Let's begin.....

Ragini was leaning on to chair closing her eyes.
"If I say No,would you believe" she immediately opens her eyes,she remembered his words.later burning out the things.
And something was really wrong with her.then all of those stuffs belongs to Nayan?

She opens the diary..

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I cannot sleep for the whole night.how could I?when the person whom I secretly admired and loved reciprocates with my feelings.

And I decide today that when our bond is strong and we become inseparable I would give him my diary to know all of those moments,how I admired behind him and know my feelings!

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Ragini turned pages to find few empty pages.
And she turned and found continuation..

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All these days I really couldn't give time for you..
But today happened something...Sanskar ,Abhay ,Nakul and Rishi got suspended from for 15 days!

Fight with the final years and first year..

Nakul accidentally dashed with a senior.
Nakul:Am sorry!
Senior:kya be?Stepping PG's you can't see anything now?
He pulled Nakul 's collar.
Since Nakul was bit scariest from every other.he was scared and still managed to say:i am sorry,but if I didn't.you could have seen!
And the senior hits him joined by his friends.
Senior:Now you will teach me,what I should do and what should not.
He was about to punch him when Sanskar holds his his wrist.
Sanskar:okay we are sorry
Abhay and Rishi freed Nakul from their clutches.
Sanskar:let's not create a scene here in college..
Senior:what's your need to step in between us?why are you creating a scene!
Sanskar:for such a small thing you are punching him.this isn't a first grade college!
But Abhay and Rishi pounced n them.
Which became a fight.

And a professor stop them.which happened them to go to dean's office.
And everything turns favorable towards the seniors.and they got suspended for 15 days.

Abhay Nakul And Rishi's parents comes there.
Sanskar was standing outside the office.
Nayan:Sanskar..
Sanskar:everything turned upon us.hopefully my dad doesn't take me wrong.
When he spotted His dad.
Sanskar:Nayan you go to class.
I simply nodded but I did not wish to go but i stood bit far near the window dean's office.

Anup:Sanskar...What fight...I have never heard such complaints from you!
His dad was angry with him,well that was normal.
Sanskar:I am sorry dad...it was..
He moves in.
Sanskar felt sad that he did not listen to him.

Anup sits.
Principal:Sanskar's parent?
Anup:Yes!
Principal:your son is the main reason for for all this.he and his friends what they thought is this a college or a market that they can do anything but I didn't expect this from him he is one of the top student!
Anup turns to Sanskar who was standing there:Accha..so he is saying you will become a goon now!
And he turns to Principal:but there's a complaint from me too..
Principal:what it is?he does this at home too..?
Anup:no...but upto till now I didn't heard any complain from past 3 years he is studying here and did you get any sort of complaint?
Principal looks at him.
Anup turns to Sanskar :what exactly happened?
Sanskar tells him whatever happened.
Anup turns to principal:now?should I blame him or the students or you.
Principal:but sir..
Anup:if that was so..why didn't you suspend the other team..
Principal:ehm..
Anup sees the suspension letter:Sanskar..just 15 days right..it's okay let's go home!
Sanskar looks on..

They move out.
Sanskar:Dad!!!
Anup:confused of I supported you?
Sanskar smiles a bit and nods
Anup:because you are my best child from other..and I don't need to know what you are from others.
Sanskar hugs him.

I literally admired.

And guess what these 15 days.even we bunked and went for trekking.
I know these will stay with me forever as a beautiful memory.

*Ragini turned page*

Before himself,Sanskar kept me.
He teased me,he supported me and understood me.at present I felt I am the most happiest girl in the world.

And Sanskar picked me up.
It was really a different feeling to sit behind him on a bike.
I spotted a tea stall:Sanskar ...let's go there!!
He stopped bike..
And he got me tea.
Nayan:you won't have it!
Sanskar:I don't like it.in fact I can't even tolerate the smell of tea!
He sat beside me.
He was looking all around!

And the sheet above us dropped suddenly and he immediately hold them up just before it could hit me.
I had literally closed my eyes in fear.
When Sanskar:are you alright..?
I looked at him holding up the sheets and the vendor comes and apologised and he smiled:it's okay but be careful with this.it can hurt anyone here!
And I saw his palm,where there was a cut due to it and blood was oozing out of it.
Nayan:it's bleeding!
Sanskar:it alright,just a small cut.you say are you fine?
And I tied kerchief on his palm.
Sanskar:Nayan...
I looked up to him
While he smiled:Nayan you are making my life beautiful!
I smiled.

He held my hand and we walked...
There was only silence.

Sanskar:Nayan I want to know about best college on our field.can you suggest me?
Nayan:our college!
Sanskar:no seniors are so cracked I can't take a chance there,she can't be in that class which is just like a hell.
Nayan:but for whom?
Sanskar:My brother's wife..she is so interested.i don't like being someone's dream being crushed with marriage thing.and my brother is a typical person..I tried to make him understand but he is sick.but dad have agreed so no worries he will handle.
Nayan:then I think St.Merry's would be good..
Sanskar nods:Thanks.

Nayan smiles:you think of everyone!
Sanskar:I don't..but I am doing nothing for her..since she cleans up my messed room and also save me food no matter how late I am..so this is least I could do..
Nayan:the wraps you bring daily..
Sanskar:she makes us for bhaiyya since he is busy with work.but she makes for all of us too..

