Pagalpan (madness)

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  Swara : I am married...So are you?

Her words pierced in... i pulled myself away from her...She was saying something but i could not understand as i was still lost in her words....I left from there took out my loving baby Jaguar silver with tinted glass and drove as fast as i can....Then in my negligence i rammed it into the tree...Poor baby my car got damaged and she threw me out of her...I banged into something i don't remember and here i am sitting full drunk sorry not  drunk i am under alcohol effect hehe how does that even make a difference....I hurt the poor car and still sitting on its bonnet crying over my new lost love....Sanskar Maheshwari lost his life his love.....I found her for few moments and lost her wasn't that enough....She also made me realize i was married and those words"I will be yours till my last breath....I will wait forever even if you don't come for me" I can hear it again and again..... "swaaaarrrrraaaa" he shouted on top of his voice.....I want her i can't live without her what a joke...How would i live when i don't have life...She is right she is married i should keep barrier between us....I will set her free because i am dying bas kuch din aur and keeping her with myself is drowning her into the deep ocean.....I can't kill her for my selfish need of love.... As a friend also i don't wish her to be hurt so i would make her leave me.... (sanskar kept on drinking he was so much drunk that he lost his sanity and was behaving weiredly....

He dialed residence number to call for the car and driver but swara picked the call hearing her voice the tears that he had witheld broke the barrier of his eye lids and were flowing.....He started crying like a small kid asking her not to leave him he will die....He cares for her she didn't know how to make him understand...She calmly asked him his whereabouts to which he just kept on saying he is away from her and want to be with her.....She was worried for him she immediately called Jai his security incharge and asked him to trace sanskars whereabout and get him home.... After an hours Jai got sanskar home in a sorry state....His tie was hanging loose suit was stained with blood his head was bleeding....tear stains were visible on his cheeks....He appeared a walking disaster....Jai made him lie on the bedroom bed...

Jai : Sir, had made complete plan of committing suicide...The car is completely damaged thank god he is safe.....

Swara had tears listening to this...She attended him did his bandage made him lie on bed....removed his shoes,socks,belt,tie.....When she was unbuttoning his shirt her fingers gently touched his skin sensing her touch he hugged her and was blabbering in sleep I can't see you hurt but I love you swara"....Swara had a smile on her lips listening to those words but his next words stabbed her heart making it bleed  "i will make you go away from me i can't let you die with me"....She made him lie in her lap and sat resting her head on headboard....She was in deep thoughts 

Swara (In mind) : You and your life is my priority everything else can wait....You have to live and see life has so much in store for you....Someone is waiting eagerly for your return and some wait never end...Only you can mend everything that is broken beyond repairs....For that you need to love and embrace happiness.....I will give you the love that you deserve i know i am wrong not because I love you but because i will break you when i will go away....I don't have any other way you are lost you need love and care i will give you everything that you deserve....She drifted to sleep in the same position...

Next morning sanskar stirred in his sleep his head was pounding he saw himself lying on something soft...Lifting his eyes he had the most mesmerizing view her angelic face shone in the first rays of morning sun and hairs blew softly with the breeze....He was lost in her morning beauty.....Ring of his phone got him back to his senses... ..He lifted the call carefully without letting it disturb swara...He frowned looking at her position she slept awkwardly full night because of him.....He asked jai to be on hold carefully making her lie down....he went in balcony to talk.....

AK : Hello sir ,good morning

Sanskar: What is it Jai...can't it wait for the day to start...

Aryaman Kapoor (AK) : Sir,  there is danger lurking around...Madam needs to be shifted to safe place...

Sanskar : Reason??? 

AK : Your rivals are all set to target her....They have hired people for this work....we got news from internal sources.....

Sanskar : Increase security around........There can't be any place safer then this mansion its under surveillance and secured....

AK : I agree but they have bought someone from inside the house who is providing all your information to them...

Sanskar :(In anger tone ) Get the details of whoever has tried to raise an eye on my life? I am shifting her to the penthouse she will stay there from now onwards....I want it to be guarded only by our trusted...

Swara who by now was in balcony heard him and was looking at him lifting her eyebrows..

Swara : Who is shifting Sanskar?

Sanskar: You (disconnecting the call Jai get the work done )

Swara : I am not going anywhere...Who gave you the right to make decision on my behalf....

Sanskar : I am not deciding but asking you to move out....(he took it as an oppurtunity to make her away from himself but he didn't know her decision)

Swara : Why would you do so?

Sanskar : We are strangers and hardly know each other...Its better to stay away to avoid awkward scenarios like yesterday....Instead of giving fake hope to each other....

Swara : If i say i am not leaving you....even if you say....

Sanskar frowned at her answer as he was trying to figure out what she wanted to do....

