HELLO PEOPLE. First of all, thanks for taking the time to read this. 

Second, I shall announce that I am going for a vague hiatus; meaning, I do not know when I'd be able to regain my touch in writing back. 

I've been losing motivation these days you see. 

And I'm really lonely here at le house since my parents and siblings are all at work and attending school. I've got no one to talk to personally, and that's really driving me nuts. 

Although, chatting online helps, but it doesn't fill up the silence in my house. I'm a lonely little shit. 

I need human interaction. Like face to face. Or else I'm going mad. Writing helps me calm down, but these days, it's not working at all.

My imagination, which is the fruit of what I feel, is kind of... I don't know, I can't work it out. My mind's blank, my fingers that type the story won't connect to it at all, AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY INSPIRATION. I CAN'T FIND ANY. 

AT LEAST FOR MY KNB FAN FICTIONS.

 I don't know how to fix this, so until I figured shit out, I'm not going to continue writing my fanfics here. Because I'm going to end up feeling crappy about the outcome because I never produce satisfying writings when I'm at a shitty state. 

I'm not proud of the works I've made that lack passion in it. I always put feelings and inspirations through my writing, and right now, I don't have any of those to fill up my work. I do not want to present you guys half-assed works. 

I'm sorry I'm vague. I shall vague-one now. (If you get the pun, kudos for you!) 

Oh, while I'm gone, I'm going to have my self-therapy in which I try to write stories of random ideas until I get my mind back on track. (I may have update randomly. In my DnA fan fic at least----

It's not posted here.) 

Plus, school's approaching anyway so I'm gonna have to focus on studies. (and have to deal with anxiety. fuck the bitch)

So yeah, thanks for read, and to those who are waiting for my updates, I apologize truly! Thank you for the support, everyone, and I wish you the best things in life.

Bless your kind souls.

Love you, peeps. Stay awesome. 

-red

ps. enjoy the random reflection meme. (c) to owner.