this." You say following him up. He stops and turns to you. "Did anything happen?"

You freeze. What do I do? Do I lie? No. I don't want to lie. Especially because if he finds out I lied, he'll never trust me again. But if I say the truth, what will he do to Marco?

"I asked you something!" He shouts. God, he really was starting to sound more and more like you.

"He kissed me." You admit. His eyes ignite with fire, his fists ball up and his jaw clenches. "For like a second. Our lips barely touched and then I pushed him away." You continue. "I told him that I had feelings for someone else."

He laughs through his nose and continues to walk up the stairs without saying anything else. "Okay?" You say following him. "Are you mad?"

He ignores you. It was kinda dumb to ask if he was mad because it was obvious he was. You could clearly see it. But atleast you told him the truth.

"Marco didn't know you and me had something going on. You can't blame him." You say continuing to follow him.

"You shouldn't have been there with him in the first place." He argues.

"I only went because YOU were where you shouldn't have been first. With Mikasa. Who by the way, ALSO kissed you. On the neck AND sat on your lap." You snap.

"I pushed her off!" He shouts. "So did I!" You shout back. The two you stare at each other in silence. "We even now?" You ask.

He ignores you again.

You jog up a few steps and grab his hand. "Hey! I'm talking to you!" He yanks his hand away. "Don't touch me." He growls.

Man, it really was like looking at yourself in the mirror. The similarities were uncanny. He's just like you when he's mad.

"It's bad enough I have to deal with the fact Jean touched you now Marco too?" He goes off.

You furrow your brows together. "First of all, Marco didn't 'touch' me, we kissed for like .2 seconds! Second, don't even bring up Jean because you're just gonna piss me off."

He laughs and goes further up the stairs almost at the top already.

"What? Suddenly I mess with two boys in the group and now you don't wanna touch me? You messed with two girls in the group too! You're such a fucking hypocrite." You stand your ground.

"SHUT UP!" He spins around and screams. You flinch and suddenly Anthony's face appears for some reason.

He softens whenever he sees your startled expression. "Sorry. Look, I just don't wanna talk about it anymore, alright?"

"Got it." You say sitting down on the steps, turning your back away from him. He sighs and sits down on the ones behind you and sets his forehead on the back of your shoulder. "I'm sorry y/n."

"You know if you didn't want these kind of problems happening, you should've just made me your girlfriend." You mumble.

His head snaps up. "Huh? What did you say?" You jolt up. "I didn't say anything."

He stands up too. "You did though. I heard you." You take a step up so that you're face to face with him. "If you heard then why the hell are you asking what did I say?"

"I meant I heard you say something but I didn't hear exactly what you said, dumbass." He snaps. "Don't call me a dumbass, idiot!" You snap back, hitting him on the arm.

"You're so fucking annoying." He says. "And you're not?!" You shout closer to his face. "Not as much as you!" He yells closer to yours as well.

The two of you stare eachother down for a while and he looks like he's about to kiss you so you shove his face away. "Ugh! I hate you!" You shout as you stomp down the stairs.

You're halfway down the steps when the doorbell rings. You pause and turn to Eren.

"Who is that?" You ask. Eren stares at the door, brows furrowed. "No idea." He doesn't move to answer it or anything. Just stares at it. Which was honestly kinda weird.

You try to read his expression. To see if he looked worried or scared that it was a girl or something. You as well were worried that it was too but obviously for other reasons.

His expression is a bit hard to read. He looks confused but mad at the same time. Like he's annoyed someone showed up without saying anything.

You turn to the door and try to see if you can catch a silhouette of the person through the window but you can't.

You decide to test him by offering to open the door for him. If he freaks out and says he will do it, then he thinks it's a girl.

You turn back to him. "I'll get it." He sits down at the bottom of the steps. "Okay."

Okay. You weren't expecting that.

You stare at him for a moment. He frowns. "Go." You walk to the door and open it wide so you can get a good look at who it is.