Nayan rubs her hand ..and she sees her shoelaces which was loosened and before she could bend to tie it...Sanskar bends and he ties it.
Nayan:Sanskar..I will do it.i don't like if ..
He finished tying it:it's done.and it's not a big deal if I do this for you!
He stood.
Nayan smiles and hold his arm and they walked.

And stops where an old lady was making a corn tikka.
Sanskar buys from her.
And they have it.
Nayan coughs due to food struck on her throat.
And he pats her back.
And old lady gives him the water.
And he made her drink water.
And she calms!
He smiles:fine..
She nods
Old lady:kisiki nazar na lage,tum Dino ki Jodi ko!
Both smiles.
They walks from there to his bike.

Nayan:Sanskar...I told about you to my parents.
Sanskar:this soon?
Nayan:I don't hide anything...can you meet them.please?
Sanskar:but...Nayan,it's not that I do not want to meet them.but isn't it too early?
Nayan:but you only told remember thinking it's too early it becomes too late!
Sanskar smiles:okay fine then..
Nayan:actually I didn't wanted to know from third person that's why..
Sanskar: okay..then let's meet now!
Nayan:now?
Sanskar:let's not make it too late!

We reached our home.
And I ringed the door bell.
Sanskar:your dad isn't strict right..?
Nayan smiles:he is the coolest person.
And her dad Ravi opens the door.

Nayan:dad...this is..
Ravi smiles:Sanskar right!
Sanskar:hello uncle!
Ravi :hello son..Come..Come inside.well you came at a good time..My wife is making falafel..and I am sure you will love it!
Sanskar smiles.

And they move inside.
Nayan's mom Neeta comes there and smiles looking at Sanskar.
Sanskar:hello aunty..
She keeps the falafel..
Neeta:Nayan get the juice it's in fridge!

Ravi:Sanskar..then how's your studies going?
Sanskar:Good!
Neeta:have some..
She forwards the snack plate..
Sanskar takes.
While Nayan gets the juice.

Ravi:you know I was thinking why my daughter doesn't have a boyfriend yet..see I and Nayan's mom were childhood sweethearts.
Sanskar:wow!
Ravi:I also know your father..infact we met several times casually in temple or in supermarkets...
Sanskar smiles.
Neeta:between son...I want Nayan to complete studies before marriage!
Sanskar smiles:of course...we are not in plans now.she asked me to meet you..
Neeta smiles.
Sanskar:I want we both to build a career..
Ravi :that's must..and Sanskar I will give you a responsibility now!
Sanskar looks at him.
Ravi:you have to take care of my daughter!
Sanskar looks at Nayan:you don't need to say that!
Nayan smiles

Now everything was almost solved and I was really happy and we have decided that we will spend time with each other along with concentrating on studies.

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Ragini closes the diary.
It was evening...
She got ready and moved out.
Ragini sees Jaya:Maa..am going to meet my teacher.
Jaya smiles and nods.
Ragini:if you want something then I will get while returning!
Jaya:I don't need anything..go safe!
Ragini nods:Siya Soha..
Jaya:they went to society park to play Surbhi and beeji also went,even I am going there now!
Ragini:okay then I will leave!

Ragini moves to Prathap's school.
It was after class hours,he was sitting in his cabin.
Ragini enters inside with a smile:May I come in?
Prathap smiles:seems someone was so busy after marriage!
Ragini sits:Nothing like that..
She places a tiffin:here your favorite Ras malai!
Prathap:I really missed it!

Prathap:then how's everything?
Ragini:All Good!
Prathap:Sanskar visited me a week back!
Ragini:really?
Prathap:haan..he donated few music instruments here!
Ragini:I didn't knew it!

Prathap:Now on which problem you are stuck?!
Ragini looks at him.
Prathap:you face states that you will end up crying anytime.don't pretend of smiling!
Ragini:no nothing like that!
Prathap pass her a look.

They walks into the garden.
Prathap:So you read a diary which had sanskar's past?
Ragini:because he is in no plans to tell me.and somethings happened...that he want to hide it from me.
Prathap:I won't say it was wrong that you read the diary without letting him know but something's missing out here...
Ragini:I am feeling uneasy that am I a hurdle...
Prathap:then you should read it completely!
Ragini:No somewhere I feel it's me behind him choosing this life and if I get to know then I can't live taking up this...I can't!
Prathap:what are you speaking?i don't think so..
Ragini:his past is something ....which is making me to think like this!
Prathap:then you should go and speak to Sanskar!
Ragini:I feel it will make things more complicated...i wish if I didn't urge to read this diary...but I am stuck now.you know the situations we got married.i don't want things to repeat with misunderstandings...
Prathap:when you have read it half then know the entire truth somehow.like there shouldn't be anything left behind...
Ragini:I might be overthinking or acting impulsive,I can't change over it.so many random thoughts are coming on my mind.
Prathap:listen Ragini...there's only solution know the entire truth,get answer for all the question and then only you will get the solution.
Ragini:I know...now I understand he was going through so much.years back I had saw him broken.
Prathap:then now you are his wife.if you think you are in web then you gotta free it from soon before more of misunderstandings happen within yourself.i don't know anything about him neither his past..so it only you who could know about him,now just think that it's your turn!
She looks on..
Ragini:I will know the entire truth!
Prathap:And I know there's nothing to worry about don't worry!

While on the other side Sanskar was leaning on to the chair closing his eyes after the meeting!
Today he met Arjun..but somehow he just want to distance himself from the past.he don't want to let Ragini know that there was "Nayantara" in his life.
May be she deserves to know but he don't want to let her know!

To be continued.....

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