Jungkook—

My eyes felt heavy when I opened them the next morning.

I remember crying a lot yesterday.

I also remember Taehyung coming to my house which explains why I'm in his bed right now.

"You're awake." I hear and I look over just as Taehyung comes walking out of the bathroom that was attached to the room.

I run my fingers through my hair and sit up.

"How are you feeling?" He asks as he walks to the bed and sits down beside me.

He seemed different somehow.

He wasn't being cocky and intimidating.

"I'm not sure." I say honestly.

My heart felt heavy and I felt depressed.

"You drained a lot of energy yesterday. I'll make breakfast so get dressed and come out when you're done." Taehyung says before leaving the room.

I looked around and noticed a pile of clothes on the bed.

Clearly they were Taehyung's clothes and I knew they may be a bit baggy on me.

I stand up and put the clothes on and head towards the bathroom to look at myself.

When I looked in the mirror, I cringed.

My eyes had dark bags underneath, my hair was a mess, and overall I just looked like shit.

Sighing, I make my way out to the kitchen where I find Taehyung standing at the stove.

Honestly, I was surprised that he had offered to make breakfast.

He was being unusually nice.

Probably because he felt pity towards me.

I mean who wouldn't pity someone who's hopelessly in love with someone they can never have.

"Sit down." Taehyung says once he sees me.

I don't even bothering saying anything back as I walk over and sit down at the table.

The aurora around me right now was definitely dark.

I was beyond sad and I felt heart broken.

I knew Taehyung knew it too because he was tip toeing around me.

As much as I hated the pity, I was too hurt to just suck it up and deal with the pain.

"Here." Taehyung says, knocking me out of my thoughts as he set food down in front of me.

I didn't even have an appetite but I knew Taehyung wouldn't be happy if I didn't eat.

The last thing I wanted was for him to change back to his scary side.

I actually enjoyed this caring side of him, it was refreshing.

"Thanks." I mumble as he sits down across from me.

I could feel his eyes on me but I didn't look back up at him.

"We should do something today." He says suddenly and my eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Why?"

"It'll help you cheer up. Plus it'll be fun." Taehyung says.

"I don't know.." I say, realizing that I'd probably just be moving around the whole time.

I'm taken back at what Taehyung says next.

"I know you're hurting, baby boy, but come on, daddy doesn't like seeing you upset."

When I look down I see Taehyung's hand was rested on top of mine.

"Are you bipolar? Why are you acting like a totally different person?" I ask, honestly truly confused.

Instead of getting mad by my comment, he chuckles.

"Just trust me, it'll be fun."

I take in a deep breath and look down at his hand that's still rested on top of mine.

He was right.

I'll feel a lot better if I just get my mind off of this.

"Okay, I'll go."

...

"A carnival?" I ask as we arrive.

"If you don't like it we can go somewhere else." Taehyung says but I'm quick to object.

"No, this is okay."

Taehyung looks over at me then smiles.

"Okay, let's go."

No matter how much I'm hurting because of Jimin, I'll try my best to feel better.

I was grateful that Taehyung was trying to cheer me up.

Maybe he wasn't as scary as I thought he was.

Shaking the thought, I get out of the car.

—
Taehyung—

"We should go on that ride!" Jungkook says, a smile taking over his once sad features.

"Okay." I say simply and let him lead the way.

He seemed to be forgetting about what happened and I was glad.

He deserved someone who actually cared about him anyway.

For instance, me.

I knew it was selfish but I could give him what he needed.

Love and attention.

I was hoping he could forget Jimin completely.

"Make sure to buckle up." The person running the ride says and Jungkook slides into the seat.

I sit in the seat beside him and turn my head his way.

"Make sure this is tight." I say as I reach over him and tug on the belt.

When I move back I see Jungkook go shy and I smile to myself.

I love that I had this affect on him.

"Ready?" I ask as I glance back over at him.

Jungkook smiles widely.

"As ready as I'll ever be!"

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A/n: Today was my last day of high school & I'm real emotional. Of course I'm happy to be done but at the same time, I'm really going to miss my teachers and friends. I know life only gets harder from here on out and I'm honestly nervous. I just don't want to lose my friends and all that stuff. I just hope things work out in my favor. 😪 but now that I'm on summer break I'll try my best to write lots!!