"Y/n!" Sasha squeals. She tackles you and you almost fall to the floor. "Sasha...ow. You're crushing me."

"Don't hug her that hard, idiot!" Eren yells as he yanks her away from you. "I didn't!" She yells back at him.

She hugs you again but softer this time. "I'm so happy you're okay, babe." She pulls away and keeps her hands on your shoulders. "We literally spent the day making you food."

She moves out the way and Niccolo and Connie walk in with a bag full of containers. Nic smiles at you. "Well, me and Sasha did. Connie was asleep the whole time."

Connie gasps offended. "I cracked that one egg." He turns to you and grins. "Hey, badass. Back from the dead?"

You wink. "And better." They set the bag down on the kitchen table and begin to take everything out.

There was heart-shaped, strawberry cake that said "I'm a bad bitch you can't kill me" in red icing that you just know Sasha wrote.

You look at all the other stuff spread out on the table. Besides the cake, there was also another pie, cookies and a large pan of lasagna.

You gasp. "I LOVE LASAGNA." Sasha squeals. "I told you, babe! I remember you told me the first day we met your favorite was lasagna."

"You guys made me all this?" You ask, your voice slightly cracking. You felt like such a pussy but it did want to make you cry. It was truly so sweet.

Especially the fact Sasha remembered your favorite dish when you only ever told her once and it was when you barely first met.

Sasha smiles and throws an arm around you. "Duh! You're gonna be stuck at home for a while so might as well have bomb food, right?"

"Thank you guys so much. This is so sweet of you." You smile.

Sasha claps her hands together. "Okay, if you're gonna take a picture, I suggest you do it now because I'm about to take a slice of your lasagna."

"Me too." Connie says taking a seat at the table. Niccolo chuckles nervously. "Yeah, sorry but me too. We spent all day cooking and baking so we didn't really get to eat."

You laugh. "It's okay! You guys can eat with us, we were about to head out for some burgers but lasagna is waaaay better."

Eren grabs some plates, forks and a knife and sets them on the table. He pulls a chair out for you and you take a seat. He then sits down next to you.

"You two fucking now or something?" Connie asks kicking his feet up. You choke on your own spit. Eren just stares at him.

"First of all, take your feet off the table." Sasha says karate chopping his shins. "Second, mind your business."

Connie sits up straight and grins. "So they are fucking." You clear your throat and look at Eren who watches Niccolo cut the lasagna into square slices.

It seemed like neither of you knew what to say. It was so easy for him to say it to your family. It was easy to talk about with Sasha because she saw it develop right in front of her very eyes.

But to explain it to someone who has been there the whole time yet had no clue it was happening.. how do you even do that?

What do you even say? We're in love? You knew you were but is Eren?

"We're not just fucking. I like her." Eren finally speaks up after Niccolo hands him a plate with lasagna on it.

Connie stares in silence for a couple seconds and you and Sasha both exchange looks. Connie then bursts out laughing. And I mean hysterically.

"Oh that's funny. Good one, bro." He sticks his hand out for Eren to slap but Eren just stares at him blankly. Sasha smacks Connie's head. "He isn't joking, bozo!"

Connie's mouth drops. He looks at Eren and then you and then back at Eren. "You serious?"

Eren nods, his mouth full. Niccolo hands you a plate now too. Sasha gives Connie the dirtiest look.

"I didn't even know you were capable of catching feelings. Oh man, this is weird. I have never in my life seen you simp over a girl." Connie says.

You shrug as you cut a piece of your lasagna. "Well, take a good look cause now you have." You shove some food in your mouth. "Suck it, Springer."

Connie's mouth drops, mostly amazed. "Wait, so you two are like... together together? Like boyfriend girlfriend?"

Just like that the awkward silence happens again. You had no idea what to even call Eren.

Niccolo hands Connie a plate. "Maybe you should just be quiet and eat."

Sasha elbows Connie. "Yeah, shut the fuck up and eat."

Connie frowns. "You two knew too?! Am I blind or something?" Everyone ignores him and concentrates on eating their food.

