I never thought I'd experience this after 'him'. The him that used to haunt my head and my writings, the him who was a cage and I was stuck in it. I never thought I'd be free of him. I never thought I'd feel anything again. Then you came along, you made me smile after what felt like centuries. You carried my broken pieces and loved them unconditionally. You loved me when you knew I wasn't capable of loving. You held my hand every time I got lost. You stayed by my side when I broke down because of him. You were even there when I treated you as nothing other than another person in my life. You saw my worse and still loved me. I'm sorry for not seeing you. I'm so sorry for being so obsessed with him. I'm so sorry for giving my whole heart to someone who wasn't you, someone who didn't deserve it. You set me free from that cage. You made my miserable life a happy one. You still do every single day. I wish it was you I gave my heart to for the first time. I wish you got the whole heart and not the broken pieces. I wish it was you that day at the staircase when I spilled my secrets and thought it was a good thing. It was supposed to be you. I'm sorry I wasted months stuck up on someone who wasn't even worth it.

They say we all are on a journey. Well, if the hurt and pain led me to you then it was worth every single thing. And if my journey ends right here. God knows I'll leave happy because this universe already made up for every messed p thing it has done to me by giving me you.

-V