2 Aug

So hehhehe... I just woke up.. it's 1:41 pm afternoon.... How IRONY of me... *Flip hairs* And my Mom didn't even yelled at me...
KeKeKe <( ̄︶ ̄)>

I hope everyone is enjoying their day or might be having their beauty sleep....

So to the one who's sleeping... Hope you have a good sleep and sweet dreams... I love you.. ❤️

And to the one who might have just woke up... Good Morning to u... Hope you have a nice day... I love you too.. ❤️

And to the one who's doing their Afternoon studies or might be taking afternoon nap... Eat well and study hard... Hope you have a good health and nice day... I Love you three.. ❤️

And also to the one who might be working right now... Good work... Remember to eat and have rest... I Love you four.. ❤️


I know I'm spouting nonsense right now... But currently I'm not in the right state of mind...

I'm little dizzy, and my head is feeling heavy more like it'll burst... Scaryyyy
And I'm having a slight fever...

STREAM FEVER

I wrote all rubbish downward so you can read it or skip it... I don't mind.. I was not going to publish it but I still did.. (─.─||)

Yesterday I wasn't able to sleep... I think I slept for only two hours... When I woke up screaming and crying... and My mom slightly woked up because of that... And she came to my room and hugged me but she fell asleep lol... She was already tired... So I slowly moved from there and went to sleep in another room...

And OMG it was so dark.. so I decided to sleep with lights on... And to my surprise my father woke up...lmao
He saw the lights on and came to check... And there I was wide wake HAHAHA...

He asked why was I still up... I said I'm unable to sleep..
So he laid on bed holding me.. trying to put me to sleep.. And Oh God when he started patting my head... I broked into crying..
I'M SUCH A EMOTIONAL FREAK щ(゜ロ゜щ)

IDK why I feel so lonely despite my family being so loving and caring... Many thoughts were going in my mind at the moment... I don't really talk out about my feelings to my family... I don't want to burden them... That's what I think... I don't know if I'm wrong or right... Uhh.. leave it..

And you all know what happened... My father felt asleep...kekeke
I think I slept around 4:30 in the morning.. cause I remember turning off my alarm...

Now that I think about it... Something triggered my depression... Like I was getting all better with my health and mind.. And it came again last night.. might be because I took my dad's and mom's word to my heart.. And I don't blame them for that... Cause I'm so lazy but still they love me alot..


Anyway I'm feeling good right now... And now I rarely get sleep deprived...
And pls always remember me as cheerful person cause that's how originally my personality is...

Well life have it's up and down moment... So I think it's okay to feel like this once in time... I took my pills so I think I should get some more sleep....

OH BOI I NEARLY SPEND 1HOUR WRITING THIS!!!!!

Okay I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH... ❤️
Have my kisses.. ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡

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