Eren points his fork at Connie. "Don't be running your mouth either. We were being lowkey about it for a reason."

Connie leans back in his chair. "Why because Mikasa and Historia will literally go feral?" He laughs. Your grip around your fork tightens when you hear Mikasa's name.

You just now realized that none of them are aware of what her and Armin did. You stand up. "Sasha, I gotta pee. Come with me?"

She looks confused at first but gets up anyway. She follows you into the restroom and once she sees you not even go near the toilet she figures out you called her here for a reason.

"What's wrong?" She asks. You begin to tell her everything that happened. Right from the start, not leaving any details out.

The entire time her mouth is open and her eyes looks like they're gonna pop out of her head.

Once you're done, she speaks. "Wow. I knew Armin was a manipulative little shit but damn. He took that a little too far."

You scoff and sit on the covered toilet seat. "A little?" Sasha sighs and leans up against the sink. "Okay, a lot. God and Mikasa? I know she's always loved Eren but man."

She looks up at the ceiling in deep thought. "I'm sorry y/n. That was shitty of them." You look down at your feet. "Yup."

"What are you gonna do about it?" She asks. You look at her. You can't tell her that you want to get revenge because even though you're sure she won't tell, you don't want to risk anyone messing it up for you. Also, you don't want her to judge you for it. Sasha is a kind hearted person. The idea of revenge probably doesn't ever cross her mind.

And then you can't tell her you wanna beat the shit out of both of them because you want that to be caught off guard. And again, you don't want her to judge you for it or try to convince you not to do it.

"What would you do?" You ask. She twists her lips to the side in concentration. "I'd be pretty fucking pissed." She admits.

"As you should be." You add. She continues to think. "I think I'd confront them. Tell them off and then never speak to them again. Make sure Nic doesn't either."

Well she definitely has a way less violent mind than you do because your instant answer was automatically to beat both of them up or get revenge.

"You're a good person, you know that, Sash?" You ask standing up. She laughs. "I try to be. My parents raised me well, I guess."

Well, that would probably explain why you were the way you were but you honestly couldn't even truly blame it on your parents. This was just the way you were.

The two of you walk out the restroom and join the boys back at the table. You take a seat and continue to finish the rest of your food.

The boys were discussing Connie's recent hook up with some girl named Mina and how she was super shy but turned out the be a freak in bed.

"She was crazy bro. She wanted to like tie her up and shit. The first night!" Connie explains. "And what? You're not into that?" You ask him.

"I mean... shittttt. I'll do it. But damn she caught me off guard with that shit." Connie admits. "But you still did it anyway, huh?" Eren asks.

Connie grins. "Gots to see it through, my boy." Eren laughs. "Yes sir." You watch as the boys dap eachother up.

It was funny watching Eren hype up his friend for getting pussy from girls knowing that the only kind he's getting is from you.

Connie turns to Niccolo. "I bet you're the kind to bring food into it, huh? Some whip cream and shit." Niccolo blushes and Sasha giggles. There was the answer right there.

"That's hot." You kick Sasha under the table. She smiles big. "You have no idea."

It was honestly perfect for her. For both of them actually. They were just perfect for each other in general.

Connie looks at Eren. "I already know you're the dominant kind." You burst out laughing. Your hand shooting up to cover your mouth as tears form in your eyes. The whole table stares at you.

"What? Is he not? I heard from girls that he is." Connie explains. You wipe a tear from your eye and clear your throat.

Eren may be the dominant kind with other girls but you had him whipped differently. With you he was whiny and submissive. He had his dominant moments yes, which you loved by the way, but you were usually the one in charge.

"No, no. If that's what you heard." You say waving your hand dismissively. Eren laughs. "I am dominant."

You look at him, an eyebrow raised. "Oh yeah?" He turns to look at you. "Yeah."

You smile as you try not to laugh and turn away from him. "Or did you forget what happened in the shower?" He adds.