Swara : (before he could say she continued) I said we are married but does that in anyway convey i want to be away from you....I just wished to say i need some time...We can be friends and give time to know each other.....after we are sure we will go back to village sort out the issue....

Sanskar : I think its better we break this relation here itself as it has no future....(he was thinking of his death and above all her security as his rivals would hunt her down as hungry predators if they find she is important for him)

Swara : Why do you think i will do so?

Sanskar : I am not asking you to do anything i am doing it for us....

Swara (smiled) : Us when we became us and if we became us then how can you send me away from you....

Sanskar : Swara you have a bright long future ahead and i am in darkness please go away...

Swara : I know my future is bright only if you are with me....how about me becoming the light in the darkness....(she was in playful mood...decision was made by her that she would not leave him at least not till she makes him love his life)

Sanskar didn't know what to say so he shouted on top of his voice...he thought it is the last retort as she was acting stubborn....

Sanskar : Just get out of this house, my life, leave me alone..... I don't want a characterless girl like you in my life (he closed his eyes in pain for uttering such non sense for her)

Swara had tears in her eyes she was staring sanskars back....sanskar was standing facing the sea which was experiencing high tide due to rains.....It was raining and their tears were masked in the water flowing on their faces but emotions how can it be masked....Both were in equal pain but can't express their inner feelings....Few moments later he thought she left so he turned around and felt pinch in his heart on not finding her....next moment his eyes widened and were bulging out....His heart had reached his throat....He felt he will choke any moment....He was scared his emotions can't be put in words...it was like someone had held his heart of fragile glass in hand and teasing him to drop it any moment....Fear had taken over him... 

His life his swara was standing on the railing of the balcony she was completely drenched and shivering with the touch of cold wind...She was looking towards him....

Sanskar : Swara, please get down from there.....please please i beg of you....(it was raining heavily with winds blowing such that it would destroy everything....)

Swara : (shouting) Why you are concerned Mr Maheshwari....You told me to get out of your life, your house...This characterless girl is leaving you alone forever....

Sanskar : I was just making you go away swara please get down...I didn't mean anything that i said.... ( he was trying to go near her so he can pull her down but he had to be cautious because the slab was wet due to rain and if she slipped this thought itself made him shiver.....)

Swara : Why are you so scared to accept and live your life ? 

Sanskar : Swara, come down we would sit and talk....

Swara : Nope , first promise you won't think of separating me from yourself....

Sanskar: Swara , i am dying.....Please don't waste your life....There is hardly any survival chances...try to understand you have a life ahead you need to live it explore it...(his tone was very calm but stern he was trying to make her understand his point)

Swara : (laughing like an idiot): Who told you i have a long life ?

Sanskar was looking shocked at her question still he composed himself and continued

Sanskar : You are going to live long...have a beautiful future..... (trying to pacify her as he didn't know what to answer)

Swara was laughing between her tears,she was attempting to walk on railing...He was pleading as his one wrong move can land her in hospital struggling for her life.....She lifted her leg to take a step, she lost her balance and closed her eyes spreading her arms across as she felt herself in air..... he rushed and caught her hand pulling her towards him and she was in his arms....He was holding her in bridal style and let a sigh of relief seeing her safe cuddling on to him....Her eyes were tightly shut and hands around his neck....Her ears could hear his heart racing against his rib cage making loud noise...If it was in his hearts will it  would have broken the cage of his ribs torns his flesh and would have come out..... He was under shock and fear looking at her without blinking his eyes as if she was dew drop which would disappear if he even blinked his eyelids...As she opened her eyes he made her stand on her feet...seeing herself in his arms she hugged him he also hugged her as if his life depended on her

Main hoon aadha mujh mein
Baaki aadha hai tu
Dil mein kam hai dhadkan
Yaara zyaada hai tu

Swara : The long life might have ended in short if you didn't save me today...

Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na...  

She had given her message to him very clearly....He was not ready for such an answer.....She had almost killed him in those moments....he released the hug and without a word left taking long strides....He was in his gym bare body sweat mixed with water was dripping on his bare back, His abs was conveying his agression...His eyes dripped anger as he blamed himself for swara being at that edge he could have lost her....His anger and rage rushing through his taut biceps were showered on the punching bag....Swara came searching for him and was lost in her sculpted idol....

Sanskar ( in mind) : I know She was saying truth but didn't wish to accept it....She is a mystery making me fall in love every moment yet keeping me away from the love....I know she loves me but today she proved it that she loves me way more then i love her...She is my mirror....but my reflection on it would break and pierce into her....

he was shouting " no i can't do it"

Swara : Do you want me to again give you the message.

Sanskar : You are mad....

Swara : I know had been visiting psychologist...Come have something and take your medicines...

Sanskar : What you want?

