i mean,, just in case you're wondering
y'all wanna know how I'm doing with online school?
well, I'm post-break down if that helps. hi, I need to rant, so please just give me a moment.
I just failed my philosophy test, for the fourth time. I've got two more attempts, but honestly, I don't have the energy to do it anymore. My head hurts like a mf from crying so much over this stupid test. I feel like crap bc I'm not doing homework anymore and I feel like I'm drowning in assignments bc everything is ten times worse since my caseload is heavier than normal. It's all so mf overwhelming. I feel stupid bc I cannot pass this dumb test. I spent four days doing four case briefs. I sit at my kitchen table for 10+ hours doing my school work, and my brother (who is in high school) hasn't had to do an assignment in like two weeks. It's just increasingly frustrating, and nobody is taking this social distancing thing serious, so I can't go back to campus before my semester is over and I feel like I'm already failing.
Kudos to those who do online schooling normally, and I'm so proud of you. And do not get me wrong, I'm so glad that my school has the resources for me to continue my college education during this pandemic, but I'm so stressed. I didn't sign up for this, and I do not thrive in online instruction. I do so much better in structured classes, and I've known this since early middle school.
Anyway, on the bright side, I did finish all my case briefs for the semester. I'm completely done with those. I've only got maybe four weeks of school left, so that's fun (but I won't be on campus for finals). And I've discovered that crying makes my skin soft.
Also, Pslams is also going to be updated again soon. Most likely tomorrow or the next day.
so, yeah, thanks for just letting me rant.
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