It hurts to see you like this...because our sudden separation caused my sadness and pain..

It hurts to feel like I wasnt good enough... If I was anyway why would you leave me. Youre slowly and painfully showing me that Im worthless and that Im not achieving the goals that I once told you. Youre making believe that Im just shit.. like a broken glass that wont just be fixed by a simple mighty bond no SORRY is not enough SORRY doesnt change anything and SORRY doesnt fix broken stuff like magic... youre making me believe magic doesnt exist.

What I felt with you was I thought was magic... something magical to feel but what is this!?!? It was going great but then you ruined it in just a second.

And please stop fucking saying sorry It annoys me just like that paragraph above because your sorry is just a word a word that was probably worthless and doesnt mean anything just like how every single word I told you.

I get hurt also Im human and I hate pretending that Im not hurt because I want you to be happy  but Im hiding it so no one will ever see but Im just too tired sometimes ..yeah... I shouldnt be crying because I did it to myself anyways but can you please just help me by atleast never repeating your mistakes again.

My patience is running out and Im beggining to get VERY tired of this and you know how badly I wanna end this

I was happy but what have you done!?