Dear Angie,

I love you.

Instead of any other way to start a letter, I wanted to remind you that I love you so much.

I know we've been saying that a lot to each other, that sometimes it may seem repetitive, but I truly mean it every single time I say it.

After something happened, this term hold a different meaning to me and I was afraid to call anyone my best friend anymore. But with you now, I'm so proud to brag about the fact that we're best friends to anyone that I know. Kinda like a mother bragging about her son shamelessly to her neighbours. Just mentioning you to anyone paints a smile on my face and sets a warm feeling blooming in my heart. I'm just so thankful you've become such an important existence in my life.

Regardless of what you say, you're my biggest inspiration. I set most of goals to a certain standard because of you, and just remembering you motivates me to try harder. Especially with writing, studying, or recently, learning Japanese, and most importantly, you bring me closer to God. Your name fits you well. You're my angel.

I still tear up sometimes just sitting there thinking about us. To be honest, it still feels too good to be true. I still have my moments thinking what did I do to deserve you.

You're the kindest girl I've ever known in my life and that's in no way an exaggeration. I don't remember if I've told you this? But sometimes hearing you talk about being sad about certain things, and how you worry over the people and things that literally never ever crossed my mind, I'm in awe at how thoughtful you are. At the same time I really wish there's some way I can take ahold of your heart to protect it because it's too kind and too vulnerable to the world.

So please, please, please, don't try to hide it or walk away from me if you're ever feeling down. I'll always be by your side, as long as you choose to lean against me.

I know that we can't see the future and it's uncontrollable. Things may happen out of our expectations. We may not be able to be friends forever. It's the rational part of me thinking that. But my heart is assured, because we're soulmates, and our souls have already accepted each other, and there's no turning back from there.

I'm still hopeful about living together someday, travelling to different countries and getting all those pets.To more wakeovers, chilling and fangirling, and us being our weird, true selves in our own world together.

Love you forever.

Much love,
Jas.