Swara : I want you...All for myself  without any question without any argument....You don't have any option so don't even try to find one

Saying this she made him sit took the towel dried his hairs and wiped his wet body made him wear a white kurta....then with her hands made him eat some hot porridge and popped medicines into his mouth and he like a small confused kid followed her ....She took him to bed and made him lie down....

Sanskar : (in mind) Ohh God does she know black magic why am i behaving like under some spell...Right now i am not under spell but spellbound this is all i wanted always....A person to love me,care for me, trust me....he remembered when he was leaving her in the balcony after the incidence she said " she trusts him he won't let her away from himself" she is driving me crazy....I need to tell her everything may be then she would leave.

Swara : Take rest 

Sanskar : Swara, I want to tell you something....

Swara : Hmmm....

Sanskar : I am dying this is the truth...

Swara : I know i was in the panel of doctors who attended you that night after you went unconcious in the party.....

Flashback : 

The best businessman award goes to sanskar Maheshwari....

Sanskar received the award and came down from stage after party as he was reaching his car undercover of his security cover ....He was on call and walking in his own charms when he found his vision blurring with severe headache...He was sweating when his guards caught him...As AK put him in car he went unconcious....Next day he opened his eyes in the hospital his view of those beeping monitor and white curtains with a void white ambiance was still fresh but he didn't remembered anything that happened after he went unconcious....

He remember the best neurosurgeon explaining his CT scan reports...The clot in the brain is in the location where it can be fatal if not operated it might lead you to death....Its better to go for surgery at the earliest...He was an educated man but surgery names and these brain things were alien terms for him he was least interested in explanation he asked all he wanted to know in one question

Sanskar : What are chances of this surgery being successful?....

Doctor : Don't wish to give you a false hope 10 percent or less depends on the duration we head for the surgery.....it includes lot of complications

Sanskar : Complications which involves

Doctor : Stroke (partial or complete paralysis),loss of memory, impairment of vision or leave you bed ridden in a vegetative state

he denied for surgery and left the doctors cabin determined he will wait for the death instead...

She sneezed and he was back in his body and mind fearing his future...

This lady was giving him shocks and shocks every now and then....

Sanskar : Still you want to be with me

Swara : If its just one day you would live i want those 24 hours but i promise to make you ask for more life....

Sanskar : Is this some kind of a joke

Swara : Surgery is the solution i know you denied as if it fails it will leave you bed ridden forever....sanskar but look at the chances of survival...

Sanskar : I don't wish to live as an unwanted thing on others pity instead i will prefer to embrace death...

She came near him and got into his comforter and sat by his side holding his hand in hers and with other hand she cupped his face caressing it with her thumb....

Swara : I won't force you for anything but just need you will you give me a chance to be with you ....Lets not discuss this anymore"Lets go somewhere alone only you and me".... 

He didn't know what to say how to react but decided to give her whatever she asks for.....It had been  just 8 days they had met and he was mad for her....she made herself comfortable beside him her mystic fragrance her warmth was soothing him....If this was the moment he wanted to live it for her with her.....He was confused at her this act she didn't allow him to kiss now she was so close to him.....

In a room 

A man and woman were talking 

woman : Do you think your plan will work? She is the prime witness and now under sanskar Maheshwari's wings...

Man : She is becoming his weakness and this is what i always wanted Sanskar Maheshwari's weakness....He always won because he didn't have any weakness and harming him doesn't get him scared....Now, he will face the fear... (he got up and pushed the chair behind him such that it banged on the wall making whole room filled with the voice of its bang)

Woman : You know he is smart...he won't let her off guard .....You won't even be able to touch her if he becomes her protector...

Catching her face harshly in his palms...

Man: He has to loose her,his life,money,fame everything.....I will make sure he looses it.....She has to die because she is witness of his innocence....His informers are searching for her he also doesn't know it....till he knows it i will finish this chapter 

laughing insanely you are finished Sanskar Maheshwari.....

In Maheshwari Mansion (Alwar Rajasthan) 

Durgaprasad Maheshwari was in his room staring at the pic of his loving son Sanskar with moist eyes....It looked like he was very happy....On one side laid the paper cutting of sanskar receiving the best businessman award...

DP : I am so proud of you... You had the power to dream and fullfill it which i never had...Your bade papa is very proud of you son....I know i was rude father but beta i just our wished to give you a push so you go ahead.....I can't break the barriers of this society but you had the guts to do so and i just helped you...I was very harsh i laid you alone on the road orphaned....I also took promise from your mother that she won't talk to you...I just didn't want our love to pull you back from your aim....I know adarsh pari met you...They change the topic seeing me but beta i know everything ....Laksh has a role model hope he follows you....He is still his lazy self....


Guys i hope you all will love the update lot of mystery revealation in next chapter.... ;)


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