Your POV

As were still traveling through space, I decides to make a quick stop at the Human Zoo and let Jas know that I'll be gone for a year or a half. As the ship landed in the docking bay I looked at the planet beside the zoo.

I just realize that the Planet was Saturn. The ship's maindoors opened and I saw Holly in front of me. She saluted and I dismissed her. But there's something bothering her. I know it. I'll have a talk to her soon.

As I entered the crew quarters, the same gems that jumped on me back on Homeworld dogpiled on me again as the other Amethyst Guards just laughed along with Jas.

Y/N: Getting painful...being crushed...

Then they all got off me and I stretched my back again. And then Jas ran towards me giving me a hug.

Skinny Jasper: What are you doing here?

Y/N: I came here to hang out since I am leaving for a year or half a year. Besides I want to see more of the zoo.

Carnelian: So what do you want to do?

Y/N: I can play an instrument and have a mini concert here.

Skinny Jasper: Oh sure let's do it. I haven't heard you sing before.

I then pulled out my guitar and amplifier and played a song. I had this one on my mind for quite a while. "Before I Forget" By Slipknot

Song starts

I started playing the guitar and  some gems are already liking it

Go!

Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm

Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home

Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm

Catastrophic, not again

I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline

I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene

Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections

I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the strings

Throw the shapes

Hold your breath

And listen

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

Some gems are headbanging to the great music. Finally I get to play some songs

I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm

I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt

Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions

I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in clutch

Pushed in place

Hold your breath

And listen

Carnelian is trying to resist the urge to headbang. But gave in anyway.

Carnelian: Must...resist...great song...Awww heck (*headbangs*)

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

My end

It justifies my means

All I have to do is delay

I'm given time to evade

The end of the road is my end

It justifies my means

All I have to do is delay

I haven't time to evade

The end of the road!

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man

I was a creature before I could stand

I will remember before I forget

Before I forget that

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh!

I did the final guitar solo and the song came to an end

Second song starts

I then decided to play a song named "Metalingus" By Alter Bridge

I've been defeated and brought down

Dropped to my knees when hope ran out

The time has come to change my ways

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life

A bitter place and a broken dream

And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind

I'll never long for what might have been

And now regret won't waste my life again

I won't look back

I'll fight to remain

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life

A bitter place and a broken dream

And we'll leave it all behind

On this day it's so real to me

Everything has come to life

Another chance to chase a dream

Another chance to feel

Chance to feel alive

Fear will kill me, all I could be

Lift these sorrows

Let me breathe, could you set me free

Could you set me free

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life

A bitter place and a broken dream

And we'll leave it all behind

On this day it's so real to me

Everything has come to life

Another chance to chase a dream

Another chance to feel

Chance to feel alive

Third song starts

Then I played another song named "The Vengeful One" By Disturbed

He is observing the chaos, taking in the lack of raw humanity

It's as if the entire world's fallen in love with their insanity

Hear the innocent voices scream

As their tormentors laugh through all of it

No forgiveness from all I've seen

The degradation I cannot forget

So sleep soundly in your beds tonight

For judgement falls upon you at first light

I'm the hand of God

I'm the dark messiah

I'm the vengeful one
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

In the blackest moment of a dying world

What have you become
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

As the violence surges

And the teeming masses have been terrorized

The human predators all gone mad

Are reaping profits born from their demise

The rabid media plays their roles

Stoking the flames of war to no surprise

Only too eager to sell their souls

For the apocalypse must be televised

So sleep soundly in your beds tonight

For judgement falls upon you at first light

I'm the hand of God

I'm the dark messiah

I'm the vengeful one
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

In the blackest moment of a dying world

What have you become
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

When you die

You'll know why

For you cannot be saved

With all the world enslaved

When you die

You'll know why

You'll die

You'll know why

For you cannot be saved

This world is too depraved

When you die

You'll know why

I'm the hand of God

I'm the dark messiah

I'm the vengeful one
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

In the blackest moment of a dying world

What have you become
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

I'm the hand of God

I'm the dark messiah

I'm the vengeful one
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

In the blackest moment of a dying world

What have you become
(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

(Look inside and see what you're becoming)

