both luna and phil attempted to contact me a bunch of times and i even received two text messages from harriette asking me if i was doing alright. i didn't answer to any of them. i turned off my phone and got back to work. 

i decided to prioritize from now on, this movie- me overthrowing my initial concept of my first and to this date most well-known work is what i needed to do, and so i would.  

getting back into my chair after having slept for three hours after luna left, i turn my laptop back on and am pleased to see that the document is still opened up on my desktop. 

i reread everything i have written so far and correct a few passages or add a few notes, before continuing to write. 

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* phil *

pacing my living room, i call and call dan's number, but to no avail. i decide to leave yet another voice message, which contains me apologizing and then decide to leave him be. 

luna had called me and told me about how she had wanted to hint to dan about harriette and my relationship being only for the public's eye and publicity reasons. she said he didn't even let her say it and kicked her out of his apartment, which surprised me. 

never would i have thought that he would do that and luna said, she wouldn't have as well. they have been friends for a long time and yes, they have fought before but never like that. 

i offered for luna to come over if she wanted to talk because she seemed more than just upset but she declined. 

however, she did tell me that harriette had requested another meeting and that we would see each other in a few days. 

everything seemed to be caving in and i was nervous for the meeting already, a weird, tight feeling spreading through my hands, knees and stomach. i decided to call harriette and ask her about how she planned to address the subject at the meeting and what we could bring forward in order to achieve what we had in mind, the total dissolution of our contracts. 

after half an hour on the phone with harry, my right ear felt heavy and i looked down at the notes i took with my smudgy black pen in preparation for what felt like doomsday. 

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a/n a short chapter but i hope to update more in the upcoming few weeks!