Everyone's eyes widen and you stand up, your chair making a loud scraping noise against the floor.

"Okay, I'm done." You grab your plate. "Anyone else?" Everyone hands you their plates and you stack them on top of each other and throw them away.

"Now that I think about it.." Connie says, rubbing his chin in deep thought. "Both of you have strong, dominant personalities. So, who wears the pants?"

"I do." Eren says.
"Me." You say at the same exact time.

The two of you glare at each other. Sasha laughs. "I think it's y/n." Eren snaps his head toward her. "HUH?"

Nic scratches the back of his head. "Yeaaah, I'm gonna say y/n too." Eren looks at him, eyes wide. "WHAT?!"

Connie hums. "Mmmm. I'm gonna say Eren actually." Eren sighs with relief. "Thank you! Finally someone gets it."

You look at Connie and give him the ugliest dirty look. He gulps. "Actually, after careful consideration I have changed my mind. It's y/n."

Eren stands up from his seat. "WHAT?! You guys are fucking joking right?" He points a finger right at you. "You seriously think she's the boss of me?!"

You slap his hand out of your face. "Stop screaming! You're making my head hurt!" Eren settles down. "My bad."

He takes a seat and everyone starts to howl with laughter. "Oh yeah, it's definitely y/n." Connie dies laughing.

"Told you." Sasha laughs. Eren growls. "I'm only listening to her because she has a concussion!" He yells.

You smile. "Whatever helps you sleep at night." He glares at you. "Stop talking."

You laugh. "No, I don't think I will." You lean closer to him. "You know why? Because you're not the boss of me." His turquoise irises burn furiously into you. His jaw clenches.

"Damn, who would've thought. Jaeger Boy is whipped." Connie grins. "I'M NOT WHIPPED!" Eren shouts, standing up again and banging on the table.

Sasha pinches her fingers together. "Just a little." Eren's fists ball up and he grinds his teeth. He points at you again. "She was practically begging me to give her dick like an hour ago! I wear the pants!"

You scoff. "What about all the times you've begged me to just KISS you?" The three guests burst into laughter again.

"Oh god. There's two of them." Connie realizes. You laugh because that's the exact same thing you said about him and Sasha the first day you met them.

Eren turns to you. "You know damn well I am the one in charge here." You stand up too. "No. You're not."

Sasha stands up and steps in between you two. "Alright, alright. Let's calm down, lovebirds. We all know who wears the pants, no need to argue." She coughs into her hands. "Y/n."

Eren looks adorable when he's frustrated. Like he's about to throw a tantrum. "I heard that!" He shouts.

Sasha throws her hands in the air. "I just coughed!"

After about ten whole minutes of you and Eren arguing about who wears the pants in the relationship and Sasha, Nic, and Connie enjoying the show and munching on the cookies they made, they finally announce that they're leaving.

They help pick up and start to head toward the door. "Wait! Let me see your scar." Connie remembers.

You lift up your shirt to expose the wound. Sasha and Connie's eyes light up while Nic looks like he's gonna faint.

"Yooooo. That's pretty fucking dope." Connie says poking at it. Eren slaps his hand away.

Sasha squats down to get a better look. "Does it hurt?"

"Sometimes, if I accidentally hit it or stretch. The pain meds work really good though. I get the stitches off in two weeks so hopefully I won't have to deal with it much longer." You explain.

She stands up straight and grins deviously. "Did it hurt when you two were doing the nasties?" You laugh into your palm and Eren pushes her out the door. "Get out freak."

"Ow!" She yelps. "Bye babe." She kisses your cheek and then sticks her tongue out at Eren. The other two boys wave goodbye as they walk back to Connie's car.

Eren closes the door and sighs. "Come on, take your medicine before we go to sleep." He walks to the kitchen and you follow behind him.

He hands you a cup of water and the two pills you need to take. You swallow them and chase it with the ice cold water.

"Let me see." He says indicating for you to open your mouth. You stick your tongue out and he looks inside. "Good girl."

