"Jungkook, come with us today!" My friend Namjoon says happily.

"Where to?" I ask, glancing over at him with raised eyebrows.

"To a party!"

"A party?" I repeat to myself.

"Yes, a party. It'll be fun. Jimin can come too if you want." Namjoon says and I sigh at the mention of Jimin.

Aka my childhood best friend that I was definitely 100% gay for.

"I don't think so.." I say as I glance down at my phone, checking to see if Jimin had messaged me.

It was getting later and later and I hadn't received a single text from Jimin.

It was my seventeenth birthday for fucks sake! 

"Oh come on! You only turn seventeen once! Maybe you'll even kiss your v card goodbye tonight." Namjoon grins and I shake my head.

"Definitely not."

"Why do you say that?" Namjoon asks but I give him a knowing look.

"You do realize that there's not even the slightest chance that Jimin will ever fuck you, right?"

I scoff at Namjoons words.

"You don't know that." I shoot back even though I knew he was right.

I just didn't want to admit it out loud.

"Just come to the party! It's yours after all!" He says and I sigh.

That's how I got here.
-
"Happy birthday, Jungkook!" Everyone yells, cheers coming from all around me.

Shots kept getting passed my way and I was beyond buzzed.

"Jungkook!"

I snap my head towards the voice.

When I turn I see Namjoon walking towards me with a tall and good looking guy.

"I have someone I want you to meet." Namjoon says, a huge grin on his lips.

"Hi, I'm Taehyung." The guy says as he sticks his hand out.

His deep voice sent a shiver up my spine.

"H-hi, I'm Jungkook."

Fuck, I choked.

The guy eyes me, his piercing eyes burning through me.

"I'll leave you two to get to know each other." Namjoon grins before turning and walking off.

"Happy birthday." The guy says as he looks down at me.

"Thanks." I say as I bite the inside of my cheek.

He looks behind me then back down at me.

"Do you want to go somewhere quiet to talk?" He asks and I look at him a bit confused.

"Sure."

Taehyung smiles and to my surprise, he takes my hand.

He pulls me towards a room and I let him.

Once we get inside the room he shuts the door and sits down beside me.

"So, how long have you known Namjoon?" I ask.

"A couple months. You?" Taehyung asks, his voice soft.

"I've known him since 1st grade." I say and Taehyung smiles.

"He's a good person."

I nod.

"You don't look people in the eyes, do you?" He asks and I shrug.

"Not really." I mumble.

"Look at me." He says but I start to feel shy by the sound of his deep voice.

"I'm good." I say but I'm surprised as a hand comes under my chin and turns my head.

"Look at me."

The voice was stern and deep.

Once again, a shiver runs up my spine.

I feel my face heating as I stare back into Taehyung's eyes.

"You're cute." His voice fills my ears.

My face heats further at that.

I suddenly found myself melting against his hand.

He grins down at me and starts to lean his face closer.

"Let's get one thing straight, I'm not."

Of course Jimin came to my mind and yet I couldn't seem to pull away.

Jimin will never love me...

Taehyung presses his lips to mine.

It was soft yet rough, I wasn't sure how that was possible.

"So sweet." Taehyung says in a husky voice once he pulls back.

He stares down at me for a moment and I bite my bottom lip.

What Taehyung says next makes me shiver.

"Can I have you tonight?"
...
I won't go into detail about what happened after that.

Surely you could already guess.

If you can't, I lost my v card to someone I had just met.

That was definitely a horrible idea but it just kind of happened that way.

"That was nice." Taehyung says softly as he rubs circles into my back.

My heart jumped out of my chest as my phone went off.

Where are you? I bought a cake!! -Jimin.

My eyes widened as I read the message from Jimin.

"I have to go." I say as I hurry to stand up.

Without another word I rush out of the room and right out the front door.

My hips burned as I ran.

I bit down on my lip to stop from hissing in pain.

When I got home I ran to my neighbors aka Jimin's house.

"I'm here!" I say breathlessly.

Jimin stops in his tracks and looks me up and down.

"You look like a mess." He says then scrunches his nose.

"And you stink." He says.

"Sorry. I ran here." I say, which wasn't a complete lie.

"Never Mind that, let's eat this before your birthday is over!" Jimin says, a huge smile on his lips.

My heart ached as I looked over at him.

I walked to Jimin's side and sat down.

"Where were you anyway?" Jimin asks as he gets the cake ready.

I think back to earlier and bite the inside of my cheek.

Jimin didn't even know I was gay so there was no way I could tell him.

"I was just hanging out with Namjoon." I say and Jimin nods after a moment.

"Anyways, here." Jimin says as he hands me a piece of the cake.

"Happy birthday, Jungkookie! I love you!" Jimin grins as he throws his arm around my shoulders.

My heart ached as I looked over at him.

I'm in love with my childhood best friend.

I love him and he'll never love me back..
...
After I ate the cake with Jimin I headed home.

Today was very interesting..

A lot had happened.

I wasn't sure what was to come for me and Taehyung either.

I just left like nothing happened which makes me feel like a beyond shitty person.

I wonder if he even cares that I left..

I shake the thought and lay down to sleep.

My ass, was tired.

[...]

A/n: New story!! I decided to update now bcuz I've been at a steady flow of writing this story!! My life is also just so hectic right now too. I'm graduating in literally 17 days, not counting weekends. Luckily, my last day of school is in 7 Days. When summer comes I'll definitely try my best to write lots too!! I love you guys and I hope you enjoy this story!! ♡♡♡