Taehyung's POV

I woke up and went to the bathroom. My eyes were swollen due to all the crying. I washed my face hoping that it'll help.

Yep. Not at all.

Whatever.

After, I went into the kitchen seeing Jin cooking, Namjoon watching him, J-Hope and Jimin making photos together. Jungkook was just staring down probably thinking about stuffs and Yoongi on his phone.

''Good morning... '' I said to them. J-Hope and Jimin ignored me while Jin muttered a little 'morning'.

''Good morning, Tae!'' Jungkook said smiling his attention now on me. Weird.

What confused me was Yoongi. He didn't even look at me. Not even a simple 'hey'. I decided to ignore it for now.

-Time skip-

We were all watching a movie. Well... Not exactly.

Yoongi was still on his phone.

''Hey Yoongi... '' I whispered not wanting to disturb the others from the movie.

He looked up for 2 second then went back to his phone.

'' Wait ''   he then went back on his phone occasionally smiling probably because of who he is texting.

''Uhm, ok...''

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The movie is over. But Yoongi is still on his phone... I don't want to be that type of person that has to know everything their friends are doing or be jealous etc. And... why would I be jealous? I don't like Yoongi...

... or do I?

Did he get tired of me? Is he mad? Did I do something wrong? If he hates me then it wouldn't be something new. Just another person on the never ending list.

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''Yoongi do you want to come with me to the park?''

''Not now''

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''Yoongi, would you like to- ''

''I'm busy right now''

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''Yoongi, do you want ice cream?''

''Later''

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''Hey Yoon-''

''I can't''

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''Good night, Yoongi!''

......

Not even an answer. Feeling awkward I just quietly went in my room. Sighing I went in bed after taking a bath. Then I started thinking about everything that happened today. And I realized something...

... I was SO annoying

No wonder why he didn't want to talk to me. I just kept on asking him stuffs when all he needed was space.

God, why am I like this? I want to shut up, not to talk with anyone but it seems that I can't.

Every night I'm planning that the next day I won't be like this. Annoying and clingy.

But it's like I always forget everything...

Some things really can't change...

Without realizing tears were already falling.

Oh yeah, I forgot... I'm weak.

... a cry baby

... an annoying brat

... 'stupid child'

Simply said ....

... a mistake.

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I'm sorry this is a short chapter. BUT I'll make sure I update more this week.

What do you think about this chapter? I don't really think is that good, but I promise the next ones will be better!

~Byeee ❤❤