You roll your eyes and set the cup down. He grins and pats your head. "You're so cute when you listen. Now you know who really wears the pants."

He walks past you and you stick your foot out to trip him. He stumbles a little but catches himself by grabbing on to the wall.

"Whoops. I didn't mean to do that. Must be the drugs kicking in already." You joke.

He pokes the inside of cheek with his tongue. "You think you're sooo funny, don't you?" He walks up to you and you look at him and smile. "I'm hilarious, actually."

"Yeah, yeah. Let's go to bed already." He swoops you up wedding style and you squeal as he catches you off guard. He carries you up the stairs and into his room, setting you gently down on the bed.

You sit up and watch him as he gets the bed ready by taking random stuff off and pulling the sheets back.

You crawl under them and get comfortable until you catch him walking to the restroom to brush his teeth reminding you that you need to do the same.

You hop off and follow him. You open your new toothbrush and hold it out so he can squeeze you some of his toothpaste after he puts some on his.

"So you gonna go to Marley and help with your sister's stuff?" Eren asks. You sigh. "Yeah. I gotta go tomorrow."

"You sure you're okay going alone?" He asks. You frown. "Yeah, I've gone over there alone tons of times before." You answer.

He shakes his head. "This time is different." You roll your eyes. "I'll be fine Jaeger, relax."

He doesn't say anything for a bit. The two of you just continue to brush your teeth in silence. He spits into the sink and sticks his head under the faucet to rinse out his mouth.

He wipes his mouth dry. "You're coming back here after though, right?" The answer was yes but now that you think about it. You kinda wanna go to your place to see Hitch. You missed her a lot.

You spit into the sink. "I don't know. I might go to stay at my place." You rinse your mouth out with water.

"What? Why?" Eren says, his voice slightly getting louder like he was upset. You look at him and wipe your mouth. "Why not?"

"I said I was gonna take care of you." Eren says serious. You knit your brows together. "Okay and you did. I'm staying here tonight, aren't I?"

He shoves his toothbrush aggressively into the small cup on the side of the sink. "What if something happens y/n? Huh?"

You give him a dumb look. "Chill out. What are you my dad now? I'm gonna be fine. The probability of me getting shot twice in one week is pretty damn low, you know?"

He rubs frustratingly at his face. "Shut up y/n. That's not what I meant." You place your toothbrush besides his and put your hands on your hips. "Then, what is it?"

He groans. "I just want you to be safe alright! I'm supposed to be keeping an eye on you. I told your family I'd take care of you."

"Yeah well you told Pieck you'd take care of me last time and look what happened." You scoff. Eren's face drops and his eyes grow cold.

Shit.

You cover your eyes and shake your head. "I didn't mean that. It just came out. I said it out of anger."

He looks down at the ground. "No you're right. I said I'd take care of you and I didn't."

You stand frozen in place not really knowing what to say. "It wasn't your fault."

"Yes it was." He debates. "No. It wasn't." You argue back angrily.

"IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME!" He screams. "WHO GIVES A SHIT?! I'M ALIVE, ARENT I?!" You scream back.

He grabs you by the shoulders and shakes you. "YOU ALMOST WEREN'T!" He was crying now. "I thought you were gonna fucking die! Why don't you get that?!"

You don't say anything. Mostly cause you can't. You felt paralyzed.

"I saw you fucking dying! I saw you get shot right in front of me! I saw you bleed halfway to death on the ground while I was too in shock to fucking move! I had to carry your limp body to my car and rush you to the hospital!" He shouts right in your face.

Now you were crying too. "You have any idea how badly that fucked with my head? I thought you were dying! Even when you got the hospital. I stayed by your side and you were asleep and I kept thinking you weren't gonna wake up!" He continues to yell.

You could feel his hands tremble as they grip your shoulders.. "I thought you were gonna die the same way my parents died! I couldn't save them and I almost didn't save you!"

"Eren.." You cry. He cries harder. "I know I told Pieck I was gonna take care of you and then you got shot. I know that! That's why I'm gonna make sure from now on I actually do."

