In today's chapter we will take a look at Alaia's past before she met Saint. This is Alaia's childhood so therefore everything would be italicized because this is the past and a flashback.

So enjoy...

(Short Chapter, but a meaningful one!)

< this sign mean PRESENT (and what's going on now, since she had her anxiety attack.)

Alaia's P.O.V

5 years ago......

"HARDER HARDER."Hayden said yelling in my ear. I punched the guy harder and harder in his face but blood wasn't coming out.

"GIVE ME THIS."Hayden said snatching the boxing gloves off my hands.

"I'm doing what you told me to do Hayden!"

He looked at me crazy like he didn't understand english. I was only twelve.

"Alaia look he is not BLEEDING, THERE IS NO BLOOD COMING OUT!"Hayden said pointing at the man he had tied up in the chair.

"But then he would be hurt Hayden."I said crying. I hate when people yell at me, it makes me instantly threaten and it hurts my feelings.

"Hayden! She's NOT ready as you can see SHE'S ONLY TWELVE."Nadia said with a furious look on his face. Nadia is Hayden's girlfriend. She was right for whatever they were talking about.

"SHE IS READY NADIA SHE ISN'T TRYING HARD ENOUGH!"Hayden said yelling in Nadia's face.

"Get out of my face yelling."Nadia said calmly.

"Come here Alaia"Hayden said.

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"Come on Alaia! Don't do this right now!"Saint said picking her up and lightly putting her on the bed. He called a few of the best nurses from the hospital.

The Nurses worked for him in his illegal business but also worked for him in the Hospital room too.

I walked over to where Hayden was. He grabbed my arm and led me over to the man that had knots all over his face that came from me punching him.

"Look Alaia this man right here, he was apart of something that took from our childhood."

The man laughed and spit in my face. That was so gross, I never experience anything like that.

I felt anger build up inside of me.

I wiped the spit off my face and grabbed the boxing glove and punch him in his face as hard as I could making his nose crack.

Blood starting to run over the floor.

"You FUCKING BITCH!"the man spat.

I got so angry, I never felt this so much anger build up inside of me.

I grabbed the other boxing glove.

"Im."

"NOT"

"A"

"BITCH!". I kept punching him until Nadia and another familiar man grabbed me off of him.

Before I realized what happened, I punch the man to death, he wasn't moving.

Hayden kept tapping the man and he wasn't saying anything he wasn't budging, All I seen was his eyes wide open but he wasn't saying anything.

"Oh no!"I said started crying and started breathing heavily.

"Nadia did I kill him?"I said looking at her as tears ran down my face.

Nadia nodded her head but she tried to hug me.

"No No No No."I said crying and started breathing heavily fast.

"Hayden what's going on with her is she gonna be okay?"

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Saint and the nurses hooked her up to ivs and needles so they can get a pulse for Alaia.

They were trying to revive her but she wasn't cooperating, they weren't getting a pulse from her. Saint had this feeling as he losing someone he loved, as if he was losing someone he cared about. He wasn't sure where this feeling came from but he knew that it wasn't going away.

"Please don't die on me Alaia."

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"See I told you Hayden she wasn't fucking READY!"Nadia said pushing Hayden.

"Look at me."The familiar man said. I looked at him, and we connected eyes, I noticed we shared the same exact features. Could it be? No it can't be. It's just a coincidence.

"Focus on me."

"Breathe."He said calming me down. I breathe in and out.

"Focus on me right now, tune out everything behind you."he said keeping eye contact with me.

I focused on him, I channel my energy to an unknown man that I didn't know but shared the same features.

"Breathe."he said.

I breathe in and out once again.

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They started to get a pulse from Alaia what they were doing was working. Saint was sweating so bad but he kept working for the girl he cared about, the girl he maybe falling in love with.

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"Alaia"

"Yes."

"Your one special little girl, always remember that, your one of a kind. Your like a drug." The man said smiling at me.

"What kind of drug?"

"This drug called Oxytocin."

"Oxytocin? What does the drug do?"I said confusingly.

"This drug makes people obsessed over you, crazy over you, make people do a few thing just make sure your okay. Make people fall in love with you."

"And i'm that drug."

"You are that drug."

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Saint saw her pulse become more stronger and stronger. Before you knew it, Alaia's eyes fluttered open.

The nurses smiled, Saint gave them a look to leave and they saw the look and left immediately.

"Saint."Alaia said with tears coming down her eyes.

"Yes Alaia."He said so concerned. He was confused on why she was crying.

"You have stay away from me! I'm dangerous."

"What do you mean?"

"You just have to."Alaia said as her tears became faster. The words that Alaia said shattered Saint's heart but he had to tell her his answer.

"I can't."Saint said

"Why?"

"Cause, i'm falling in love with you."