I woke up the next morning to three texts.

Why did you leave?! -Namjoon-Hyung👿

Hang out with me today!! -Jimin.

Let's meet up, baby boy. -Unknown.

I almost choked as I read the last text.

Meet up??

Baby boy?!

My chest felt tight as I instantly assumed who I thought it was.

Quickly, I text back.

Who is this? -JK.

That hurts. It's Taehyung. -Unknown.

I pull in my lips and add the number in my phone as T.

I'm sorry. How did you get my number? -JK.

Namjoon gave it to me. That's not a problem, right? -T.

Not really. -JK.

I hold my breath as I wait for a reply.

Finally, I receive one.

Let's meet up today. -T.

When? -JK.

Whenever you want. We should talk. -T.

I swallow the lump in my throat.

Okay. -Jk.

How about in an hour? -T.

Okay. -JK.

I set my phone down and let out a breath.

I felt beyond nervous and scared.

It's definitely because I lost my virginity to this totally random guy.

How the hell was I supposed to face him when I was fully sober?!

Sighing, I stand up to get ready.

Today was going to be eventful.
...
Soon, an hour had passed.

As I was heading out to my car I was stopped by an all too familiar voice.

"Where are you going? You didn't even reply to my text."

I turn and come face to face with a pouting Jimin.

"Oh, uh, I have to go shopping." I lie.

"Oh, I'll come too. I want to hang." Jimin says and my eyes widen.

"No!"

Jimin looks taken back.

"Uh, I just mean that I should probably go alone. I just think it would be more productive." I say and Jimin blinks a couple times before nodding.

"Okay but let's hang when you get back." He says.

I nod and hop into my car.

I watch as he walks back inside and I let out a breath.

How the hell Was I supposed to keep lying to my best friend who just so happens to be the guy I love?

Sighing, I drive to where Taehyung and I agreed to meet.
...
When I finally arrive I head inside where I spot Taehyung sitting at a window booth.

My stomach flips as he spots me and waves me over.

I take in a deep breath and make my way over to him.

"Hey cutie." He says with a grin.

I bite my bottom lip and sit down across from him.

"How did you sleep?" He asks, his eyes hard on me.

His gaze was so intense it made me feel small.

"Okay, I guess." I say, not looking up to meet his eyes.

I hear him let out a small breath and I glance up at him.

"We had sex you know. You shouldn't feel so shy around me." He says bluntly and my eyes widen.

"Don't say that so freely!" I snap.

Taehyung looks down at me and grins.

"Why, are you embarrassed, baby boy?"

There he goes again with the baby boy thing.

"N-no, And why do you keep calling me baby boy?" I ask as I make a face.

Taehyung grins as he leans closer across the table.

"Do you want to come back to my house?" He asks and my eyebrows raise.

"Why would I.."

I stop myself as I realize I sounded stupid.

Why the hell else would he want me to go back to his house.

When I look up I see Taehyung staring at me with amused eyes which furthers my embarrassment.

I turn my head away, feeling my cheeks burn.

Suddenly, I feel a presence lean closer to me.

I turn my head slightly, only to come face to face with Taehyung.

"Why are you-"

"Let's date."

"Why would I date you?" I ask instantly, my eyes wide.

"Why would you not? You like me, don't you?" Taehyung asks, seeming genuinely confused.

"Of course not! I already lo-"

I stop myself before I spill the beans.

"You What?"

Taehyung raises his eyebrows as he looks down at me with hard eyes.

"Nothing. I'm sorry if I lead you to believe we could date or something. It wasn't meant to be like that. I'm sorry I made you think that way." I say then stand.

"I'll go." I say and go to walk away but a hand grabs my wrist, stopping me.

"You didn't think I'd let you go that easily, right? So what if you don't want to date right now? Maybe you will eventually." Taehyung says confidently.

"That won't happen." I say as I instantly think of Jimin.

Jimin is the one I love.

He always has been and he always will be.

"Why Not?"

Taehyungs voice was low and unamused.

I couldn't bring myself to look at him.

"Answer me." He says, this time his voice stern.

"I have feelings for someone else." I say honestly.

"And?"

I turn to look at him, my eyebrows furrowed.

"Are you two dating?" He asks, looking unamused.

"Well..no." I sigh.

"Do they like you back?"

My heart sinks.

"No.."

Taehyung loosens his grip on me and just as I think he'll let me leave, his arms wrap around my waist, pulling me back into him.

The action made me fall back right into his lap.

"Then you have no reason not to be with me." He says, his eyes boring into mine.

My chest tightened at his words.

"I can't be with you." I say as I squeeze my eyes shut.

"Why not?"

I sigh as I feel my heart hurt in my chest.

"Because I'm in love with him."

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A/n: Are you guys not liking this story or??? Bcuz it seems like you aren't 😓😓 sigh.