nothing i just want my existence to be acknowledge. jk, not really. i'm just writing to you guys because i'M FREAKING OUT I HAVE THREE QUIZZES TOM. ALL MATH COURSES. Thanks, architorture. 

In case you're wondering, they're Physic(k of this shit), (pain in the)Analytic Geometry, and Solid (you are worse than)Mensuration. If you don't know these subjects, you are one lucky soul. 

pls pray for red 2k16. jk.

in other news, i now crackship Bucky x Wanda. don't fuckin' ask i just love both characters. and blank panther. and spider-man. and did i tell you how much i love paul rudd?!?!?!?! srry, still a bit hangover... with civil war of course!! i don't drink guys cmon. 

ok i do but not this term. i get drunk even without alcohol. blame the numbers dammit. 

and can i just say that it's ironic how i titled my new teen fiction 'Rebel Wannabe' when i hate calling someone a wannabe. because deep down u guys know that wannabes are insecure people who try their best to be accepted ;-; so don't judge and bully guys. those aren't cool. 

if you're gonna be a wannabe, be a wannabe good girl. at least you're trying to be good. and by trying, and you're doing great. i salute you. 

anyway, this is a very shallow post so let me write you a poem,

a gentle breeze brushes past me

it felt like it was your hand trying to reach out

from a different realm you now exist in

far away from me after you parted

i think about you every day and every night

wondering what it'd be like if you're still alive

we'd still be together, inseparable and adamant

with no one in the world to tear us apart

but fate is cruel and so you'll have to go

if there's one thing to take you away from me

it's the inevitable death every human beings will have to meet

eventually, not right now, but my dear, yours has come

so i say goodbye in the meantime, and have a hollow space in my arms

there'll come a time, he will come for me

and so i shall cross the roads, the bridge that'll bring you back to me

btw it's about a loved one dying and the last part is talkin' bout death. i just wrote that on the spot believe me. if not, i don't care, fuck off. 

anyway. . . hope you enjoyed that poem!!! i'm still new to poetry but my friends (who are damn good writers at it) are influencing me to write some!!! it's beautiful guys especially when words rhyme. 

anyway i gtg for now. see u guys. (someday but not today)

-red