A/N im very bad at intros sorry hehe

At 6:00 AM my alarm went off. I woke up very sore from all of my beatings the previous day. I hopped in the shower while singing along to Ariana Grande.
Something bout you, makes me feel like a dangerous woman, something bout something bout something bout you, makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't
I stopped when my mom Melissa banged on the door telling me to shut up.

  I got out of the shower and put on a white crop top, jean shorts and a flannel. (Outfit shown in media) I threw on a necklace to tie the outfit together. I brushed and curled my hair, brushed my teeth, and put on some concealer, mascara, and eyeliner.

I ran downstairs and saw my mom and Maddie eating eggs and bacon. It looked so good...

"Can I have some?" I requested.

"Sorry Kenz, no more left." Replied my mom with a smirk.

"Oh, alright." I responded.

There was never any left for me. I grabbed a granola bar and headed for the bus stop where I meet Brooke every day.

"Brookie!!" I called out.

"Kenzie!!" She replied. She wasn't here yesterday so I missed her so much. I can't go a day without her.

"Lift." She demanded. Every day she checks my wrists for cuts. Usually every day there's a new one. I lifted the sleeve of my flannel and revealed my cut. "Slut". I told her Kalani called me it. She hugged me tight and told me "it's gonna be okay" but I knew she was lying. Everybody says that. But it's never okay.

After school I walked to Brooke's house. Her mother was not aware of my issues whatsoever, But this woman was an angel. Brooke's mom made us a fruit platter and we went upstairs and watched Criminal Minds while doing homework. Soon enough we both had to go to dance. I put on a red aldc sports bra and some black booty shorts. I puts loads of makeup on my cut so I didn't have to wear my sweatbands. Abby hated them. I rode with Brooke to the aldc and met Maddie and my mother there. Luckily me and Maddie had mostly different schedules, we only had hip hop together.
My schedule went

4:00pm- Ballet
5:00pm- Jazz
6:00pm- lyrical/contemporary
7:00pm-  company
8:30pm- tap
9:30pm- hip hop
10:00pm- acro

We left the studio at 11:00pm. Every day at dance was super busy and super sweaty. Most of my classes were with Brooke so I was very happy about that. The only class we had separate was Ballet.

Once we got home from dance I washed my face, brushed my teeth, changed my clothes and went straight to bed. I skipped dinner that night because I was just too tired. I knew tomorrow I had an audition for the school talent show and I was super nervous... but I knew I wouldn't make it.