That night Taehyung insisted I stay but I figured it would be better to go home and shower.

I was stinky and my body felt sore and weak.

My energy was drained completely.

When I got home I instantly showered and fell back into my couch.

My head was turned towards the ceiling as I sat there, staring at the blank canvas.

My life seemed like one big complicated mess.

Jimin and I weren't speaking, Taehyung and I were close(too close), and I was at my highest peak of my gayness.

I wasn't sure what I was doing with my life, honestly.

Then to top it all off, I'm confused on what I'm feeling for Taehyung.

I felt bad because I knew that if it came down to it, if Jimin wanted me I'd 100% choose him.

Nothing would change my mind, not even Jimin ignoring me and having a bitch of a girlfriend.

No matter what, it's always Jimin.

So then what about Taehyung...

I felt so conflicted and stressed about everything.

I just miss when everything was simpler.

Suddenly, the sound of my front door opening scares me.

When I look over my heart stops.

Standing there, was Jimin.

"What are you doing here?" I ask, sitting up and looking at him confused.

Without saying a word he came running over to me.

"I'm so sorry! I can't keep avoiding you, I just can't do it. I don't care what Rei says, I won't stop being friends with you." Jimin says quickly.

"What's with the sudden change of heart?" I ask calmly even though I was shooken up on the inside.

"You're my best friend. I can't just let someone I've only know for a little ruin something I've had for years. I'd never let a girl get between us!" Jimin says and I'm taken back as he throws his arms around me.

My heart ached as I felt my hands reaching out to wrap around him.

As I closed my arms around his small frame I felt tears stinging my eyes.

"I've missed you." I break.

"I've missed you more, you have no idea." Jimin says as he squeezes me tightly.

I felt a pain in my chest as well as the areas he squeezed, yet I didn't mind.

I was just glad to have the man I love in my arms.

"Promise that you'll never leave me, no matter what." Jimin says as he pulls back.

"I promise." I say honestly.

"We're best friends until the day we die and don't you dare forget that." Jimin says as he pokes my forehead.

I smile as I stare at his face.

Although I hated the term best friends when I wanted so badly to be more than that, I agreed.

"Of course, best friends until the day we die."

...

"So, What have you been up to?" Jimin asks later that night.

"Nothing much." I lie, knowing I couldn't tell him the events of Taehyung and I earlier.

"Nothing much? Lame." Jimin laughs.

"What about you?" I ask to change the subject.

"Rei has me running around everywhere. I even met her family yesterday." Jimin says.

"Already?"

"Yeah, is that bad?" He asks.

Yes.

"I mean, no."

"I think they really liked me." Jimin says, a slight smile on his face.

I was internally crying.

"Of course they liked you. What's not to like." I say and Jimin smiles over at me.

"Nobody will ever like me as much as your family though." Jimin grins.

"True."

It really was true.

My whole family absolutely adored Jimin, probably more than I did and that was nearly impossible.

"Speaking Of Which, where are they right now?" Jimin asks as he looks around.

"Work and my brother is out." I shrug.

"I hope he comes back early, I want to talk to your brother." Jimin says and my eyebrows raise.

"About?"

"About JiHyun. He says your brother knows something huge about him and I want to know what it is." Jimin says and I laugh.

"Well I'll let you know when he gets home." I say and Jimin smiles and nods.

We sit there and talk more about our brothers and what they possibly know.

I was beginning to get curious too.

What did they know that we didn't?

"Can I stay over tonight?" Jimin asks.

"Rei wouldn't mind?" I ask, slightly joking and slightly serious.

"Of course she would, that's why I won't tell her." Jimin says and I mentally sigh.

He was hiding from her instead of facing this problem head on.

"Are you sure you really want to do that?" I ask.

Jimin sighs and runs his fingers through his hair.

"She's a bit controlling, Isn't she?" He asks and within a second I reply.

"Yes."

Jimin looks at me before sulking into the couch.

"I like her too much to say anything."

I sigh instantly upon that.

I didn't want to tell Jimin to break up with her but I also didn't want him to be with her.

Do you see my dilemma?

"She really makes you happy?" I ask after a moment.

Jimin looks over at me and sighs.

"She really does."

He was blinded by love.

That or pussy.

Maybe both.

I sigh and stand up.

"Maybe You should go to her." I say as I look down at Jimin.

"You think I should?" He asks, standing too.

I rest my hand on his shoulder and nod.

"You should."

I was internally sighing.

Jimin nods and smiles.

"Okay, I will. Thank you Jungkook." Jimin smiles as he leans forward and hugs me.

I bite the inside of my cheek as I hug him back.

It was taking everything I had not to hold onto him forever.

When he pulls back he waves before heading out.

Once he's out of sight I feel a sadness wash over me.

I really just sent him to be with that evil bitch.

"What is that face for?" I hear and see my brother walk through the front door.

Instantly, earlier came to my mind.

"What is going on between Jimin's brother and you?" I ask.

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"Jimin told me you know something big about his brother. I want to know what it is." I say, being noisy because that's just who I am.

"There isn't anything to tell." Jung-hyun says and I see him starting to get flustered.

"It's not like I'll tell anyone." I say, which was a lie because I'd tell Jimin.

"I don't know if I should.." He says.

"Why not? I thought we were close." I pout.

Jung-hyun looks at me and bites his bottom lip.

Finally, he speaks.

What comes out of his mouth next honestly shocks me.

"What would you do if I told you I might be gay?"

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