✧*:･ﾟ* W I n K W o N k ･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ*

"What?" I ask, my eyes wide.

"I want to be 100% sure how I feel about you. I want to know if I'm gay." Jimin says quietly.

"Having sex with me is not the way to figure that out, Jimin." I say.

"Let's not talk about this here." I then add.

"Why? Do you not want to have sex with me?" Jimin asks, sounding almost offended.

"Keep your voice down, would you?!" I hiss as people start to look our way.

"So you don't want to have sex with me." Jimin says.

"No, Jimin." I say sternly.

"Why not? You had sex with Tae!" Jimin says, his voice loud and angry.

My eyes widen as I take in his appearance.

His cheeks were flushed, his hands were bawled into fists, and he looked on the verge of tears.

Once he realizes what he had done his eyes widen as he bows his head and apologizes.

"Whatever, Let's just Eat then get out of here." I sigh as I run my fingers through my hair.

At this point I didn't even have an appetite and I knew Jimin didn't either.

I watched him as he sat there looking down at his lap.

He was too embarrassed to look up but I on the other hand felt bad.

Of course I wanted to have sex with Jimin but not this way, not when it only meant he was doing it just to figure out his sexuality.
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The walk to the hotel was quiet.

This isn't how I wanted to end our day.

We were having such a good time and everything escalated so quickly and turned so bad.

"Jimin." I say, my voice soft.

He doesn't say anything.

"I'm not mad about earlier. I understand where you're coming from but I just can't do it."  I say.

"Why not? I thought you were in love with me." Jimin says, his voice laced with a slight attitude.

"It's because I'm in love with you that I can't do it." I sigh.

"What does that even mean?" He asks.

"It means that I'm not going to having sex with you when it means Nothing to you emotionally." I say and Jimin looks at me before pushing the doors to the hotel open and walking in ahead of me.

I let out a breath as I follow him up to our room.

Upon getting inside I see him sitting on the bed, his head in his hands.

"Are you sure this isn't because you just miss sex with Rei?" I scoff and he looks my way and rolls his eyes.

"Of course it's not. It's because I think I might actually fucking like you, You Idiot!" Jimin says madly, taking me back a bit.

I let out a sigh as I sit down on the bed beside him.

"I just can't do it." I say but he grabs onto my hand and looks at me with pleading eyes.

"Please, Jungkook. I need to know." Jimin says and I could tell that he meant it.

He really was scared of what he was feeling.

"Please." He repeats, his brown eyes melting my heart.

I take in a breath as I bite my lip.

"It's going to hurt."

When I say that Jimin seems to become nervous.

"The whole time?" He asks.

I brush back his hair and kiss his forehead.

"No, not the whole time." I say and he seems to relax a bit.

Suddenly, his face changes and what he says next makes me facepalm.

"Wait, why do I have to be the bottom?!"

I bust out laughing as I look down at him.

"Do you want to have sex or not?" I ask and Jimin falls silent.

I lean forward and press my lips to his gently.

When he starts to kiss back I grip at his thin waist, pulling him onto my lap.

I grip at his shirt and he breaks the kiss, his eyes meeting mine.

He was beyond nervous.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask and he bites his lip and nods.

The moment I had only ever dreamed of was happening right now.

My heart was about to explode through my chest yet I had never felt so alive.
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Jimin
Pain.

It was the first thing I had felt when I woke up the next morning.

My ass was on fire!

I glanced over to see Jungkook asleep beside me.

His breathing was steady as he dreamed.

My face heated instantly as memories of last night flashed in my mind.
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"You're so beautiful." The younger smiled as he admired the olders body. Jimin could only blush furiously as Jungkook lowered his head and kissed him softly. After lots of anticipation this was actually happening. Jimin's breathing hitched as the younger pulled at his pants. Instead of exposing him fully, Jungkook dipped his hand into his boxers and took ahold of him. He was pleased by the small whimpers coming from his best friends mouth. "Jungkook." Jimin groaned softly as Jungkook sped up his pace. "Don't cum, not yet." Jungkook says as he pulls his hand away, moving upwards. They both knew what came next and the orange haired man could feel the nervousness welling up in his chest. Jungkook discarded his clothes and leaned down, watching Jimin's face as he entered a finger into him, prepping him. "Ah, that hurts!" Jimin hisses. "I know, I'm sorry." Jungkook says as he kisses Jimin's thigh, causing him to shiver. He thrusts his long fingers in and out until they move with ease. Slowly, he adds in another finger. Jimin's face scrunches up as he whines at the stretching. "Are you Ready?" Jungkook asks as he stares up at Jimin. "Not really." Jimin groans as Jungkook pulls his fingers out. "Okay." Jungkook says, taking Jimin by surprise as he takes him into his mouth. "Ah!" Jimin gasps, his hand flying to the back of Jungkook's head, pushing him down slightly. Jungkook glances up at the older as he sucks. It's not like he had never gotten a bj before so this was nothing out of the ordinary beside it being a guy who is giving it to him. A gasp comes from the orange haired male as he feels Jungkook re enter his fingers, intensifying the pleasure. "Jungkook, I-" but he was already cumming as he moaned loudly, his face heating. He watched with exhausted eyes as Jungkook swallows everything, it was the hottest thing he had ever seen. To his surprise, Jungkook came up and presses his lips to his. He thought he would be repulsed by that but he seemed even more turned on. "Are you okay?" Jungkook asks once he pulls back. Jimin nods as he feels his heart pounding in his chest. "It'll only hurt for a little." Jungkook proclaims as he puts on a condom and hovers over Jimin. Jimin nods and squeezes his eyes shut, preparing for the worst. Pain. It felt as if someone had just shoved a ball of fire up his bum. Tears were threatening to spill from the olders eyes as he the younger filled him. "It hurts." Jimin hisses as his hands grip the sheets. "I know." Jungkook says as he leans down to kiss his neck. After a moment of just making out he slowly begins to move. Soon Jimin's whimpers turn into deep moans as Jungkook thrusts in and out of him. "I love you." Jungkook groans as he rubs his hands up Jimin's sides, admiring all of him. "Jungkook-ah!" Jimin moans, feeling the pressure welling in the pit of his stomach as his back arches off of the bed. "Jimin." Jungkook moans as he thrusts again, the both of them cumming together. "I love you." Jungkook says again as he falls beside the orange haired male, both of their chest heaving.
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I was blushing as I remembered everything.

We had actually did that.

A pain in my chest made me sit up quickly, glancing down at Jungkook who was still sound asleep.

I don't want to admit it..

I can't..

I stand up and hurry to pack my bags.

Just as I reach for the doorknob I hear a voice behind me.

"Where are you going?" Jungkook asks, his voice raspy.

I turn to face him as he stares at me confused while he rubs his eyes.

There's a tightness in my chest at what I say next.

"I can't do this. I'm not gay."

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OOOF

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