Fourth song starts

I played another song called "Down With The Sickness" By Disturbed. The author's favourite song. Mcfly this is for you

Can you feel that?
Ah, shit
Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah
Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give in to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes (oh no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes (oh no)
The world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Don't do it, you're hurting me
Why did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you
Why don't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
Fuck you
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you like to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die
Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness has now come over me

Final song starts

One final song and this is called
"Indestructible" By Disturbed.

Another mission
The powers have called me away
Another time
To carry the colors again
My motivation
An oath I've sworn to defend
To win the honor
Of coming back home again
No explanation
Will matter after we begin
Unlock the dark destroyer that's buried in me
My true vocation
And now my unfortunate friend
You will discover
A war you're unable to win
I'll have you know
That I've become
Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war
Another reason
Another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered
Now, for me to light
My dedication
To all that I've sworn to protect
I carry out my orders
With not a regret
A declaration
Embedded deep under my skin
A permanent reminder
Of how we began
No hesitation
When I am commanding the strike
You need to know
That you're in for the fight of your life
You will be shown
How I've become
Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war
I'm
Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war
Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war

Song ends
( Sorry if there are too many ) music in this chapter

Timskip Five minutes

I was taking a stroll through the zoo and I noticed that the entrance to the human containment is open. I took a peek inside and saw the same spot where Pink used to sleep with the humans

I smiled at the fact that she loves humans so much that Blue made a zoo for humans for Pink. I left the room and saw Holly.

Holly: Hello Painite

Y/N: Hello Holly.

At this point Holly is getting restless, she keeps looking down and avoiding eye contact to me.

Y/N: What is it Holly? Do you have something to ask me?

Holly:..............Can you.....give me some advice? On how to be a better leader?

Y/N: And why is that?

Holly: I want to help them. I want to stand out in front of them and see me as a better leader than last time.

Y/N: (*sigh*) That's the problem. Just because you have to be a leader doesn't mean you have to stand out. A leader's goal is to help their members grow. Keep them happy and contented. Lowering themselves to help the others. They cope with them. And when they have problems, they comfort them and motivate them. Push them forward, give them a reason to respect you. You try to fit your paw in their shoes.

Holly: What does that mean?

Y/N: It means try to feel what somebody else feels. In order to help others you sometimes have to keep moving forward and lead them to what they want to be. And someday they will thank you for what you have done. And there is no better feeling to see your students be happy of what they are.

Holly: All these years I have been treating them like garbage. But hearing you say this. Makes me feel disgusted of my past self.

I then walked closer too her and put my hand on her shoulder.

Y/N: A great general once said:

"An army of sheep led by a lion will always win against an army of lions led by a sheep"
                -Napoleon Bonaparte

Y/N: Be a lion, a lion that leads an army of sheep Holly. And someday your sheep will become a fierce aand strong lion.

She was on the verge of tears and she gave me a hug while crying on my chest. I kept rubbing her back while she's cries on me.

Holly: (*sob*) Thank you Painite.
(*sob*)

I grabbed her chin and cupped both of my hands on her face and wiped her tears off.

Y/N: I am olny doing my job Holly. Helping others in need. Now go, be a lion.

Holly: (*sniff*) I will

She then gave me one last hug and went to her quarters. I headed for the docking bay and a few gems bid me farewell along with Skinny Jasper. I hugged her tight and I boarded the ship and blasted back to space.

Y/N: I'm comin' home guys. I'm coming.

And Finished

Four chapters published in just two days. I didn't think I can do it but I still did. Now if you'll excuse me. I need my hands to rest and prepare for our final exams. This is YoBoyMcFly and I will see you all in the next chapter

Mcfly signing off