Y/N

I wake up from the sunlight that escapes the window and directly into my eye.I blink a few times to regain my vision as I rub them a bit.
I try to get up but something was on my chest making it quite hard to do so.I look down to be greeted by a faint brown hair,I smile and sigh as I pet the head of the asleep female who was tugging on my chest making her hug me more tightlyz.Her..Erm, 'Pillows'
pressed against my body noticing how-No god,Don't have those perverted thoughts right now.

My slight shaking of my head woke Monika up,she yawned and looked up at me.I smile and she smiled back.
"Morning Monnie,"I said,

"Morning (Y/N)"She slowly got up stretching her arms and yawned.She got out of bed to probably head to the bathroom as I was left in bed.

I grabbed my phone from a table and looked at my notifications,There were surprisingly none.I wonder what those 4 are...I stop at my thoughts remembering the change.Those 3 are planning today.Actually maybe I should visit Justine sometime,It's like these days are just really gloomy.

Monika comes back in bed,She frowned and got back to bed.I sighed looking at her fall back to sleep.
These days have been tough for her as well..her 'friends' are trying so hard to kill her.Because of me.

I just noticed all I ever did was bring everyone trouble,I'm the cause of why everyone is in such state.
And to think I couldn't even protect them.Everything everyone has done was for my sake,All because I've attracted crazy lovesick virtual girls into my life that they have to do so much just to get things back to normal.But when they do...Another thing happens like some sort of cycle.

Seeing myself so deep in my thoughts I doubt I can go back to sleep at this state,I got up and did my morning routine.Seems like no one has any plans today,Can't blame them it's been a tough week.
Maybe I should go to the park and catch some fresh air.And maybe if something happens I'm far away from anyone to get caught up into it.

I sit in a bench eating a hotdog bun I bought on the way here,I didn't eat much for breakfast that my stomach is grumbling.
I was yet once again alone with my thoughts.
On all the emotion we have faced one that I see so much isn't happiness,It's sadness.All those tears that have been shed.Like tell me!How many has Monika cried already?Once?thrice?(S/N) told me that at nights she'd notice Monika crying on her sleep.There are probably even times she cried without anyone knowing.it's all because of me.
Think of all the ways I could have avoided this;
If I talked to Justine sooner.
If I never left Monika's side.
If I just trusted Yosuke.
Maybe if I just gave myself up so Natsuki amd Yuri didn't have to exert force.
Maybe if I didn't go crazy on modding.
Maybe if I never downloaded the game.

I felt like I wanted to cry,Crawl up in a ball to a corner.I heard a few footsteps so I wiped my tears away,It would be weird for people to see me like this.
I looked up expecting probably someone doing a morning jog or walk with a dog but it wasn't.
It was a female with kinda orange hair,A red bow and a very emotionless face.

"Sayori!!?"The word escaped from my mouth.I froze on the spot,I know I said I went alone just in case something would happen but I didn't expect it to actually happen.
I froze on the spot.I couldn't think of anything to say,If I did I couldn't say it.

Sayori frowned as he saw me and sighed
"I'm sorry to what happened to your friend,But I was the one that called them.If I didn't Yuri might have also.."Her words wondered off.Despite Natsuki's and Yuri's voices to seem a bit off,Her voice was normal,Could it be that she also became reality.But how did she get out?

"So,What do you have for me?Suck me into another game?Mess with my head?Or do you have a different trick on your sleeve?"I said quite aggressively.
"Because if you do...Do it to me.Don't add My friends into this.And if you go for Monika I will stop you.."

"You really are sweet aren't you?I can see why Monika loves you so.And I know you already made up your mind and I doubt it'll ever change.So I'm here to tell you.I won't cause you any trouble"

"How can I be so sure of that?"I told her still a bit hesitant to trust her word.

"I was also brought here from your friend's PC,But he has no idea of it,It was Yuri that did.As you already are aware that since you destroyed his PC,I'm out,Free as a bird.And I found it as a second chance.
I won't ask you to forgive me but I'm here to assure you that your life with Monika will finally be at peace.
I'll find a way to live on this world and I will stay as far away from you at all cost,So this is goodbye.."She ran away,Leaving me with nothing to say.

I'm kinda scared actually,Knowing that the reason she died was because of her depression.I feel worried. I-No I can't leave this chance to finally be free with another action that could lead to consequences.
I go back to my house to where I notice everyone was awake.They seemed busy.

I got inside and was greeted by (S/N) and mom who was busy doing stuff,I kinda feel bad for leaving now with them so busy,
"You guys need some help?"I asked

"Oh don't worry sweetie,Just trying to sue a business for refusing me to buy it,But trust me we will be rich enough for more plot convenience!"My mom said running by.What is she on?

"You know what you should be doing?"(S/N) got in front of me. "Go yo Monika,She's been looking for you all morning!" She pointed to my room.I nodded.

I got into my room and Monika jumped into my arms. "Where have you been?" She pouted.

"Oh,Just wanted to get some fresh air.."I chuckled,
"Sorry,I probably messed up and made you miserable again."I accidentally said,Oh god that was supposed to only be in my head!

Monika is left speechless but what I said.
"Is that what you think?"She frowned.
"You know I love you,You don't bring me sadness,You're the person that takes me away from them.So cheer up dumdum"She smiled with her face close to mine.

She's right,I'll do everything to keep this smile of hers.
I  pledge protect her at all cost and we will live a happy life together!

I smirked and kissed her,as I brought her down to the bed.We shared a passionate kiss as I wrapped my arms around her belly with hers around my neck.

"Or do I have to cheer you up myself?"She smirked

Oh boy,You may like the next chapter;) ;)
It's a weird transition after that somewhat edgy start lol.

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