After embarrassing myself by behaving like a mad cow, i obviously did not dare to talk JungKook anymore. Yes , a pity isn't it ? When i can go and create more memories with him, i hid away from him.

I was happy to find out that he is staying only 1 room away from me but at the same time, afraid , as i might embarrassed myself again.

2 days passed , but i didn't much enjoyed myself . I needed to talk Jung Kook but my pride is holding me back . I peeped at him every single time i could and when our eyes met, i will pretend i was looking somewhere esle . Shy, i guess and that was weird . I am not a shy girl and i love expressing myself . But when it comes to him , i am just a "typical desperate girl" .

I had to tell someone about him . He is different , different from the rest . Although i only talked to him a few times , but i felt this special connection.

Two days without talking to him was hell . I missed his existence and his voice . Jung Kook have this beautiful voice that is really attractive and i bet almost all girls love it. And that's when it hit me , " i might not be the only one that have a mini crush on him, i have to do something , something special to stand out " [yes i cheated myself, mini crush? I guess not. I was crazy for him ]