Guilt Love

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PAAYA HAI MAINE FIR TUJHE! 11


Recap - Jazz in the house........

Sanskaar twists Jazz’s ears as Ragini disappeared from his sight.


Jazz : ouch. Leave me you dumbo....


Sanskaar : first you tell me what was all this drama?

Jazz frees herself from his clutches and moves aside rubbing her ear. Sanskaar too walks behind her. She hits on his head repeatedly.

Sanskaar : what the..??

Jazz: you blind dumbo,,, can’t you see how jealous she was??


Sanskaar : she and jealous? No ways...

Jazz ; oh common sanky... it was all over her face. And i can’t believe you have failed to notice this.


Sanskaar : Jazz, she just considers me as her friend nothing else. So even if she’s jealous it’s because you were just being too chep.


Jazz : oh my god. You are so dumb. Earlier she was playing the best friend card and now you are playing. As a woman, I can feel how much she loves you. I think you should talk to her.

Sanskaar : yes talk to her and make things more uncomfortable?

Jazz : so you are happy being her “best friend” forever?


Sanskaar ( sat down, helplessly ) ;  of course not, Jazz. But this time i want her to take the first step. Because if i do, then even if she doesn’t love me, she’ll surrender out of guilt or thinking it as her duty and i don’t want that. I want her to accept me whole heartedly not only as Ansh’s father but also as her husband.

Jazz, I have waited for so many years for her, I have prayed to God to make her mine.... you can’t even imagine yaar... and that time I didn’t even knew if i would even see her face again... but destiny was on my side. Maybe it came late but it did. She came to me. And i can wait for her for my whole life.


He cleared his throat as his voice became heavy. Jazz too had tears in her eyes. She caressed his arm and rested her head on his shoulder.


Jazz : I’m sure honey, you’ll get what you deserve.


Sanskaar looked at her and nodded. He wiped her tears.


Sanskaar : you don’t look good while crying so why do you even try, Baandri jai na hoye taan...


She sniffed and attacked him. He got up to save his life but dashed with Ragini, who just came there. Jazz halted at her place as Ragini protectively held Sanskaar in her arms, preventing him from falling. They both were lost in each others eyes.


Her one arm was around his broad shoulders and the other one around his waist while he held her tightly. Her long hair was coming over his face which was disturbing their view. Jazz silently clicked their picture and smiled looking at them.


Ragini looked at her and found her staring at Sanskaar. The jealousy again over took her love and she dropped Sanskaar then and there only. He screeched in pain as his bum touched the hard floor. Ragini brushed her hands and stood with a straight face. Jazz came forward to help her friend.


Jazz : Ragini, why did you do that? Oh sanky...


She helped Sanskaar and made him sit on the couch after glaring at Ragini. Sanskaar rubbed his back as he looked at Ragini’s tall figure which stood unaffected.


Sanskaar : Ginni, what was that? Why did you leave me?


He howled in pain. Ragini’s heart cried as she heard his painful voice. She looked back at him who was supported by Jazz. She sobbed and ran to her room. Both Sanskaar and Jazz looked on puzzled.

Jazz : what is wrong with her man?

Sanskaar : who knows? Oh damn my back.

He gasped. Jazz took out the Volini spray from her bag and sprayed over his back as he lied down on the couch.

Jazz : let me handle her.

She said with rage and was about to go but sanskaar held her wrist. She looked back irritated.


Jazz : oh man don’t give me that look. This time she was wrong. And you too know it. you would have never dropped her like that. It could be serious sanskaar. What does she think of herself? She’s such a......


Sanskaar : hey stop right there. No more words against her.

She glared at him and sat down on the other couch, huffing. Sanskaar too sat down opposite her with his hand on his back.

Sanskaar : maybe i was just too heavy for her, Jazz.


Jazz : o please. Keep these stupid theories to yourself. I’m no kid that you can tell me anything and i’ll agree to it.


She said showing her palm to him and flipping her hair. Sanskaar shrugged.


Sanskaar : so what do I do now?


Jazz : you won’t do anything now... no, she has hurt you this time. This time she’ll come. That’s it.


She said cutting him off.


Sanskaar : but then things will get more complicated.


Jazz : why do you have to solve everything, sanskaar? You are also a human being, koi mahaan aatma nahi ho tum. So stop being a God.


Sanskaar : we don’t see all this in love yaar..


Jazz : but you do see your self respect, right? I’m not making you against her but you have to stand for yourself at least.


She said throwing up her hands. Sanskaar looks at her sadly. She gets up and sits next to him.


Jazz : don’t let her take you for granted, sanskaar. It is a very bad thing. You should never let anyone take you for granted.


Sanskaar : but what if she never understands?


Jazz : don’t you trust your love? ( he nods ) then trust me she’ll realise. She has to. And you believe it or not, but i can feel she loves you so much.


She says happily squeezing her eyes. He rolled his eyes giving a not-again look.
Ragini comes there. Her eyes were swollen. Sanskaar was about to stand seeing her but Jazz held his hand and signed him to stay which didn’t go unnoticed by Ragini. She fumed in anger.


Ragini : Jazz, here is your blanket and pillows. Good night.


She said dumping a blanket and pillows on the sofa. Well, she wanted to throw them on her face but atthi devo bhavah stopped her.

Ragini : and now if you allow can I take my husband with me?


Jazz : ahh sure. He’s all yours. 😜


She said forwarding Sanskaar’s hand to Ragini. Sanskaar sighed. Ragini glared at her as she winked at Sanskaar. She held his hand and pulled him out of couch and dragged him towards their room. Sanskaar looked back and she showed him thumbs up.


