Guzaarish (A request)

Swara was super angry and she left the room in rage. Malvika followed her she was about to enter where Sanskar was earlier but Malvika stopped her.

Malvika: Swara, stop he is not in their. She showed her the way to his room.

Swara banged in the room, her face had turned red in anger. She was having pain in her chest an unknown congestion.

She gasped looking at the room it had a magnificent arrangement. Beautifully handcrafted furniture sanskar style Ivory wall with tons of frame hanging around. A wall consisted of only swara's pic it also had her childhood pic, pic from her convocation, various trips with sanskar...while other had Sanskars pic from childhood to teenage. A wall in the middle had his family pics with his mother's, brothers, few with his sister. Their pic together on different trips, occasion, very special pic when swara and sanskar got married in temple. They were precious piece of memories which got swara highly emotional.

Everything was exclusive she saw a big wooden frame hung decorated with white and silver flowers which was photoshoped it had sanskar, swara and barbie's pic. Barbie's photoshoot pics were there in whole room also in the house. She lost the track her eyes filled with tears. A big kingsize bed was kept in between what surprised was it was adjustable just like in hospital there were many machines in the room.

Sanskar slightly coughed and She came back into senses.

AR: Welcome swara

Her anger again rose when she observed the ticket in her hand.

Swara: What the hell is this?

AK interferred he stepped forward but swara stepped back : Listen swara

Swara was in no mood of calming: Stay out of it everyone this is between a husband and wife.

Sanskar (calmly): Please leave everyone.

Everybody left the room and sanskar still sat on bed without any moment.

Swara: How dare you to play games with me? Why are you making yourself God and taking decision on my behalf. You promised me that you would take care of our child. You promised me a lifetime with you. You promised me i would be your wife forever. You said I am your life then how did you find the courage to send me away from you.

You are my pride of sanskar Maheshwari. I know i did many mistakes but you stood by me never left me. Even when everyone said i was wrong you believed in me. Unknown to my identity, what i was their to do in your life you made me fall in love with you. I always dreamt of you but you made me live that dream. Even after knowing i was married you never left a single percent chance that someone else can have me as his. Now, when it is proved I am your wife you are trying to be away from me.

Why sanskar?

You lied to me about your memory loss. You showed me a web of lies you broke me at every step. My trust, love, life meant nothing for you. Today i want to know the truth from your mouth. You are a filthy coward who is running away from his responsibilities. You were never like this. Tell me what's wrong we both will face it together.

Don't you feel like taking your daughter in your arms. You were so excited about having our baby. She is just like you have you seen her. You promised me you she would have your name is it just limited to having your title. Sanskar she deserves your love. Don't you miss the moments with her. Don't you wish to take her in your arms shower her with your love. Her fragrance sanskar it would sooth you. Are you afraid of something? Please sanskar tell me I was and would always be their with you. At least think about barbie she needs you.

I need you, maa, badi maa, lakshmi maa have you thought how they are without you. They cry alone seeing your pic. They hide their tears from me but i have seen. Bade papa the strong headed Mr. Durga Prasad Maheshwari seems to be so helpless that house is turned into grave silence in your absence.

Adarsh bhaiya, pari bhabhi little arsh and your baby laksh can't you see anyone's pain. What's wrong with you?

Sanskar didn't even utter a single word neither he moved an inch. His eyes were focused no where just lost.

Have you ever thought how would i live? You are there somewhere in this World i was happy with this thought. But then fate got us together i came near you and now I am addicted to you. I have not learnt to live my life without you. You are my priority the one who gathered my broken heart. You gave me the reason to live. Whatever i faced from childhood it pained a lot. To be loathed by your father, hatred of villagers, taunts and manipulation by sisters. It's only you who loved me whole heartedly. Made me feel wanted please i beg of you sanskar don't push me away from yourself she was on her knees with joined hands crying badly.

I have been tagged time and again as bad omen. A girl who is a rebel but you accepted me as i am. I am your wife i have the right on you can't you just speak up may be we can together sort it. Have you done fullfilling your desires and no longer need me.

