not me thinking about the train scene in poa with the dementors 👀 but ugh, Hope Lily Lupin in that scene makes me want to scream

bc like, Remus has already discussed that he's going to teach her how to preform the patronus charm once they get Hogwarts. anyway, and like that scene, it's just Hope and her dad bc she has yet to form her own friend group, which she will eventually. like yeah, she'll talk to some of the Gryffindors and a couple of Hufflepuffs, but she doesn't her own group yet. so, it's just her and him, and then the trio joins their compartment. and Hope has to bite her tongue to prevent saying anything about Harry, bc of course, she knows who he is and she knows ron bc she shares a dorm with Ginny, and her and Hermione talk occasionally.

and oh my god, then tension that becomes so thick when Harry mentions that Sirius escaped Azkaban to kill him, like Hope isn't already on edge bc she's afraid that Sirius is after her too.

and that whole scene 👌🏻 I can't wait

I really want to write it, but I literally have no motivation. I have no motivation to do anything on social media rn tbh. bc I can feel myself slipping into my "meh" stage, where I'm sad about everything but I have no energy to care 🤷🏻‍♀️ and it doesn't help that I feel ignored and like I'm drowning in schoolwork so yeah. love that for me, and wow, I'm done being depressing on main, so like back to Spotify lmao