"hahahaha" 

the laughter, the bulling, the beating, the pain...... all the same yet all different laughter can contain a moment of joy, Bulling can contain a release of the anger that is inside, Beating's can let all the stress go away knowing that deep down your sad but can't do anything about, pain a simply way of knowing your alive and you are not a machine that does not feel anything, knowing you can brake and you can heal.

"your nothing but a waste of life"

the mocking of humility, none of this is new, none of this is something I have heard the first time. the cycle I have heard felt was all the same and yet they still tried, tried to brake me.... but yet they didn't know that I was long broke ages ago. i broke when he left me, when he betrayed me but yet I could not blame him after all I'm nothing but a waste of space.

I could still feel the stinging pain in my stomach as I curled in a ball trying to feel less, less of the trouble in my head, the trouble in my body as It acked. I could tell by now they all stopped but for some reason I had no idea why they stopped.

'probably becuase you shut your fucking eyes so tight that your tears burned your eyes You fucking moron'

right why am I so stupid, as i opened my eyes finally letting the tears slowly fall i see that i was being pulled away from the crowd that held every single student who watched me being tortured. But as I was being pulled away I started losing my sight as it started to blur and i soon looked up trying to see who pulled me away. but as I looked up I saw her.

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I'm so sorry I know it has been like mouths and I come up with a even smaller paragraph then what I usually do I really just been dealing a lot and I had literally no Idea what to put  so I'm so sorry i will update soon and it will longer i just thought i should give u something at least.so please
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