part 5

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Scene starts from mm. A room was shown and there was darkness all over the room. We can see some one sitting on floor suddenly Windows started collided in fast winds. Light spread in the room as Windows got open and the persons face was revelved who was none other than laksh. He was looking lost. His face was pale...there were drak circles on his eyes. He was looking tired and weak. He was looking at one direction without even blinking but his eyes were showing pain...immense pain.

Laksh:ragini... he utterd the name with pain and suddenly his eyes got teary.

We can see ragini's pic hanging there on the wall in which direction he was staring.

Laksh:it's enough now ragini. I can't bear it any more. I can't live without you. It has been 1 year ragini whole 1 year you have left me..you have left every one. Why..? Why you left me in the last moment when you did many things to get my love. Then why in the last moment you left when I realised my love. When I was ready to give you my love. When I realised your value in my life. When I wanted you in my life you left me. He said with lots of emotions and pain. Tears were rolling down from his eyes.

Laksh:I know this was all my fault. I was late infact very late in realising my feelings. I know I hurted you alot. May be this was my punishment. The way I broke your heart in the same way my heart also got broke when you left me. I'm broken without you ragini. He said and break down completely.

It has become 1 year ragsan has left Kolkata. Laksh was broken completely from that day. He is breathing but isn't living. He has lost his charm...His smile...His happiness... His piece in life. He has made himself a workholic. He is working day and night but yet that pain isn't leaving him nor he is able to forget anything.
His heart is longing and craving for ragini...His love. Like his life his room is also filled with ragini. There are lots of pics of her in his room. He always talks with her pics. He share his pain with her pics.. he begs and requests her to come back in his life looking at her pics but as the time was passing he was loosing his hope and his pain was increasing with each passing second.

Laksh was staring ragini's pic and was crying suddenly some one knocked on his room door and he wiped his tears. He went near door and opend it. Ap was standing there with plate of food in her hand. Even if he didn't let her show his tears then too his red eyes were enough for her to get to know he was crying. Her heart was aching in pain seeing her son like that every day but she can't do anything for him.

Ap:laksh you came so late last night and didn't had your lunch too. Atleast now have your breakfast. She said emotionally but laksh was looking at her without any emotions. 

Laksh:I'm getting late maa. I have some work in office. He said and left from there without giving her any chance to say anything. Ap looked on with tearfilled eyes.

Adarsh:don't worry maa. I will make him eat something in office. He said coming near her.

Ap:but till when he will live like this adarsh. I can't see my son like this. She said while sobbing and adarsh concealed her.

Adarsh was also hurt seeing his little brother like this but he was helpless.

After some time laksh was in office and was working busily just then some one knocked on his cabin door.

Laksh:come in. He said in strickt tone. And an employ enterd in his cabin.

Employ:good morning sir. Actually can I get some days leave pls.? He asked politely.

Laksh:for what? He asked in same tone while checking some files.

Employ:sir my wife's health isn't good so that's why. He said and laksh felt like his wounds getting refresh with the name of marriage.

Laksh:hmm ok you can go. He said trying to maintain his strickt tone.

Employ:thankyou so much sir. if it isn't neccesery I wouldn't have asked but it's needed you will understand when you will get married sir and thankyou. He said as he was new there he didn't knew about laksh's past. He then left from there laksh's heart pinched hearing his words.

Laksh:marriage and love this isn't in my destiny. He said with painfull smile. A lone tear escaped from his eye which he wiped and again started doing work to divert his mind from those memories which was haunting him.

Day passed like that and whole day laksh kept working till night after adarsh force he went at home and had dinner at their force.

It was late night laksh was sitting in his room's balcony and was lost in his thoughts when suddenly his phone started ringing. He looked at his phone and it was from one of his friend. He wasn't in a mood to talk but picked up the call as it was a long list friend of him.

Laksh:hello. He said after picking up the call.

Friend:hello lucky how are you.? He asked.

Laksh:good. You? He asked without much interst.

Friend:I'm super fine and very happy lucky but you sounds low everything fine? He asked as he found his voice wasn't that happy or chirpy.

Laksh:ya I'm fine everything is fine don't worry. You say why you called? He asked trying to sound normal.

Friend:i have called you to invite you in my marraige. I'm going to get married soon that too with my love. He said happily.

Laksh closed his eyes and took a deep breath trying to calm his mind and heart which was again making him restless hearing marriage. He doesn't wanted to talk about it but he doesn't wanted to be rude too so he congratulated him.

Friend:you know lucky my life has changed completely after she came in my life. I think without love our life is incomplete. I feel my life has become heaven with her. He said and laksh was litterly getting hurt by his words as he has lost that chance to be with his love.

