Ruki's P.O.V

Warmness, for the first time in months I had been warm when I slept. Hearing the subtle breaths of someone who I cared about. Feeling the comfort of someone wrapping their arms around me. I opened my eyes to see Lucy with a serene countenance. Her skin glowing in the sunlight, her cheeks with a rosy red tint, and her lips as plump as a strawberry, I wanted to kiss her.

Would she be mad? She was dating Rin again after all. Her eyes fluttered open and her cheeks reddened even more. "Ruki-kun" I felt my cheeks heat up. Why did she have to look at me like that? I grabbed her and pulled her into my chest. "Ruki-kun"

"Go back to sleep."

"I can't, we have to go home soon."

"Ruki"

"Just a little longer." I buried my head between her neck. "Please" I didn't want to be without her. Knowing that she was going back to him pained me. For a little bit, I would like to feel that she was mine and no one else, that she liked me back, that I had someone who cared for me.

"Okay" I felt her touch my left hand. "Only for a little bit." As we sat in a comfortable silence I felt happiness. That was until our time became an hour and Lucy realized that it was time to go. "Ruki I have to go."

"Not now"

"But Rin-"

"Will do nothing" I looked at her. "If he loved you like he said he did he wouldn't have left you, he wouldn't have tried to convince you to sleep with him when you didn't want to, and he would have made you feel like you were his only one." Her cheeks reddened and her eyes began to water.

"I have to go." She broke out of my grip and ran out of my room. I sat up in despair, running my hands through my hair.

"Shit, what have I done?"