Still sanskar sat their without uttering a single word. He broke this silence

Sanskar: Bygones are bygones you must try and live life without me that would be better for you. I don't wish to give any explanation. You have tomorrow early morning flight pack your luggage.

Swara's closed her eyes shedding the tears that were filled while her anger shone wihh anger. She wished to go near him slap him and say she would stay where he is.  kiss him and say it was her right to be with him, hug and let him know how much she loves him but she didn't know whether he anticipated the same. This sanskar was stranger to her.

It was cold outside but chills ran down her spine hearing his cold words. Her anger rose high she lost her cool and also senses.

Swara stood up and walked towards the refrigerator in the room she took ice in a jug sanskar still sat their without any moment. She came and poured it on sanskar. He was completely wet still rigid at his place he took a long bout of air to manage his breathing. His face turned red but he didn't shiver. Swara stood in complete anger she didn't know what she was doing her anger had over powered her senses.

Swara: I hope this gets you to your senses.

She came on bed and glanced on the droplets of water that dripped on his lips. There was something in his finger she just threw it . She just held his hairs and took his lips in hers. She started kissing him in anger. She chew his lips which started bleeding but seeing him not responding she smoothened drinking the droplets of water pouring all her love and it broke Sanskar's barrier he also kissed her with love. A wave had ushered and broke the castle built on sand. A castle of dream which sanskar made to stay away from swara. She left after they both were out of breath.

Swara: Now, for sure I am not going anywhere. Saying this she got down from bed and walked towards door with determination to know the truth.

Sanskar: You cannot stay here your visa is expiring tomorrow. If you continue you would have to face legal issue. I would make sure that cops know this.

Swara was surprised with Sanskar's such an arrogant behaviour. In the meantime Ragini came their knocking the door.

Ragini: Sorry to disturb but swara you have to come with me fast. Baba's health has detoriated considerably Rakshit has done facetime he wants to see you.

Ragini pulled swara along but swara was feeling uneasiness her head was spinning. She saw everyone sitting in the living area on sofa. She just left and came in Ragini's room she was surprised seeing Ragini and Laksh's marriage pic with barbie in arms hanging above their big king size bed. There were many pictures of family, Ragini with swara, Laksh with sanskar, Adarsh laksh and sanskar, Pari and arsh, all the four mother's with laksh and Ragini, Ragini and swara's pic clicked during her marriage, Ragini ans Barbie's pic, Ragini's convocation pic. The whole room was classy with exquisite furniture. It was all wood this room also had a crib. Laksh was in the room speaking to Raja sa with barbie in his lap. He got up and made space for swara to sit in front of laptop while Ragini stood behind her.

Swara spoke to shekhar Raja sa who was asking forgiveness from her again and again. He was buried deep in his guilt. Rakshit said that doctors have given up and told to inform relatives. It was hurting swara though this man meant nothing to her but still he was her father. On other side she was broken by the man who is her everything today he is behaving stranger.

She got up to go but staggered her head was spinning there was sharp shooting pain in her chest and she collapsed. Laksh and Ragini held her and made her sleep on bed. Darkness engulfed her only word that left her mouth "sanskar".

Ragini checked her BP and did a routine check up. Till then Sanskar's doctor came there.

Doctor : We need to shift swara to hospital. She needs extra care, some scans and ECG has to be done. She looks over stressed her body is also weak. Seeing her condition i think we would need to speed up the process

Karan: How early doctor?

Doctor: May be within a week.

Everyone gasped at the thought.

Karan: We would shift her by tomorrow.

Malvika thought she should inform about this to sanskar.

Malvika came in Sanskar's room after knocking the scene left her in shock. She called for Jai and other guys who were in Laksh's room ran hearing her scared voice. She was trying to wake sanskar.

