When I confess my feelings about Jimin, Taehyung doesn't say anything.

I peek out of one eye, only to see Taehyung looking at me, completely unfazed.

"I'm sure you'll come around." He finally says before letting me up.

He then stands up and straightens out his clothes.

"When you change your mind, you know where to find me." He says before heading out.

He said it so confidently, as if he seriously believed that I would come crawling to him.

I sigh as I fall back into the booth.

I couldn't wrap my head around what was happening.

All I want is to be with Jimin but he's not gay.

Now I have this guy whom I've just lost my virginity to who wants me to date him.

How the hell am I supposed to deal with these two things?!

I can't do this.

Sighing, I stand up and make my way back out to my car.

Right now there's only one thing I need.

I need to go see Jimin.
...
When I get back home I head straight over to Jimin's.

Right now I just wanted to see him.

I miss him.

All I want is to see him.

Once I get inside I'm taken back as I see a pair of girl's shoes.

My eyebrows furrow as I look down at them.

Jimin's mother definitely isn't here at this time and he doesn't have sisters so..

I walk into the house further just as a bedroom door opens.

My eyes widen slightly as I come face to face with a half naked girl.

"Rei who is-"

Jimin's words come to a halt as he sees me.

Jimin panics and covers the girl beside him.

"Uh."

It's all I could say.

My mind was spinning and my chest felt heavy.

"Uh, Jungkook, this is my girlfriend. Rei, this is my best friend Jungkook." Jimin says as he rubs the back of his head.

Clearly this was beyond awkward.

I wasn't even aware that Jimin had a girlfriend.

I could feel my heart breaking but I smiled through the pain.

"It's nice to meet you." I smile.

"Uh, You too." The girl says before hurrying into the bathroom.

Jimin and I meet each other's gaze and he seems to get shy.

"I'm sorry you had to find out like that. I was going to tell you but I wasn't sure when or how I should." Jimin says.

I bite the inside of my cheek.

"Don't be shy about it. I'm glad my best friend is finally scoring some!" I grin as I playfully punch Jimin in the shoulder.

"Why did you come over?" Jimin asks and I blink at him.

"You said to hang out once I finished my things." I say.

Jimin looks at me for a moment before finally pulling on the shirt he was holding.

"Oh, right. Can you come back over once Rei leaves?" Jimin asks.

I felt a twinge in my heart.

"Yeah, sure." I say and put on a smile.

"Thanks." Jimin says as he pats my shoulder.

I wanted to nuzzle into his touch but of course I couldn't.

When the bathroom door opens, out comes Jimin's girlfriend.

"I'm sorry we had to meet that way." She says as she joins Jimin's side.

"Don't worry about it. Have fun you two." I say before turning on my heels and heading home.

As soon as I get home I head straight to my room.

I felt upset, I felt hurt, I was heartbroken.

The man I love was now with someone and there was nothing I could do about it.

How the hell was I supposed to be okay?

Now there was definitely no way I could ever confess to Jimin.

Not that it was even an option before.

Sighing, I throw myself down on my bed.

I always knew Jimin wouldn't love me back but I never imagined it would hurt this badly.

It felt as if my heart had been ripped out and run over by a truck.

I was heartbroken.

"When you change your mind, you know where to find me."

Taehyung's voice instantly came into my head.

I knew I shouldn't think about him in a situation like this yet here I was.

I'm not sure if it's because my head isn't in the right place or what but I'm hurt.

With this lonely feeling in my chest there's only one thing I can do.

Crawl back to a safe place.

I pull out my phone and scroll down to Taehyung's contact.

I contemplate it for a little but I finally text him.

I'm sure I may regret sending this text but at this moment, I was too hurt to care.

I look down at the text and re-read it.

I'll take you up on that offer. -JK.

Then I hit send.

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