In seeing myself
In hoping that I want more
In loving myself
In hating my own nature

I find my gaze drifting
Away from who I am
I find myself swaying
To who I am not

I find myself wandering
If these bubbles I see floating
Are just the alternate versions
Of who I could be

Chase after a heart
Chase after a gold
Chase after the ones
Who won't let you hold them
Latch onto their bubble
Become who they are
And never look back
To who you were

But then you look back
And you find that you aren't
Who you think you are

Are you pretending that
You aren't that person
Embrace them fully or leave them
Behind away from your heart
There's no in between
There's no hope for me

Am I lying to myself
Am I lying to him
Am I lying to my friend
Who I am I

I'm not that bubbly girl I was
But I still am
My cold exterior won't crumble
It still stays no matter what

Because it is me and I am not
Who I am bubbling through
From the inside
Who are you to say I am
Who you think I am

Who is she
Who is he
Who am I
To say I am
Who I think I am