Sanskar was lying on bed all wet, pale and unconscious. They came near him just to find his body turned cold and blue. Ragini came and shivered looking at Sanskar's bed completely wet. She checked his pulse which had slowed down. They immediately picked him girls left the room while guys changed Sanskar's cloth. Servants cleared the room.

They shifted sanskar to other room and put on heater. His breath had slowed down. Ragini took his temperature she shook her head while her eyes teared up. Unable to withstand Jai spoke.

Jai: Kya hua thakurani sa?

Ragini: He is having high fever he needs to be kept under check. I think pneumonia prolapse as it is his lungs are weak. One side swara and now sanskar

Sanskar: Swara

Ragini: She is fine jijusa

Sanskar:  No she is not stop lying Raagg....

Arjun: Don't worry she would be fine soon.

Sanskar: I want to see her.

Before anyone could say no he with much difficulty opened his eyes. They helped him he was in swara's room in no time. Sitting blank in front of her on his special chair.

Sanskar: i want sometime with her.

AR: We would be out if you need anything

He was drowsy but still closed eyes and sat with last ounce of energy in his body.

Sanskar: You are very bad swara he was crying his eyes were swollen. You are making it difficult for me even to die. Go away swara you won't get anything from me. I am living on lease  don't wish to spoil your life to. I promise i will beat in you.

Swara how can i ever forget you. These last few months were the most difficult when i saw you but couldn't be with you. How can your sanskar forget you when my life resides in you. I fought with God everyday but i could just get 1 life swara and i wished that for you.

What you said don't i feel for our baby?
I do Swara she is a part of me. My barbie but look at fate i can't even pick her in my arms. I can not sooth her pain. I cannot lull her. when she was born swara i was their on video call. I spoke to you swara but you know I was so jealous of Laksh because he got to hold her first. I..I..my baby swara she is my soul which plays in your arm. When she sleeps beside me i can feel you. Yes her fragrance calms my soul heals my wounds.

I just have a last wish to see you happy and smiling again. Swara, forgive me for all the pain that i inflicted upon you. Forgive me for the problems you faced because of me.
I became selfish swara that even after promising myself not to allow you to reach me. When you called Arjun i wished to see you near me. I got you here and messed up everything.

I swear swara you are still that J as you were. When you saw Malvika in my arms your nose turned red how cute did that look. A smile crept on his lips unknowingly.  The days after that i can't tell you what it did to me when i saw you in those short dresses but I can't give you the pleasure. That night when you came in my room and confessed your love i died swara. I wished to hug you and tell you how much i love you. Today your anger was justified each and everything you said was true but this crippled man is not for you.

That night when you were shot I struggled but more then that you struggled to keep me alive from the poison. You took that promise and put your life at stake  to save me from the curse. You are a fighter dear and i am a looser who is running away. I sm a coward not worth of this life. But I can't live like this swara a handicapped, disabled life.

Your sanskar loves you swara whole heartedly but the decision i have taken I know you would never agree for it. So, it's better you go away swara go away from this useless man. I am a wheelchair bound useless thing.

Ragini: Please stop sanskar get him out it's not good for him to stress out so much.

Laksh: Let him he has held on for too long.

Hearing his cries Ak and AR were also crying.

Arjun: Enough i can see him like this. I am going to him.

Not able to take it Arjun knocked and came inside. Sanskar moved a bit towards the door and stopped turning to look at swara he spoke.

Sanskar: (stern in low voice): Shift her to hospital she needs proper care. I want tomorrow to be the final stand in court.

Arjun: How's that even possible.

Sanskar: Make it possible pay do anything i want results. Ask the doctor to be ready for the surgery. It would be done by this week even if it means...

Arjun was surprised how much did this man love swara. Others also heard it and were now in dilemma but miracles do happen as sanskar turned his automated wheelchair with the sensory plug. AR opened the door Swara called his name

Swara: Won't you even ask me if i love this man or not? Meri sirf ek hi guzaarish hain sunoge bhi nahin(i just have one request won't you even listen to it)

Sanskar was shocked it he was caught red handed there was no way out.

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