It was around 9am now and Jimin still hadn't came home.

I assumed he was going to stay the night there but I was proved wrong as he stumbled through the door, the devil itself attached to his hip.

"Thanks for coming home on time. I had to make my own food." I say with an attitude right off the bat.

"Right. I'm sorry." Jimin says as he flashes me an apologetic smile.

"Don't apologize! He's a big boy and can fend for himself." Jimin's girlfriend says as she glares at me.

"Go to my room. I'll be there in a second." Jimin says and she nods and shoots me a glare before heading out of sight.

"I'm really sorry. I got caught up with everything and I lost track of time. What did you eat?" Jimin asks as he leans his tiny frame against the kitchen counter.

"Who cares." I mumble as I fall back into the couch and stare up at the ceiling.

"You're mad?" Jimin asks, sounding almost taken back.

"Why would I be mad?"

I didn't even bother to look at him.

Jimin Let's out a sigh and then comes into view as he towers over me.

"She doesn't have to stay the night if you don't want her to." Jimin says in a soft tone of voice.

My reply was quick and monotone.

"I don't want her to."

Jimin pulls in his lips and nods.

"Okay." He says softly then heads into his room.

The apartment rang silent for awhile then suddenly came the sound of a girls moaning.

I scrunched my nose up as I put a pillow over my face.

Maybe if I suffocate myself I won't have to hear them.

They do that so often I'm surprised she's not pregnant and I'm sure as hell glad she's not.

Jimin still believes he's in love with her, and maybe he is, but I want to change that.

As selfish as it may sound, I want Jimin to fall in love with me.

I want him to only look at me and I want him to only love me.

I know it's a lot to ask for but that's all I want.
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After about an hour Jimin and his devil girlfriend finally come out of the room.

Jimin was wearing only a pair of boxers and a shirt while she was fully dressed.

"I'll see you tomorrow, okay?" Jimin asks as he leans forward and kisses her.

I turn my head in the other direction and pretend I'm asleep.

It'll be better then talking to them.

"Okay. Goodnight." She says then the door shuts.

After a moment Jimin speaks.

"Are you sleeping?" He asks, his voice soft.

I don't reply.

Jimin Let's out a small sigh then speaks, his voice hushed.

"I'm sorry."

I wait till he walks away then I sit up and look out in front of me.

Sorry for what?

I shake the thought and stand up, making my way to my bedroom.

If all else fails I guess I can just sleep for the rest of my life.

That's the best solution I've got.
;
The next morning I was woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes.

I stand up, not even bothering to put on a shirt as I make my way out to the kitchen.

There I see Jimin standing at the stove with his orange hair into a soft mess.

He was wearing a black hoodie and light blue jeans that's shaped his ass perfectly.

Oh how I want to-

"Good morning! Did you sleep okay?" He asks upon noticing me.

I run my fingers through my hair and lean against the island.

"I guess. Why are you up so early?" I ask as I glance at the clock that read 7:13am.

"I wanted to make you breakfast. I'm sorry about last night. I should have come home when I said I would." Jimin says without looking up from the pancakes he was making.

There was already a small pile on a plate that was definitely enough for the both of us.

"It's fine. I don't want to be the one who comes in between you and the woman you love." I say even though that's not what I was thinking at all.

Jimin turns off the stove and puts the final pancake onto the plate.

"It's fine, okay. Let's just forget about it. Eat." Jimin says as he pushes the plate into my hands.

"All of this? You better eat some too." I say.

Jimin wipes the pancake batter from his hands and shakes his head.

"I'm not hungry."

My brows furrow as I look him up and down.

He always did this.

He said he wasn't hungry but I knew he was.

Jimin had always been insecure about his looks, even when we were younger.

He tries to lose weight even though he's already lost too much.

I try my best to stop him and make sure he eats his proper three meals.

"If you don't eat I'm gonna-"

"You're gonna What?"

Jimin stares back at me, half amused and half confused.

What had gotten into him this morning I didn't know.

"I'll shove this food down your throat." I say and he rolls his eyes and starts to walk away.

"Eat my ass." He says as if it were a funny comeback.

"With pleasure!"

But boy was I serious.

Once I'm left alone in the kitchen I sit down with the plate of pancakes and stare at them.

For some reason, even something as little as pancakes made by Jimin made my heart race.

I was too in love for my own good.

Which really fucking sucks when that person doesn't love you back.

Shaking the thought, I scarf down the food.
;
Later that day as I'm sitting on the couch watching tv I hear someone clear their throat.

I turn my head to see Jimin smiling down at me.

"What?"

"What? What do you mean what?! Do you not remember that today we have to meet up with Namjoon for lunch?!" Jimin cries out.

Shit.

I had totally forgotten about that.

"Can't you go without me?" I ask as I stretch out my legs.

"Of course not! He's expecting the both of us." Jimin says.

"What do I get in return for going?" I ask, looking up at the orange haired man with a dull expression.

"What do you- You really need something in order to go meet up with your friend?" Jimin asks, his mouth hung open in dismay.

When I don't reply he gets my answer to his question.

"Fine. What do you want? What will make you go to this?" Jimin asks.

I look up at him, studying his face.

There's only one thing I want that's somewhat realistic.

Is it too much for Jimin, probably.

Is it too much for me, definitely not.

"I want to kiss you."

[...]

A/n : ┏┓
┃┃╱╲ In this
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╱╱╭╮╲╲ we get
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The point
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Also, how I said I had writers block, yeah that's gone.
I've been writing all yesterday and today since 6am.

Also; LOTS OF DETAILED SMUT TO COME IN LATER CHAPTERS JUST FOR-WARNING.

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Anyways I hope you guys are looking forward to more updates!! Ily❤️