We continued forward. My past is also connected with my real name. But I wanted to move forward with Beauty like a new person. That's why I wanted to change our names like that. I wanted to be someone new with a new name. I wanted to forget for a moment all the annoying things associated with my name and live in a fairy tale. 

I think he understood me. That's why he didn't say anything about the name change and just looked at me with a little smile.

So, he is Beauty from now on to me.

"Why do you want to go to paradise all of a sudden? Are you sad too?"

I stopped there when he asked with a smile. Did he ask that because he was also sad?

"Are you sad too?"

"I thought you would know. Everyone who seeks paradise is mostly sad or not comfortable with their current situation. People who are comfortable with their current situation don't need new things to make them happy."