Jazz takes out a picture from her bag and caresses it. her eyes showed hurt and fire.
Jazz ; did you really thought I’ll let you go this easily? You were, you are and you’ll be mine. I’m back in India and now no one can stop me. I’ll make you mine at any cost. No one can separate us now.


She kissed the picture and again kept in her bag and slept on the couch.


RagSan Room!


Ragini brings him inside the room and closes the door. Sanskaar sat down on the bed as it was still paining. He left a gasp which made Ragini stop and look at him.

Ragini : is it paining?

She asked coldly. He too thought to play her way.


Sanskaar : why do you care? You only dropped me?


Ragini : why were you running like Ansh?


Sanskaar just turned his face. He picked up the rose which was half hidden under the blanket.


Sanskar : Ginni, this rose?


Ragini looked on shocked and snatched it from him.


Sanskaar ; what is it?


He asked standing up which resulted in a pull in his back. He closed his eyes in pain and kept his hand on the back. Ragini crushed the flower in her hand.

Ragini : i got it for my painting but it’s of no use now...


Her words hurted him so much. She brought oil in a bowl and asked him to lie on the bed.


Ragini : i’ll massage your back..

Sanskaar : no need.. Jazz had sprayed volini..


Ragini : but it’s still paining so lie down, NOW.


She ordered. He removed his shirt and was now half naked. Ragini turned her face to the other side. He switched off the lights. Now only one side table lamp was on. She sat on his side and dipped her fingers in the oil.


Sanskaar clutched the pillow as her cold fingers with hot oil touched his back. A shiver ran through his spine. Ragini felt his muscles contracting. A different kind of heat passed through her cheeks as they turned red.
With soft strokes, she started massaging his back. He felt relaxed.

Ragini : i would have never done that. I’m sorry.

She spoke in a low voice. Sanskaar opened his eyes and was about to turn but she stopped him.


Ragini : let me just speak. I’m so sorry I behaved like that. I don’t know why suddenly I behaved like that. I mean... i just....


She sobbed. He got up and sat next to her. They were so close. Sanskaar made her look up holding her chin and moved her hair to one side. He cupped her face and wiped her tears.

Sanskaar : hey. Stop crying, Ginni...

She held his hands and cried more.

Ragini : i don’t know what happened to me suddenly. You know I’m not like this...

Sanskaar : yes baba i know.. please stop crying.

Ragini : i.. i..

Sanskaar just hugged her feeling her emotions. He couldn’t see her like that. Her hands touched her bare chest giving him goosebumps. He just shooed away his sensations and rubbed her back.


Ragini cried keeping her head on his shoulder. She felt his heart rate rising as her hand was near his heart. She broke the hug and looked at him. her hair were messed up. She stared into  his eyes finding some kind of indescribable emotions. She shifted a little and sat in front of him and cupped his face.


Ragini : sans..sanskaar... today I realised how badly i have treated you over these months. ( he nods no ) yes, i never talked to you. Not even as a friend. i.. i never thought how you must have felt when i behaved so coldly with you. I never tried to know what was going on with you. But she... she knows everything about you...


She said pointing towards the door. Sanskaar felt the guilt and pain in her voice.


Sanskaar : it’s okay Ragini. You were going through your own thing...

Ragini : no sanskaar. My act cannot be justified. I .. i just used you for my son...

Sanskaar : Ragini, he’s my son too. You cannot say like this.

Ragini : but sanskaar...

Sanskaar : it’s okay Ragini.


Ragini : till when will you be like this sanskaar? I can’t bear this anymore.... i... i want to be with you now. I want to become you best friend again. I want to be your wife, your humsafar, Sanskaar.


Sanskaar : Ragini.....

He gasped. She nodded her head vigorously.

Sanskaar : no ragini.. you don’t need to do this out of guilt...

Ragini : no sanskaar... this is not guilt. I have realised.

Sanskaar : you are being silly Ra....

Before he could say further, he found her in his arms, their lips locked with each other. His eyes open wide in shock and her closed, feeling his lips. He took a deep breath and pushed her away, shocking her.

Sanskaar : Ragini please stop it. i don’t want your sympathy. I don’t want this guilt love from you. You’ll hate me tomorrow morning for doing this..

Ragini ( gasped ) : sanskaar......

Sanskaar : please yaar Ragini. Don’t insult me like this.... of course i want you to love me but not like this. He comes near her. When you hear my name from here ( he touches her heart with his finger ) then come to me.... but don’t you dare give me this guilt love.

He gave her the last glare and left the room taking his shirt. Ragini sat down on the floor with a thud. Tears flew down her cheeks as she tried to muffle her cry. He took her all wrong. She loved him, from her heart. She touched her heart and bowed down more. How she thought that tonight will be her and Sanskaar’s night and what just happened. She looks the crushed rose, picked few petals and kissed it.

Ragini : i had no right to crush you. I’m so sorry. It seems I’m just born to hurt everyone. Such a bad curse I am....

She gets choked as she cries and cries. This was not what she had planned. This was not how it had to go. This was not how she wanted to express her love.

She cries keeping her head on the floor. She just couldn’t see him leaving like that.  He deserves her love and she deserves his love.


She thought and she cried. The episode ends on her crying face.

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I know I uploaded so late and that too a sad chapter 😣🥺 

But just think it from a brighter side, Ragini is finally realizing what she has missed.  And try to understand from SANSKAAR'S prospective also....

Why always Sanskaar has to pass the tests of love and why not Ragini? If you believe in me and her, then please keep supporting and trust me it's going to get interesting!!😜

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Richa

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