Laksh wasn't able to hear all that. He just made some excuses and cuts the call. He closed his eyes in pain. His heart was aching in pain and top of that those marriage and love talks were hurting him more.

Laksh:I know life is like heaven with our love. I have felt this only after realising my true love for my ragini but couldn't be with her. He said and got lost in that days memory which was really best for him.

Flash back.

It was sangeet night of laksh and swara. After all that drama happend in sangeet all returned to mm. Laksh was in his room and was thinking something.

Laksh:what is wrong with them. I just can't understand what is happening around me. First this swara her behaviour she has become so irritated. What is wrong with her yaar first she went to that club now this. Today she was just too much. What was that.? Was she in her sense..? Her behaviour was so weired and the way she danced and was talking. Because of her both families were so embrassed and they got insulted because of her. How did I fall for this girl.?  and top of that my this feelings...this anger. What is all this.? Why I'm so affected by ragini and sanskar bhai's closeness. Why whenever I see them together I get angry. What is happening with me?

He was actually not at all thinking about swara and her acts but he was more affected by the way in sangeet both ragsan were together all the time. It was making him really angry and restless seeing ragini with sanskar was actually making him jealous but he wasn't understanding it. While laksh was thinking about all this and was trying to understand his feelings suddenly adarsh came in his room and sat there with angry face. Laksh looked at him confusedly and sat near him on bed.

Laksh:what happend Bhai ? He asked with confusion.

Adarsh:yaar your bhabhi is talking with her friend. He said in irritated tone making him more confused.

Laksh:so what?

Adarsh:yaar that friend is a boy and I don't like him. Actually truth is I got jealous when parinita talks with that boy. He said smiling sheepishly.

Laksh:jealous. He repeated the word as he thought about his same dislike against ragsan.

Adarsh:yes jealous. We get jealous whenever we see our love with some one else. I also get jealous seeing parinita's bond with her friend. Dont you get jealous for swara.? He asked but just then parinita called him and he went from there.

Laksh:jealous for swara. No I never got jealous for swara. He thought then remembers his anger towards ragsan bond. He started remembering everything which affected him about ragini.

First that club incident then ragini's words enchod in his ears. Then his frustation on seeing ragsan together. Swara's words enchod in his ears.

"Why you care for her more than me"

Everything was going on in his mind and he was getting restless. He closed his eyes tight. Ragini's face flashed in his mind then ragsan closeness. He opend his eyes immediatly as he felt the anger raising in him just thinking about ragsan closeness.

Laksh:I'm jealous seeing ragini with sanskar but why.? He said to himself being confused.

"We get jealous when whenever we see our love with some one else"

Adarsh words rang in his mind.

Laksh:love... he said being shock.

He then remember all those moments which he spent with ragini. His happiness when she is around him. His dislike and anger towards ragsan closeness. He finally understood what all those meant.

Laksh:it means I'm in love with ragini. He said with shock.

Slowly his lips curved into smile and the smile got wider as he thought about ragini.

Laksh:yes I love her. I love you ragini. I love you so much that's why I can't see you with sanskar bhai. Yes I love you. I love you ragini. He said happily.

His heart was feeling the peace finally. He finally was able to give name for his feelings. Finally he understood what his heart was feeling till now. He was on ninth sky. He felt the moment best of his life. He was just happiest at that moment. He was smiling whole heartedly. His eyes shining in happiness suddenly his smile vanished from his lips. His happiness replaced by worry and tension or to say shock as reality strickt him that at what point he had realised his feelings. He is getting married tomorrow and now he realised he loves ragini.

Laksh:oh God what I did..? I was so stupid..idiot. I didnt realised my feelings before and now what I will do.? How I will tell ragini my feelings.? What she will think about me.? Will she believe me or not.? What if she will reject me.? Oh God no no this can't happen. I can't live without her but also I have broke her heart. How she will be able to believe me now.? Oh God what blunder I did.? He said being restless.. tensed.. worried. his heart pinched at only on the thought of getting rejected by ragini but it was his fault only now he can't force her.

Laksh:whatever but I won't get piece without telling you my feelings. Whatever your answer will be but I will atleast tell you that how much I love you. If you will reject me then also I can't marry your sister. I will break this marriage. I know this is wrong with swara but I even can't marry her when I don't love her. He said with determination and took a deep breath and got lost thinking about how the next day will be for him and his love.

Flash back ends.

Laksh:that time I was really happy when I realised my love for you but then I was worried too but next day shatterd me completely. That was the wrost moment and the shock of my life. From that day and that moment my life have stopped. I'm just breathing not living ragini because I can't live without you. He said with tearfilled eyes looking up in the sky.

Screen freezer on him.
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