He moves his hands from your shoulders and grabs your face. "So please. Please fucking listen to me and let me take care of you. I refuse to lose another person I care about. I don't want you to die. I want to protect you forever."

"For..." You let out. He hugs you and you're stuck in place. "Please don't die on me." He cries.

The two of you drop to your knees and you snap out of your trance. You hug him back and scratch his head softly. "Hey, hey, hey okay. I'll come back here. I'll come back."

You couldn't believe this was happening. You've seen Eren tear up and get emotional before but not like this. He probably hasn't cried like this since his parents died.

He was hyperventilating. You had to help him. He always helps you when you have your panic attacks so this was your time to help him.

"Hey." You pull him away and grab his face. "Look. I'm alive, okay? You did save me. You took me to the hospital. The ambulance was taking forever so you took me and that's the reason I survived. Okay? You saved me. You took care of me."

He still couldn't stop crying. You were right. You did make him PTSD worse.

It wasn't your fault though. You couldn't help you got shot. But it sure as hell did it feel like it was.

You felt awful. You couldn't imagine how it must've been like for him. Especially if you had died. He would've turned into the same person he had became when his parents died. Maybe even worse.

You helped him change. You helped him be a better person since then. So if something were to happen to you too, he would lose his light. Or like Niccolo said, his sun.

He still couldn't stop crying so you grab his hand and put it on your chest. "My heart is beating. You feel it? I'm alive."

Tears swarm furiously down his cheeks. "I'm alive. I'm breathing. Breathe with me. Okay?" You take a deep breath and he tries to do the same. You breathe out and so does he. A little shaky but he does it.

You hug him. "Just keep following my breathing." He hugs you back and tries to copy your breathing pattern. After a few minutes, the two of you are perfectly in sync.

You could feel him starting to calm down. You really were his sun. You helped him become better. You made his days brighter. You made him smile and laugh. You gave him a reason to look forward to waking up every day.

And he really was your moon. He was the one who forced you to own up to your true self and realize you should be who you are unapologetically. He helped you relax and sleep. He brought you peace like the quiet night sky does.

The two of you helped each other so much but in different aspects.

After talking for hours on the bathroom floor and you attempting and succeeding to make him laugh to cheer him up, the two of you stand up and crawl into bed.

You lay down first. Your head against the head board and a pillow behind your back. You had your knees up and Eren's head rested right in between your legs, facing the TV as you ran your fingers through his soft hair.

He had put on Scott Pilgrim Vs The World again since the two of you didn't watch it the first time since you were too busy having sex.

You watch the movie and continue to play with his hair and scratch his head like he loves so much. Your hand began to cramp up after a while but you knew he needed this more than anything right now so you keep going.

After a while, the movie comes to an end. "Pst. Hey. The movie is over." You whisper. He doesn't respond or move so you think it's clear to assume he's knocked out.

You smile when you realize this is gonna be his first good night's sleep in a while. The fact that he cried too means he's gonna be out like a light.

You gently slide out from under him and crawl under the sheets to get ready to go to bed.

He feels you missing and sits up rubbing at his eyes. He sees you under the sheets now so he crawls under them with you and pulls you closer to him so he's big spooning you again.

"Thank you for earlier." He says softly. You smile. "Mmhm."

He hugs you tighter. You turn around real quick just to give him a kiss on the lips, he's half asleep so he barely kisses back.

You brush away a hair from his face. "I love you, Jaeger." You whisper as quiet as possible.

He weakly lifts one eye open. "Mm?"

You laugh quietly. "Nothing. Go back to sleep." You kiss him again and then turn back around so that he's cuddling you from the back again.

It's okay if he didn't hear you. You knew there would be more opportunities to say it again. But you couldn't stop smiling because whether he heard you or not, you heard it. It was the first time you ever admitted it out loud.

You were so deeply in love with him. The boy who is currently holding you in his bed right now.

He was right. This definitely did feel like home.